My spiritual cleansing and T.O.Z. helped me understand what I was facing. That is, there is an evil that sometimes has 100% control over me (this evil is so similar to me that it makes me believe that it is me). In the last few days I felt very bad, angry and desperate.
My negative thoughts about T.O.Z., about the gods, about the temple were immense.
So I asked myself in those moments: if I had great power, would I want to destroy T.O.Z.? My answer was yes.
Then I asked myself if I had a power, would I destroy or create, my answer was that I would destroy.
Then I understood that my true self will not destroy, it will create and help every person
my true self will never destroy the temple and will help them with every resource in its power.
Then I actually understood the hidden evil that is in me and that now lies weakened in power.
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When I learned about our brother's passing, I began to feel a fear and anxiety about the afterlife, I thought that maybe I would die and that everything I was doing was in vain and a sin "and that I would burn in fire"
but suddenly the light came to me and I discovered that this fear had been imposed on me by
my mother since I was little
she told me that if I did bad things I would burn in fire in the afterlife and in terrible torments and much more.
the old and evil roots no longer have the power to grow in my soul
thank you and the Gods for the protection and original light shared here
My negative thoughts about T.O.Z., about the gods, about the temple were immense.
So I asked myself in those moments: if I had great power, would I want to destroy T.O.Z.? My answer was yes.
Then I asked myself if I had a power, would I destroy or create, my answer was that I would destroy.
Then I understood that my true self will not destroy, it will create and help every person
my true self will never destroy the temple and will help them with every resource in its power.
Then I actually understood the hidden evil that is in me and that now lies weakened in power.
The post continues:
When I learned about our brother's passing, I began to feel a fear and anxiety about the afterlife, I thought that maybe I would die and that everything I was doing was in vain and a sin "and that I would burn in fire"
but suddenly the light came to me and I discovered that this fear had been imposed on me by
my mother since I was little
she told me that if I did bad things I would burn in fire in the afterlife and in terrible torments and much more.
the old and evil roots no longer have the power to grow in my soul
thank you and the Gods for the protection and original light shared here
