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Hi everyone...

First of all my english is far from being the best...

I would like to start by a introduction that will also let you know the kind of
person i am and what lead me here...

I was raised as a christian (Jehova Witnesses) though i never really did
anything there except going to their meetings when i was younger, did not really
had a choice, by the time i was 11~12 i started drifting away from them, i
always respected them and their teachings and to be honest i did believed in
their god and still do just don't believe that he is what i was taught.

I lived with my grandmother till i was 9~10, she was a member of Jehovah's
Witnesses as well, and dedicated herself to them as much as she could, me, in
the other hand, like i said i respected them even though i started moving away
from them mainly because their teachings were incompatible with my life style, i
always liked heavy metal, i smoke, wear piercings, never say no to a nice beer
and i did not waited till i was married to have sexual relationships, anyway, i
never defied them with my life style but they would definitely consider me a
aberration if they knew me now (i am 28 now by the way).

I always looked at my grandmother as my true mother, i really loved her and i
always respected her god mostly because of her, she was way too kind and a good
person, never saw her wishing harm on anyone... well... she has alzheimer now...
what a great reward for a true follower...

When this happened i started questioning myself about this god, even if he does
exist i wasn't expecting nothing of him, i always told everyone that asked me
why i left jehovah's witnesses that i prefer to live 80 years doing what i want
then a eternity being something i am not, but my grandmother dedicated over 20
years of her life and gets this?

I started questioning everything i learned and i came to the conclusion that
even if this god exists most of the things we learn in the christian bible are
wrong, i could stay here writing for hours but i will just state a few of my
thoughts that brought me to that conclusion...

They say god is justice, love, mercy and power...

Justice? then why am i paying for what Adam did, am i to be held responsible for
what others have done?

Love and Mercy? Basically i have to worship him and serve him in the way he
wants or die...

And if i am a aberration in the eyes of a christian that is because i am
imperfect, but wait a minute, god made me right? So am i just a defective
product to be disposed when "the judgment day" comes?

I don't question his power but i do question everything else about him and his
son given that they stand for the same...

So i started reading more about Satan but i am still new in this, in fact i
don't feel at ease addressing him as Satan or devil,as far as i know Satan was a
name given to him that stands for enemy and devil (correct me if i am wrong)
means slanderer but i am not sure if his true name is Lucifer too, when
researching about that name i only found that it is often associated with him by
means "the morning star" or "he who brings light" or something like that.

Anyway, i never considered myself a bad person, in fact, i am pretty much the
opposite, i often care more about others then myself, in fact, i dated a girl
for almost 7 years and she dumped me about 3 months ago, i never felt so down
and still feel but unlike many, in these times i often look for something or
someone i care about, not someone that cares about me, i just want to hold to
something that is worth it, all my plans for the future just went away and now i
am basically planning everything from scratch.

When looking myself at the mirror its easy to see what is wrong with me, what is
corroding me inside, love and altruism, but i cant simply change what i am so i
decided to look for someone that can help me and i decided to search for the
one that opposes the christian god that i disapprove so much.

I already considered the chance that the christian god do exist and that he may
be more powerful then Satan but even if that is true i still wish to dedicate
myself to someone who who opposes him even if i end up paying the bill later, i
simply don't care, i just want to stand for someone who accepts me and,
hopefully, in doing so, start caring more about myself and cut lose from
feelings that only drag me down.

I already read much about Satan in the Joy of Satan website, i didn't simple
popped out of nowhere, i am pretty sure i want to make a commitment to Satan
right now and i will really soon, in fact i was going to right now but then i
found this group and decided to introduce myself.

I would also like to ask if anyone can give me some tips about what to do after
the commitment, i already read a lot about power meditation but i am not really
sure what to expect of it.

I am not going to torture you any longer by making this post any longer.

Just wanted to say hi and hopefully get some tips and most of all some guidance in my first steps and forgive me if due to my
ignorance in some matters i have somehow offended anyone or broke some rule\s.

Cheers
 
First you must understand that the xian "god" doesn't exist. Satan/Enki is God. Also Satan is not a bad word at all, but very positive. It means "enemy" or "adversary" in the enemy's language (which is true, as he IS the enemy of the jews) and also it means Eternal Truth in Sanskrit. "Devil" is also not a bad word either. It's Devi(l), i.e. from Sanskrit Devi which the xians and kikes obviously stole and corrupted this. The word Devi in Sanskrit means Goddess and also refers to the kundalini (this is allegorical).

Satanism has nothing to do with christinsanity, but it's actually Ancient Paganism. Satan and the Daemons are our pre-christian Pagan Gods, like Satan/Enki/Ptah or Astaroth/Astarte/Ishtar/Isis or Amon/Amon Ra/Marduk e.t.c.

No offense, but what you say do sound weird if you claim to have read the JoS site. You would know the above if you read it, because Satan/Enki isn't really someone who opposes the non-existent xian god but quite the other way round. The enemy lies like xianity and islam were made up to oppose our True God and Creator Satan and the ancient Pagan religions.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tiago_filipe_cabral" <tiago_filipe_cabral@... wrote:


Hi everyone...

First of all my english is far from being the best...

I would like to start by a introduction that will also let you know the kind of
person i am and what lead me here...

I was raised as a christian (Jehova Witnesses) though i never really did
anything there except going to their meetings when i was younger, did not really
had a choice, by the time i was 11~12 i started drifting away from them, i
always respected them and their teachings and to be honest i did believed in
their god and still do just don't believe that he is what i was taught.

I lived with my grandmother till i was 9~10, she was a member of Jehovah's
Witnesses as well, and dedicated herself to them as much as she could, me, in
the other hand, like i said i respected them even though i started moving away
from them mainly because their teachings were incompatible with my life style, i
always liked heavy metal, i smoke, wear piercings, never say no to a nice beer
and i did not waited till i was married to have sexual relationships, anyway, i
never defied them with my life style but they would definitely consider me a
aberration if they knew me now (i am 28 now by the way).

I always looked at my grandmother as my true mother, i really loved her and i
always respected her god mostly because of her, she was way too kind and a good
person, never saw her wishing harm on anyone... well... she has alzheimer now...
what a great reward for a true follower...

When this happened i started questioning myself about this god, even if he does
exist i wasn't expecting nothing of him, i always told everyone that asked me
why i left jehovah's witnesses that i prefer to live 80 years doing what i want
then a eternity being something i am not, but my grandmother dedicated over 20
years of her life and gets this?

I started questioning everything i learned and i came to the conclusion that
even if this god exists most of the things we learn in the christian bible are
wrong, i could stay here writing for hours but i will just state a few of my
thoughts that brought me to that conclusion...

They say god is justice, love, mercy and power...

Justice? then why am i paying for what Adam did, am i to be held responsible for
what others have done?

Love and Mercy? Basically i have to worship him and serve him in the way he
wants or die...

And if i am a aberration in the eyes of a christian that is because i am
imperfect, but wait a minute, god made me right? So am i just a defective
product to be disposed when "the judgment day" comes?

I don't question his power but i do question everything else about him and his
son given that they stand for the same...

So i started reading more about Satan but i am still new in this, in fact i
don't feel at ease addressing him as Satan or devil,as far as i know Satan was a
name given to him that stands for enemy and devil (correct me if i am wrong)
means slanderer but i am not sure if his true name is Lucifer too, when
researching about that name i only found that it is often associated with him by
means "the morning star" or "he who brings light" or something like that.

Anyway, i never considered myself a bad person, in fact, i am pretty much the
opposite, i often care more about others then myself, in fact, i dated a girl
for almost 7 years and she dumped me about 3 months ago, i never felt so down
and still feel but unlike many, in these times i often look for something or
someone i care about, not someone that cares about me, i just want to hold to
something that is worth it, all my plans for the future just went away and now i
am basically planning everything from scratch.

When looking myself at the mirror its easy to see what is wrong with me, what is
corroding me inside, love and altruism, but i cant simply change what i am so i
decided to look for someone that can help me and i decided to search for the
one that opposes the christian god that i disapprove so much.

I already considered the chance that the christian god do exist and that he may
be more powerful then Satan but even if that is true i still wish to dedicate
myself to someone who who opposes him even if i end up paying the bill later, i
simply don't care, i just want to stand for someone who accepts me and,
hopefully, in doing so, start caring more about myself and cut lose from
feelings that only drag me down.

I already read much about Satan in the Joy of Satan website, i didn't simple
popped out of nowhere, i am pretty sure i want to make a commitment to Satan
right now and i will really soon, in fact i was going to right now but then i
found this group and decided to introduce myself.

I would also like to ask if anyone can give me some tips about what to do after
the commitment, i already read a lot about power meditation but i am not really
sure what to expect of it.

I am not going to torture you any longer by making this post any longer.

Just wanted to say hi and hopefully get some tips and most of all some guidance in my first steps and forgive me if due to my
ignorance in some matters i have somehow offended anyone or broke some rule\s.

Cheers
 
Thanks for your feedback, i admit i should have read more then i have, but i never said i read everything, right now my mind is still tripping and my life is taking a huge turn, when i found JoS i must say i was a bit confused and still am a bit.

You must understand (not accept) that as a "average" guy that was raised with christians the words devil and Satan are not exactly associated with good things, if everything found on JoS site is true then i am probably a victim of a perfect brainwash. I want to accept and believe but the main thing that brought me here was the fact that i despise the christian god (provided he even existed but it looks like i was wrong) and not any kind of affection with Satan, not that i don't have any but that wasn't what lead me here, probably due to my education i grew used to associate a lot of "bad things" such as drugs, fornication, heavy metal to Satan, i was probably being stupid and this may even considered offensive but i thing it would be even more if i lied about it, anyway, the fact that i saw things that way never were enough to keep me away from doing it (except drugs) and deep inside i have always been secretly grateful for these things,, i love black\dark metal etc, love going out with my friends and drink a lot (not every nights of course and "responsibly"), i love sex and a bunch of other stuff that is considered repulsive by christians and i always looked at Satan as someone who approves the side in me that doesn't give a damn about being a choirboy though i may have been wrong all this time.

Fact is, i want nothing to do with christianism, for all the things i already mentioned and much much more (hypocrisy for instance), i was never one in the first place but i was infected by it though, their teachings about whats good and whats wrong etc... i lived my life till now thinking i was some kind of aberration in their eyes and i went looking for Satan just as a way to put an end to it once and for all and do what i want the way i want by devoting myself to him expecting only in return strength to be immune to altruistic feelings that only bring you down, and i did so being sure that that would mean my death in the judgement day, even though that day may be just another invention the true is that i did believed it and still that didn't kept me from coming here.

I am really determined right now but i am afraid i already screwed up things a lot when i did my commitment.

The candle i used was grey, i opened a wound i had in my leg to get the blood instead of my left index and was worried about it being done so wrongly that i forgot to say "so mote it be" and "hail satan" after reciting the text and just did it like 2~3 minutes later and english is not my first language, my english is not bad i think, even spoken but i don't know if i should have done it in my language. And it says the commitment should be done only once so right now i am worried about whether i should do it again or just leave it like that. By the way, i kept the ashes and i am unsure about what to do with them.

Any advice would be welcome.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

First you must understand that the xian "god" doesn't exist. Satan/Enki is God. Also Satan is not a bad word at all, but very positive. It means "enemy" or "adversary" in the enemy's language (which is true, as he IS the enemy of the jews) and also it means Eternal Truth in Sanskrit. "Devil" is also not a bad word either. It's Devi(l), i.e. from Sanskrit Devi which the xians and kikes obviously stole and corrupted this. The word Devi in Sanskrit means Goddess and also refers to the kundalini (this is allegorical).

Satanism has nothing to do with christinsanity, but it's actually Ancient Paganism. Satan and the Daemons are our pre-christian Pagan Gods, like Satan/Enki/Ptah or Astaroth/Astarte/Ishtar/Isis or Amon/Amon Ra/Marduk e.t.c.

No offense, but what you say do sound weird if you claim to have read the JoS site. You would know the above if you read it, because Satan/Enki isn't really someone who opposes the non-existent xian god but quite the other way round. The enemy lies like xianity and islam were made up to oppose our True God and Creator Satan and the ancient Pagan religions.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tiago_filipe_cabral" <tiago_filipe_cabral@ wrote:


Hi everyone...

First of all my english is far from being the best...

I would like to start by a introduction that will also let you know the kind of
person i am and what lead me here...

I was raised as a christian (Jehova Witnesses) though i never really did
anything there except going to their meetings when i was younger, did not really
had a choice, by the time i was 11~12 i started drifting away from them, i
always respected them and their teachings and to be honest i did believed in
their god and still do just don't believe that he is what i was taught.

I lived with my grandmother till i was 9~10, she was a member of Jehovah's
Witnesses as well, and dedicated herself to them as much as she could, me, in
the other hand, like i said i respected them even though i started moving away
from them mainly because their teachings were incompatible with my life style, i
always liked heavy metal, i smoke, wear piercings, never say no to a nice beer
and i did not waited till i was married to have sexual relationships, anyway, i
never defied them with my life style but they would definitely consider me a
aberration if they knew me now (i am 28 now by the way).

I always looked at my grandmother as my true mother, i really loved her and i
always respected her god mostly because of her, she was way too kind and a good
person, never saw her wishing harm on anyone... well... she has alzheimer now...
what a great reward for a true follower...

When this happened i started questioning myself about this god, even if he does
exist i wasn't expecting nothing of him, i always told everyone that asked me
why i left jehovah's witnesses that i prefer to live 80 years doing what i want
then a eternity being something i am not, but my grandmother dedicated over 20
years of her life and gets this?

I started questioning everything i learned and i came to the conclusion that
even if this god exists most of the things we learn in the christian bible are
wrong, i could stay here writing for hours but i will just state a few of my
thoughts that brought me to that conclusion...

They say god is justice, love, mercy and power...

Justice? then why am i paying for what Adam did, am i to be held responsible for
what others have done?

Love and Mercy? Basically i have to worship him and serve him in the way he
wants or die...

And if i am a aberration in the eyes of a christian that is because i am
imperfect, but wait a minute, god made me right? So am i just a defective
product to be disposed when "the judgment day" comes?

I don't question his power but i do question everything else about him and his
son given that they stand for the same...

So i started reading more about Satan but i am still new in this, in fact i
don't feel at ease addressing him as Satan or devil,as far as i know Satan was a
name given to him that stands for enemy and devil (correct me if i am wrong)
means slanderer but i am not sure if his true name is Lucifer too, when
researching about that name i only found that it is often associated with him by
means "the morning star" or "he who brings light" or something like that.

Anyway, i never considered myself a bad person, in fact, i am pretty much the
opposite, i often care more about others then myself, in fact, i dated a girl
for almost 7 years and she dumped me about 3 months ago, i never felt so down
and still feel but unlike many, in these times i often look for something or
someone i care about, not someone that cares about me, i just want to hold to
something that is worth it, all my plans for the future just went away and now i
am basically planning everything from scratch.

When looking myself at the mirror its easy to see what is wrong with me, what is
corroding me inside, love and altruism, but i cant simply change what i am so i
decided to look for someone that can help me and i decided to search for the
one that opposes the christian god that i disapprove so much.

I already considered the chance that the christian god do exist and that he may
be more powerful then Satan but even if that is true i still wish to dedicate
myself to someone who who opposes him even if i end up paying the bill later, i
simply don't care, i just want to stand for someone who accepts me and,
hopefully, in doing so, start caring more about myself and cut lose from
feelings that only drag me down.

I already read much about Satan in the Joy of Satan website, i didn't simple
popped out of nowhere, i am pretty sure i want to make a commitment to Satan
right now and i will really soon, in fact i was going to right now but then i
found this group and decided to introduce myself.

I would also like to ask if anyone can give me some tips about what to do after
the commitment, i already read a lot about power meditation but i am not really
sure what to expect of it.

I am not going to torture you any longer by making this post any longer.

Just wanted to say hi and hopefully get some tips and most of all some guidance in my first steps and forgive me if due to my
ignorance in some matters i have somehow offended anyone or broke some rule\s.

Cheers
 
You pray and write ritual prayers in your language, or speak to Lord Satan and the Powers of Hell in whatever language is most comfortable for you.You can throw the ashes away. It's okay about not getting the dedication ritual perfect, it's common for many to not get it perfect. What matters is the intention and sincerity in your heart.
Have you seen the www.exposingchristianity.com site? It would help immensely with deprogramming, which people have, when they leave Christianity and come to Satanism.
From: tiago_filipe_cabral <tiago_filipe_cabral@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, June 23, 2013 5:51:33 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: New around here...

  Thanks for your feedback, i admit i should have read more then i have, but i never said i read everything, right now my mind is still tripping and my life is taking a huge turn, when i found JoS i must say i was a bit confused and still am a bit.

You must understand (not accept) that as a "average" guy that was raised with christians the words devil and Satan are not exactly associated with good things, if everything found on JoS site is true then i am probably a victim of a perfect brainwash. I want to accept and believe but the main thing that brought me here was the fact that i despise the christian god (provided he even existed but it looks like i was wrong) and not any kind of affection with Satan, not that i don't have any but that wasn't what lead me here, probably due to my education i grew used to associate a lot of "bad things" such as drugs, fornication, heavy metal to Satan, i was probably being stupid and this may even considered offensive but i thing it would be even more if i lied about it, anyway, the fact that i saw things that way never were enough to keep me away from doing it (except drugs) and deep inside i have always been secretly grateful for these things,, i love black\dark metal etc, love going out with my friends and drink a lot (not every nights of course and "responsibly"), i love sex and a bunch of other stuff that is considered repulsive by christians and i always looked at Satan as someone who approves the side in me that doesn't give a damn about being a choirboy though i may have been wrong all this time.

Fact is, i want nothing to do with christianism, for all the things i already mentioned and much much more (hypocrisy for instance), i was never one in the first place but i was infected by it though, their teachings about whats good and whats wrong etc... i lived my life till now thinking i was some kind of aberration in their eyes and i went looking for Satan just as a way to put an end to it once and for all and do what i want the way i want by devoting myself to him expecting only in return strength to be immune to altruistic feelings that only bring you down, and i did so being sure that that would mean my death in the judgement day, even though that day may be just another invention the true is that i did believed it and still that didn't kept me from coming here.

I am really determined right now but i am afraid i already screwed up things a lot when i did my commitment.

The candle i used was grey, i opened a wound i had in my leg to get the blood instead of my left index and was worried about it being done so wrongly that i forgot to say "so mote it be" and "hail satan" after reciting the text and just did it like 2~3 minutes later and english is not my first language, my english is not bad i think, even spoken but i don't know if i should have done it in my language. And it says the commitment should be done only once so right now i am worried about whether i should do it again or just leave it like that. By the way, i kept the ashes and i am unsure about what to do with them.

Any advice would be welcome.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

First you must understand that the xian "god" doesn't exist. Satan/Enki is God. Also Satan is not a bad word at all, but very positive. It means "enemy" or "adversary" in the enemy's language (which is true, as he IS the enemy of the jews) and also it means Eternal Truth in Sanskrit. "Devil" is also not a bad word either. It's Devi(l), i.e. from Sanskrit Devi which the xians and kikes obviously stole and corrupted this. The word Devi in Sanskrit means Goddess and also refers to the kundalini (this is allegorical).

Satanism has nothing to do with christinsanity, but it's actually Ancient Paganism. Satan and the Daemons are our pre-christian Pagan Gods, like Satan/Enki/Ptah or Astaroth/Astarte/Ishtar/Isis or Amon/Amon Ra/Marduk e.t.c.

No offense, but what you say do sound weird if you claim to have read the JoS site. You would know the above if you read it, because Satan/Enki isn't really someone who opposes the non-existent xian god but quite the other way round. The enemy lies like xianity and islam were made up to oppose our True God and Creator Satan and the ancient Pagan religions.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tiago_filipe_cabral" <tiago_filipe_cabral@ wrote:


Hi everyone...

First of all my english is far from being the best...

I would like to start by a introduction that will also let you know the kind of
person i am and what lead me here...

I was raised as a christian (Jehova Witnesses) though i never really did
anything there except going to their meetings when i was younger, did not really
had a choice, by the time i was 11~12 i started drifting away from them, i
always respected them and their teachings and to be honest i did believed in
their god and still do just don't believe that he is what i was taught.

I lived with my grandmother till i was 9~10, she was a member of Jehovah's
Witnesses as well, and dedicated herself to them as much as she could, me, in
the other hand, like i said i respected them even though i started moving away
from them mainly because their teachings were incompatible with my life style, i
always liked heavy metal, i smoke, wear piercings, never say no to a nice beer
and i did not waited till i was married to have sexual relationships, anyway, i
never defied them with my life style but they would definitely consider me a
aberration if they knew me now (i am 28 now by the way).

I always looked at my grandmother as my true mother, i really loved her and i
always respected her god mostly because of her, she was way too kind and a good
person, never saw her wishing harm on anyone... well... she has alzheimer now...
what a great reward for a true follower...

When this happened i started questioning myself about this god, even if he does
exist i wasn't expecting nothing of him, i always told everyone that asked me
why i left jehovah's witnesses that i prefer to live 80 years doing what i want
then a eternity being something i am not, but my grandmother dedicated over 20
years of her life and gets this?

I started questioning everything i learned and i came to the conclusion that
even if this god exists most of the things we learn in the christian bible are
wrong, i could stay here writing for hours but i will just state a few of my
thoughts that brought me to that conclusion...

They say god is justice, love, mercy and power...

Justice? then why am i paying for what Adam did, am i to be held responsible for
what others have done?

Love and Mercy? Basically i have to worship him and serve him in the way he
wants or die...

And if i am a aberration in the eyes of a christian that is because i am
imperfect, but wait a minute, god made me right? So am i just a defective
product to be disposed when "the judgment day" comes?

I don't question his power but i do question everything else about him and his
son given that they stand for the same...

So i started reading more about Satan but i am still new in this, in fact i
don't feel at ease addressing him as Satan or devil,as far as i know Satan was a
name given to him that stands for enemy and devil (correct me if i am wrong)
means slanderer but i am not sure if his true name is Lucifer too, when
researching about that name i only found that it is often associated with him by
means "the morning star" or "he who brings light" or something like that.

Anyway, i never considered myself a bad person, in fact, i am pretty much the
opposite, i often care more about others then myself, in fact, i dated a girl
for almost 7 years and she dumped me about 3 months ago, i never felt so down
and still feel but unlike many, in these times i often look for something or
someone i care about, not someone that cares about me, i just want to hold to
something that is worth it, all my plans for the future just went away and now i
am basically planning everything from scratch.

When looking myself at the mirror its easy to see what is wrong with me, what is
corroding me inside, love and altruism, but i cant simply change what i am so i
decided to look for someone that can help me and i decided to search for the
one that opposes the christian god that i disapprove so much.

I already considered the chance that the christian god do exist and that he may
be more powerful then Satan but even if that is true i still wish to dedicate
myself to someone who who opposes him even if i end up paying the bill later, i
simply don't care, i just want to stand for someone who accepts me and,
hopefully, in doing so, start caring more about myself and cut lose from
feelings that only drag me down.

I already read much about Satan in the Joy of Satan website, i didn't simple
popped out of nowhere, i am pretty sure i want to make a commitment to Satan
right now and i will really soon, in fact i was going to right now but then i
found this group and decided to introduce myself.

I would also like to ask if anyone can give me some tips about what to do after
the commitment, i already read a lot about power meditation but i am not really
sure what to expect of it.

I am not going to torture you any longer by making this post any longer.

Just wanted to say hi and hopefully get some tips and most of all some guidance in my first steps and forgive me if due to my
ignorance in some matters i have somehow offended anyone or broke some rule\s.

Cheers

 
lol don't worry too much about "torturing" the members with the long post hahahaha

Welcome!

The christian god is fake. The bible is full of lies. The christian god is nothing more than a bunch of hostile beings who use the teachings of christianity to keep the "sheep" in line.

There ARE powerful beings behind those lies, and they use that power to enforce their program.

As for Satan, His name goes back much farther than christianity. Of course, he has other names as well: Ptah, Enki, Melek Taus, etc. Sometimes new people have to get used to these things. It's okay to go slow.

Your grandmother was/is a lovely person, I'm sure. Her soul is still intact, though her body has failed her and her mind has gone with it (the mind of a living being is the result of their body and soul interacting).

Many christians out there are really good, wonderful people, who have been deluded into fucking themselves and the people they love. It isn't our job to argue with them, because many of them are beyond reason by now. What we have to do is make ourselves stronger through meditation, and use this power to do Satan's Will - and the people will awaken on their own.

Unfortunately, their "god" doesn't care about them. Their "god" is using them and would love to enslave us all forever.

Get into power meditation at a pace that suits you. You will begin to get a "feel" for it, and will be able to sense energy eventually. Things really open up when you start to advance in these REAL spiritual practices.

Your dedication is PERMANENT, so read up and study as much as you can so that you are confident that this is the path for you. It isn't an easy one but it is well worth it.

Pray to Satan and the other Gods. The "christian god" is not what he says he is - he is actually a collective of nefarious aliens called "angels" - and angels DO exist. However, these angels DEFINITELY have power, and they have the ability to affect people's thoughts. They LOVE to make people depressed, fearful, terrified, etc and get people to run, screaming, back to "jesus" so they can use them all over again.

Which is why meditation - both power and void meditation - is EXTREMELY important. Power meditation protects you from angelic influence, and void meditation enables you to banish unwanted, destructive, negative thoughts which can eat away at anyone if left unchecked.


Anyways, I hope this makes sense. Angels LOVE to attack new people. They want to break us when we first come to Satan and haven't fully adjusted to learning all this new information. This is when it is easiest for them to sow the seeds of doubt.

Whatever you do, just make sure your thoughts are your own. This becomes clearer over time, especially when you advance in meditation. If you ever feel like you are under attack or are suffering from thoughts that are not yours, call upon Satan. He does not let us down.

HAIL SATAN!!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tiago_filipe_cabral" <tiago_filipe_cabral@... wrote:


Hi everyone...

First of all my english is far from being the best...

I would like to start by a introduction that will also let you know the kind of
person i am and what lead me here...

I was raised as a christian (Jehova Witnesses) though i never really did
anything there except going to their meetings when i was younger, did not really
had a choice, by the time i was 11~12 i started drifting away from them, i
always respected them and their teachings and to be honest i did believed in
their god and still do just don't believe that he is what i was taught.

I lived with my grandmother till i was 9~10, she was a member of Jehovah's
Witnesses as well, and dedicated herself to them as much as she could, me, in
the other hand, like i said i respected them even though i started moving away
from them mainly because their teachings were incompatible with my life style, i
always liked heavy metal, i smoke, wear piercings, never say no to a nice beer
and i did not waited till i was married to have sexual relationships, anyway, i
never defied them with my life style but they would definitely consider me a
aberration if they knew me now (i am 28 now by the way).

I always looked at my grandmother as my true mother, i really loved her and i
always respected her god mostly because of her, she was way too kind and a good
person, never saw her wishing harm on anyone... well... she has alzheimer now...
what a great reward for a true follower...

When this happened i started questioning myself about this god, even if he does
exist i wasn't expecting nothing of him, i always told everyone that asked me
why i left jehovah's witnesses that i prefer to live 80 years doing what i want
then a eternity being something i am not, but my grandmother dedicated over 20
years of her life and gets this?

I started questioning everything i learned and i came to the conclusion that
even if this god exists most of the things we learn in the christian bible are
wrong, i could stay here writing for hours but i will just state a few of my
thoughts that brought me to that conclusion...

They say god is justice, love, mercy and power...

Justice? then why am i paying for what Adam did, am i to be held responsible for
what others have done?

Love and Mercy? Basically i have to worship him and serve him in the way he
wants or die...

And if i am a aberration in the eyes of a christian that is because i am
imperfect, but wait a minute, god made me right? So am i just a defective
product to be disposed when "the judgment day" comes?

I don't question his power but i do question everything else about him and his
son given that they stand for the same...

So i started reading more about Satan but i am still new in this, in fact i
don't feel at ease addressing him as Satan or devil,as far as i know Satan was a
name given to him that stands for enemy and devil (correct me if i am wrong)
means slanderer but i am not sure if his true name is Lucifer too, when
researching about that name i only found that it is often associated with him by
means "the morning star" or "he who brings light" or something like that.

Anyway, i never considered myself a bad person, in fact, i am pretty much the
opposite, i often care more about others then myself, in fact, i dated a girl
for almost 7 years and she dumped me about 3 months ago, i never felt so down
and still feel but unlike many, in these times i often look for something or
someone i care about, not someone that cares about me, i just want to hold to
something that is worth it, all my plans for the future just went away and now i
am basically planning everything from scratch.

When looking myself at the mirror its easy to see what is wrong with me, what is
corroding me inside, love and altruism, but i cant simply change what i am so i
decided to look for someone that can help me and i decided to search for the
one that opposes the christian god that i disapprove so much.

I already considered the chance that the christian god do exist and that he may
be more powerful then Satan but even if that is true i still wish to dedicate
myself to someone who who opposes him even if i end up paying the bill later, i
simply don't care, i just want to stand for someone who accepts me and,
hopefully, in doing so, start caring more about myself and cut lose from
feelings that only drag me down.

I already read much about Satan in the Joy of Satan website, i didn't simple
popped out of nowhere, i am pretty sure i want to make a commitment to Satan
right now and i will really soon, in fact i was going to right now but then i
found this group and decided to introduce myself.

I would also like to ask if anyone can give me some tips about what to do after
the commitment, i already read a lot about power meditation but i am not really
sure what to expect of it.

I am not going to torture you any longer by making this post any longer.

Just wanted to say hi and hopefully get some tips and most of all some guidance in my first steps and forgive me if due to my
ignorance in some matters i have somehow offended anyone or broke some rule\s.

Cheers
 
Thanks for the feedback so far...

I want to get started, the sooner the better, but when looking at all meditations it's hard for me to pick one to get started, i haven't read about all of them but they all seem really important, are we supposed to use them all?
Or should we master only a couple?

Obviously i did not even bothered looking at the intermediate and advanced ones but the ones "for beginners", at least the ones i read about so far, all seem really important and i don't know were to start, i was about to start with some breathing exercises but then again, there are so many.

Any tips would be highly appreciated...
 
This is how myself and others here started with power meditations:

http://fight4satan666.webs.com/Spiritua ... aining.htm

It starts off easy enough for beginners, helps us master the basics, and moves on to more advanced meditations.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tiago_filipe_cabral" <tiago_filipe_cabral@... wrote:

Thanks for the feedback so far...

I want to get started, the sooner the better, but when looking at all meditations it's hard for me to pick one to get started, i haven't read about all of them but they all seem really important, are we supposed to use them all?
Or should we master only a couple?

Obviously i did not even bothered looking at the intermediate and advanced ones but the ones "for beginners", at least the ones i read about so far, all seem really important and i don't know were to start, i was about to start with some breathing exercises but then again, there are so many.

Any tips would be highly appreciated...
 
Here is the Basic Meditation Program

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ogram.html

Hail Melek Ta'us!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:

This is how myself and others here started with power meditations:

http://fight4satan666.webs.com/Spiritua ... aining.htm

It starts off easy enough for beginners, helps us master the basics, and moves on to more advanced meditations.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tiago_filipe_cabral" <tiago_filipe_cabral@ wrote:

Thanks for the feedback so far...

I want to get started, the sooner the better, but when looking at all meditations it's hard for me to pick one to get started, i haven't read about all of them but they all seem really important, are we supposed to use them all?
Or should we master only a couple?

Obviously i did not even bothered looking at the intermediate and advanced ones but the ones "for beginners", at least the ones i read about so far, all seem really important and i don't know were to start, i was about to start with some breathing exercises but then again, there are so many.

Any tips would be highly appreciated...
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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