I’m not new here but I’ve definitely changed

[CormacArdRuairiOMorrigan]

I have been here since 2002 and it was joy of Satan and it definitely has been through some changes but by the way, I absolutely like the name change and I’ve had more than one account on here.
I just wanted to say for a couple years. It was really toxic here and I’m very happy to see the changes being made and it’s really calm down probably removing toxic energy and individuals.

Anyways, or reason why I’m here the reason why I felt isolated and alienated is because I am a trans man and yes, I have been repeatedly attacked here after I’ve been loyal for so long and it really felt like a betrayal. I am not here to seek validation or approval. But to speak my truth and authenticity.

I have changed over the years and I’m 42 years old now and I enjoy being who I am l, but I do know this much. I will always try to be respectful and honor boundaries. so to speak over the years as I have studied some of the stuff that is in this forums and the website, which by the way, I love the changes be made on the website itself, but however, I just wanted to say that I’m going through a healing process myself because I have suffered and been attacked for a very long time. I think what really pisses me off about it is when it comes to the enemy who constantly want to attack you until you force to be someone you are not. I do agree though that one should avoid getting surgeries unless they are medically necessary and causes discomfort because trust me back in 2021. I was in a terrible car accident and I was in a coma for three months And I have wonderful news though I got to see things in my near death experience and it was absolutely wild , heaven and no hell. No jesus. Etc if anyone wants to know more about that, let me know.

So i am a trans man I’m deciding to work with my body naturally and I’m not getting any testosterone shots, which I was on for a while and my voice is deeper and my beard is permanent and my body structure has always been masculine even without the shots in the get-go. I’ve always been naturally very strong and masculine for a biological female, but I carried myself as a man and I’ve always done it even when I was a child. I go by he/him pronouns , I think I might be going to do some medical to see if I am actually intersex because of the way I am biologically speaking, but despite what my biology is, I intend to work with it naturally and I was just wondering if anyone has any new meditations I can work with when it comes to my soul because I am just now working to get back on that track and it’s been absolute bs for me.

And I just want everybody know I have been working behind the scenes as a Nazi myself legally speaking and politically for an example , Christian nationalism which is a part of project 2025 and I have actually made some post about Trump, Putin, Epstein, etc all being Yehuborim and that the policies being pressed that looks like a ethnic cleansing is Yehuborim motivated and USA aka jerUSAlem is controlled by Israel. I have noticed some individuals here who support Trump which of course that’s their business but I just wanted to point out the goal is project 2025 and Christian nationalism.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=T8G8yBwF_tQ

Stuff I wrote.

Exposing Trump 666 Psycop

“Magian” or “Magian/Nazarene” refers to Judeo-Christian religious and cultural influences Magi The Magi were not Yehuborim by tradition/religion; they were originally a hereditary priestly caste associated primarily with the Medes and Persians. Their religious background is largely linked to...

ancient-forums.com

https://ancient-forums.com/threads/trump-Yehuborim-ties.303942/

I am still digging in a lot of information sort of working undercover, but regardless what I wanted to say was I know some of these news sources are shit but the goal is focusing on the clip that was being said.

I also am aware that when people watch news or read something on the Internet, they’re gonna interpret it through their own lens or perceptive which apparently is why many people argue because there’s so many different perceptive I am definitely. I’m not gonna say someone is right or wrong because at the end of the day they’re gonna find out for themselves and that’s just it all this going on I’m going to speak out why this is a big problem with Trump and the Christian nationalists is awful

I personally have been dealing with attacks in my family as a trans person and a non Christian aka a pagan (Zevist) and I’ve been isolated as well but when I’m trying to say is their reactions to me not being a Christian is horrible because they keep pushing “how can you be so blind, we are in the End times, the devil is real, mark of the beast is real” and my own mom tried to rebuke Satan in the name of Jesus of course she went real quiet when I bought the dark ages of the church who persecuted nonchristians or just free thinkers and oppression and that it was definitely manipulation and for an example. I love my family, even though they are just too far gone and this my mom is always constantly talking about God or Jesus or says she prays for me all the time, etc probably something about me coming to Jesus, etc it used to not be that bad to be honest with you but ever since Trump got into office it’s been like they are a fucking bull-dozer. I’ve had to stand my ground quite a bit because I’m an adult and I shouldn’t have to deal with that crap so I am currently working to move further away . Honestly, I wish I could move to like Ireland because I am Irish American and I definitely have a soul connection there.

Anyway, I’m only sharing my personal experiences how harmful this is when it comes to supporting Trump because people don’t realize except for most of you that are in these forums you may agree with some of the policies and things he’s doing but at the end of the day pushing for Christian nationalism project 2025

Despite everything going on and what I’m dealing with, I definitely gonna be looking to incorporating some meditations on a daily basis and it’s not easy because of the living environment I have constant distractions. Does anybody have a suggestion in to maybe help me with these distraction that I’m dealing with in my living environment?

 

[hailourtruegod]

I dont think anything you said here is true. I skimmed thru most of it after reading the whole project 2025 nonsense.

But that doesn't matter at the end.

If you're here and a dedicated Zevist by blood then focus on this path and not political bs.

We dont care for promotion of politics here whether bad or good.

This is not to say we dont pay attention and give our take in manners that matter in the bigger picture like praising the good things leaders of the world do for the average person.

We can analyze but thats not what you have been doing.

We dont care about your political activism as it does nothing to advance Zevism whatsoever.

The only way to advance our cause to is for all of us to be advancing spiritually as individuals, as a whole, doing rituals and the only physical activism that is approved is the Outreach Project.



You didn't mention that you have dedicated to Zeus by the way. Did you do the dedication ritual back then? Knowing of us for a "long time" doesn't make anyone superior in any sense if they havent dedicated, done the meditations everyday that are on the website, or hasn't helped new members whatsoever in all the time this place has been around.

So please, do a purification meditation if you're going thru identity crisis such as being trans.

 

[CormacArdRuairiOMorrigan]

I dont think anything you said here is true. I skimmed thru most of it after reading the whole project 2025 nonsense.

But that doesn't matter at the end.

If you're here and a dedicated Zevist by blood then focus on this path and not political bs.

We dont care for promotion of politics here whether bad or good.

This is not to say we dont pay attention and give our take in manners that matter in the bigger picture like praising the good things leaders of the world do for the average person.

We can analyze but thats not what you have been doing.

We dont care about your political activism as it does nothing to advance Zevism whatsoever.

The only way to advance our cause to is for all of us to be advancing spiritually as individuals, as a whole, doing rituals and the only physical activism that is approved is the Outreach Project.



You didn't mention that you have dedicated to Zeus by the way. Did you do the dedication ritual back then? Knowing of us for a "long time" doesn't make anyone superior in any sense if they havent dedicated, done the meditations everyday that are on the website, or hasn't helped new members whatsoever in all the time this place has been around.

So please, do a purification meditation if you're going thru identity crisis such as being trans.

i never said i was superior nor am i trying to act like it. Not sure why you are reading it that way I am just saying I been around a long time to see the changes.

As for 2025 project. Project 2025 is very real—it’s a 900+ page conservative blueprint from the Heritage Foundation (launched 2023) to overhaul the federal government, written by dozens of ex-Trump officials. Trump’s tried to distance himself, but his cabinet picks (like Russ Vought and Pam Bondi) are key authors.

https://static.heritage.org/project2025/2025_MandateForLeadership_FULL.pdf

Now as far as identity crisis. I never had one, I was always like this even as a kid, but my identity is not up for debate or approval or validation I only mentioned it because I was making a point that despite all the hurt and what betrayal I been through in this forum that alienated me I’m still me and working to advance myself.

 

[CormacArdRuairiOMorrigan]

I dont think anything you said here is true. I skimmed thru most of it after reading the whole project 2025 nonsense.

But that doesn't matter at the end.

If you're here and a dedicated Zevist by blood then focus on this path and not political bs.

We dont care for promotion of politics here whether bad or good.

This is not to say we dont pay attention and give our take in manners that matter in the bigger picture like praising the good things leaders of the world do for the average person.

We can analyze but thats not what you have been doing.

We dont care about your political activism as it does nothing to advance Zevism whatsoever.

The only way to advance our cause to is for all of us to be advancing spiritually as individuals, as a whole, doing rituals and the only physical activism that is approved is the Outreach Project.



You didn't mention that you have dedicated to Zeus by the way. Did you do the dedication ritual back then? Knowing of us for a "long time" doesn't make anyone superior in any sense if they havent dedicated, done the meditations everyday that are on the website, or hasn't helped new members whatsoever in all the time this place has been around.

So please, do a purification meditation if you're going thru identity crisis such as being trans.

i never said i was superior nor am i trying to act like it. I apologize if it came across that way. Not sure why you are reading it like that but I am just saying I been around a long time to see the changes.

As for 2025 project. Project 2025 is very real—it’s a 900+ page conservative blueprint from the Heritage Foundation (launched 2023) to overhaul the federal government, written by dozens of ex-Trump officials. Trump’s tried to distance himself, but his cabinet picks (like Russ Vought and Pam Bondi) are key authors.

https://static.heritage.org/project2025/2025_MandateForLeadership_FULL.pdf

Now as far as identity crisis. I never had one an identity crisis I was always like this even as a kid, but my identity is not up for debate or approval or validation And that’s me just asserting boundaries I only mentioned it because I was making a point that despite all the hurt and what betrayal I been through in this forum that alienated me when the enemy was infiltrating these forums I’m still me and working to advance myself And I been a dedicated Satanist for since 2003 now a Zevist.

I hope my post isn’t coming across negatively, not my intention at all.

 

[hailourtruegod]

i never said i was superior nor am i trying to act like it. Not sure why you are reading it that way I am just saying I been around a long time to see the changes.

As for 2025 project. Project 2025 is very real—it’s a 900+ page conservative blueprint from the Heritage Foundation (launched 2023) to overhaul the federal government, written by dozens of ex-Trump officials. Trump’s tried to distance himself, but his cabinet picks (like Russ Vought and Pam Bondi) are key authors.

https://static.heritage.org/project2025/2025_MandateForLeadership_FULL.pdf

Now as far as identity crisis. I never had one, I was always like this even as a kid, but my identity is not up for debate or approval or validation I only mentioned it because I was making a point that despite all the hurt and what betrayal I been through in this forum that alienated me I’m still me and working to advance myself.

Way to cherry pick one thing and ignore my whole message to you.

No one alienated you. People can act how they want on this forum just like you're allowed to spew propaganda and make up baseless claims against the JoS/ToZ.

No one serious takes the claim project 2025 is an actual playbook for Maga although many xians want it to be when they see something similar to what's in there.

Stop smearing this place while trying to push propaganda and you'll have less people not liking you.

Its simple.

 

[RespectExistence]

When the content of life is too salty I retreat to a zen meditation. I don't accept or reject feelings, I don't analyze. I force focus on inhale-exhale. Many people are full of negative emotions so they try to infect others with them so the negative will become the new normal. I just retreat, let them fight against their shadows.

 

[hailourtruegod]

 Drama

I dont care about this subject. It doesn't matter here.

Look how you say you're back and all you have done is spew political propaganda.


Never answered if you ever did the dedication ritual either...



I hope to see you ask questions about meditations or how to live your life as a Zevist according to your nature, without revealing too much about yourself of course, from here on out as no one here will fall for the lies normies are pushing.

good luck.

 

[serpentwalker666]

Modern politics on all sides in America and the world is a complete cesspool of insanity and ideological subversion.

Ignore all of this garbage and focus on your advancement.

 

[CormacArdRuairiOMorrigan]

Oh? How about you're lying. 'Thou shalt not question gwad thy lord' version trans.


Ask yourself, when did this idea of 'gender dysphoria' - something that does not exist - start? Was it when Democrats or some lefties began ruling? No one is born in a 'wrong body' until some pervert brainwashes him/her to believe so.

Obviously, you're not dedciated and it appears you've been spending too much time on TikTok, BlueSky, and/or listening to some Demented Democrats or other deluded leftist perverts - people who serve Yehuborim. Who are AGAINST Zeus and us.


We know there are infiltrators - @hailourtruegod is NOT one of them.

Sooo what would you like to do about this 'Agenda 2025', becasue I've heard about some 'Agenda 2030'. I wonder whether there are any other agendas...

Certainly, there is one, Zevic. https://ancient-forums.com/threads/...for-the-next-decade-of-the-joy-of-satan.64139

That my friend, you are wrong. I just find it very comical a lot of people like yourself throw judgments and everything else and think you know someone trust me most of you don’t know who I am and you will never know who I am and by the way I’m not on blue sky, TikTok, or any other of those that you mentioned I’m not here to stir up strife or trouble. I’m here to hold up a mirror that those that did cause harm and alienated members like myself because people really need to hold themselves accountable and I wonder if it ever occurred to people when they do that shit it’s gonna come back and bite them on the ass Just saying. I’ve been a dedicated nazi satanist for more than 20 years, SS, but those terminology has changed for me, and I decided to break it off and go my own way I have no qualms with anybody in this forum. I just want people to hold themselves accountable for what they’ve done and take responsibility for their actions, which it seems like a lot of people cannot do that which shows a maturity level.

And another assumption that you are wrong I have no political leaning I just have done my research on what’s going on. Some may sound democratic but it’s not. I’m only here to show truth and you cannot proclaim to have truth if you cannot face the truth yourselves against yourself and that’s a big problem with some of the members here, they can’t acknowledge the past and when you ignore that and cannot acknowledge the past, it leaves unresolved issues and continues the cycles of conflict and nothing will get resolved until it is acknowledged.

Despite the judgments here and putting words in my mouth and also making false claims about me blah blah blah whatever let’s just start with something. This all started just because I’ve mentioned my experiences in the past then the suddenly I was accused of smearing temple of Zeus there’s a huge difference between calling out hypocrites of individuals and smearing the temple of Zeus itself.

Anyway, probably after this post, I am going to leave this topic alone and just focused on important things than waste my time with those who can’t hold themselves accountable or well in this case in denial.

None of this is meant to insult or upset anyone my whole purpose of making the post was because I was trying to say I was very happy with the changes on the website and the way the forum is handled is much better than use to be but since words were being put into my mouth and twisted because apparently some people are making it into something it is not so I decided I’m might as well just ignore it.

If anyone seriously want to talk to me, they could just message me on here. Seriously.

 

[Schwarze Sonne Warrior]

When the content of life is too salty I retreat to a zen meditation. I don't accept or reject feelings, I don't analyze. I force focus on inhale-exhale. Many people are full of negative emotions so they try to infect others with them so the negative will become the new normal. I just retreat, let them fight against their shadows.

Amazing response.

 

[Nordic Depression]

You know about that I think it makes me wonder why are people so obsessed with lgbtq anyway? The last I remember reptilians and grays are totally obsessed with someone’s genitalia just like most people have leeches on them. At times it does make me wonder about self proclaimed Nazis here because most of that attitude comes from modern day folks which you see today are very materialistic. It is a bit creepy. And the only reason I say that is because if you cannot respect that, then you have no business opening your damn mouth because I will not tolerate it so most people who call themselves Nazis here are unenlightened and are probably I communication or touch with reptilians and Greys and enemy Nordics. Just sayin

I don’t know if this was supposed to be directed at me or the person who I was replying to but whatever the case I agree with you.

 

[CormacArdRuairiOMorrigan]

Beloved kin under the same eternal sky, how intriguing that the stars align to expose our shared illusions. Some here roar like lions in defense of ancient paths, yet forget that true enlightenment questions even the roar itself—might the loudest denials hide the deepest entanglements with those scaly whispers from beyond? Others, wise in their caution, see the traps of projection, but perhaps overlook how their own mirrors reflect the very shadows they decry in brothers and sisters. Could it be that the unenlightened among us are not the outsiders, but those who divide the circle, unknowingly serving the reptilians and grays’ divide-and-conquer? I honor your passions, for they are the fire of growth; may Venus guide us all to gaze inward, lest we fracture the unity Zeus/Satan desires. Blessings to the brave who evolve, even amid the storm.