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Need Help with Loneliness

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Loneliness is a complex and usually unpleasant emotional response to isolation or lack of companionship. Loneliness typically includes anxious feelings about a lack of connection or communication with other beings, both in the present and extending into the future. As such, loneliness can be felt even when surrounded by other people. The causes of loneliness are varied and include social, mental, emotional or even physical factors.
Research has shown that loneliness is widely prevalent throughout society among people in marriages, relationships, families, veterans and successful careers.
Materialistic, psychotropic drug pushing, psychologists’ think of it as a physical brain mechanism, meant to alert an individual of isolation and motivate (stimulate neurons) them to seek social connections.
As someone that has experienced some pretty bad life experiences from birth on, I can tell you that the average person really hasn’t got the slightest fucking clue what they’re talking about when it comes to this subject.  It’s considered to be an antisocial and therefore criminal attribute to be “lonely”.  And nobody can have that.  Meaning – no one can confront that.  So, they label it as a criminal attribute which gives them the right to condemn those experiencing it.
Like any antisocial psychopath (Jew, ass sucking, bitch) these “geniuses of social interaction” generalize the whole thing into two things:
1.      Someone who has failed see the “positive side” of their abuse, by pushing through it and developing positive social relations and forming the necessary friendship relations in childhood and adolescence and; 2.      Those that have a criminal problem.  This is labeled as chronic depression which is in fact a death sentence.  Chronic depression is a fictitious disease meant to rid the world of these “criminals” by giving rights to a real criminal to get rid of them.
This is evidently completely unknown to the average person, exactly the same way the psychiatric torture by the church was unknown to the average person over the millennia.  Then it was simple and crude.
These same criminal psychopaths today, right under our noses are responsible for:
1.      Terrorism 2.      Brutal treatment of “patients” esp. the use of physical restraints and mechanisms 3.      Child drugging with brain altering psychotropic drugs which destroy their lives 4.      Destroying any and all communities 5.      Creating any and all forms of racism 6.      Abusing our elderly in “death homes” and ripping them off financially 7.      Destroying the justice system 8.      Destroying any form of gentile art or artist 9.      Implementing programs that do nothing other than harm our youth 10.  Sexually abusing venerable women 11.  Engaging in all forms of banking fraud and “trickle down fraud”, imaginable 12.  Inventing all sorts of shit that is supposedly “wrong with people” by voting it into existence 13.  False religious programs that destroy our soul
These are the people entrusted with helping you with “loneliness”.  And who is it really?  The Jew.  So, when someone tells you that you should seek help with your “loneliness” or “depression”, what they are really saying is, “You should go find out what to do from the Jews”.  And then they get their dopamine reward and proceed to feel really good about themselves that they have directed you to these feces, derived, parasites who are going to torture you, use you and kill you.  This is the exact same reward they get when they attend church (Jew school).
Everything I worked for later on in life to build a decent life was taken away from me from the Jew.  I don’t have family because they are all hypocrites and xian retards and largely incapable of a “real” relationship with anyone.
  Relationships from my perspective are a bit different than that which is seen by the average person (Jew suck ass).  Their relationships are based almost entirely on fear.  Fear of being alone, and fear of being made to feel alone by the Jew.
While empowering yourself is great, I really fail to see how perhaps the lowest form of life there is (humans) in relationship to all the others, can use their empowerment in the “short term” to effect the kind of change that is demanded of our society.  Hundreds if not thousands of times, the Jew has been recognized and it was removed by mowing down the plant and leaving the root firmly implanted in the ground to simply grow back, like some flower garden or something that we enjoy managing as some sort of perverse game level thing.
  Empowerment is something I’ve been working on, believe in and know that it’s important to any logically thinking God.  I haven’t met Satan, but I believe in him.  And when I meet him, I’ll believe in him more. 
When it comes to the RTR’s.  They are helping the world.  This I know through experience and what has happened to me spiritually as a result of doing them.

The RTRs are really the very least we can do.  That is no exaggeration.  There is a war with Satan.  I don’t know if it’s Satan’s war or not because I’ve never met Satan and he’s never shown me what he’s doing. 

But, that doesn’t really matter that much.  The thing about it is – you only need to see what the Jew is doing.  And if this is done, you will see that “we” as humans are at war, with the Jews, Greys, Reptilians and other fuckheads.  You don’t need to meet Satan and ask him to give you a “war tour” in order to understand this shit.

The problem I have with this, is the fact that I have seen what the Jews have done to our world and to Satan and I can’t figure out why we don’t kill all of them.  We should be at war with them.  I mean armed with guns and whatever is needed to exterminate these feces, derived parasites once and for all.  This confuses the shit out of me why no one else apparently feels the same way as I do. 

If magick is doing it then by all means do that – but we need to do more.  Much more, and we are not.  And I’m not going to be the “terrorist” that goes and kills 10-jews before being gun down and then put on the entertainment channel for a bunch of xian zombies to watch.
So, in addition to feeling this “all the time”, since I can remember, I have the problem with relationships.  I feel that relationships are largely “phony”.  But, that doesn’t mean that I haven’t wanted to have a sexual relationship and wife.  This is to me bizarre.  I sense nothing from women.  I’m seen as having no value at all.  I mean ever.  I don’t fucking get it.  I know I’d make a great companion, but it’s like that’s not what women are really looking for.  Fucking strange.
I’ve talked to a couple entities on the other side since dedicating, and I thought one was my guardian demon, who then pointed out the four powers of hell which were apparently near me and I only saw as blue lights.  But, this entity makes these unjustified, smart ass, comments to me about things.  Like, telling me that, “you better grow a pair of balls if you are going to work with us”.  Bizarre comments, never giving me the chance to respond.  Always acting pissed off about something. 

I’ve talked to humans from the other side that we’re irritable pricks and they were more respectful to me than this entity.  I fought in many important battles throughout time and really don’t need to hear that fucking bullshit from anyone.
 
This loneliness is effecting my progress obviously and the aura of protection meditation is working awesome but is kind of like putting a Band-Aid on the loneliness thing every day. 

I need to have a conversation with a Demon and get some advice, but I don’t know who to talk to.  I need to actually talk to one, not to myself or some prick who’s probably pretending to be one.         
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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