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Hi my name is Valencia(19) and I'm kinda new to the group. I have had experiences where I felt father Satan's presents and would be scared. But I realized he was protecting me. A few months ago I started meditating and felt this amazing power within me and I loved it, but with a family who don't believe in our father I was forced to stop meditating. Its been two months and I really feel like Father has abandoned me. Please advice me on what to do. I would really love to know more about how to get back in our fathers good books and how to dedicate myself fully to him. Your advice will be appreciated. HAIL father SATAN
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[the_fire_starter666]

Just continue doing whatever you were doing 2 months ago For most newbies this is a purely psychological thing and has nothing to do with Satan at all. It's normal when you feel you did something bad to feel "abandoned" and cause that condition to yourself. You punish yourself this way only, no other being does this.

Why do you even think that Satan doesn't understand you were forced to stop doing PM's? I've told many people who thought they were insulting Satan because they were forced to do something: What is insulting is to underestimate Satan's intelligence and ability to see what's in our minds and understand us. To think he's so weak so that he cannot understand your inner thoughts and what you're thinking about and that you didn't really mean what you do but you did it because your parents forced you.


Also, you shouldn't really tell your family anything if it interferes with your spiritual progress. If by accident they have found you're a SS feel free to lie to them that you supposedly stopped being a SS. If you have to tell them something choose another religion which has meditation in it (Buddhism or new age or even xian mysticism if they are hardcore xians and won't allow you to be anything else other than a xian) so you can do power meditations and yoga and vibrate mantras freely.

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Hi my name is Valencia(19) and I'm kinda new to the group. I have had experiences where I felt father Satan's presents and would be scared. But I realized he was protecting me. A few months ago I started meditating and felt this amazing power within me and I loved it, but with a family who don't believe in our father I was forced to stop meditating. Its been two months and I really feel like Father has abandoned me. Please advice me on what to do. I would really love to know more about how to get back in our fathers good books and how to dedicate myself fully to him. Your advice will be appreciated. HAIL father SATAN
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