Betrayal and loneliness

[Mysteries of the Gods]

I don't know if you relate to this guys but...since coming to the Gods and The Path (actually even before that but I got slightly more aware of it) I got to see how much darkness is in this world in a bigger way: fakeness, a lot of hidden intentions and backstabbing, lack of understanding or love and lack of empathy, projection that ends up hurting people and lack of Knowledge...or just simply...superficial people or people I simply don't relate to.

Since I was a teen I didn't truly understand why school marks were so life changing and important, I wanted to see a deeper truth in everything and I didn't simply relate to most of my friends...either that or was betrayed and I feel too scared of opening up ever again for intimate matters.

The Gods told me I should make friends since I suffer from loneliness, but it's difficult if I don't open up or distance myself emotionally. I went out Yesterday with a irl friend and she trusted me enough to tell me very personal things. I'm glad and she felt really understood and cared for but I was too fearful to do the same.

I was left when I got too vulnerable myself by other people, or people revealed very important stuff and put me in trouble...all of that kinda out of the blue, especially the second category. So I learned it's not truly wise to be very vulnerable, but I put up walls and now I feel disconnected and without warmth.

Also, usually I feel disconnected if I don't have someone to talk about Spirituality or Philosophy or few other things I'm interested about.

Do you relate to that? What did you do with those feelings?

 

[UDDTHU]

Yes, I feel the same way and am in a similar situation as you. It’s wonderful that you have deep emotions and a much broader perspective on the world, feelings, and others.

The key point is that these experiences are unique to each person, and ultimately, it’s about choosing different decisions and paths. If you want to, need to, and have the time to be social, make friends. If someone else, for whatever reason, doesn’t want to be social, that’s their choice.

Another important thing is that we are all human first and foremost. “Being betrayed, experiencing heartbreak, and…” these things happen to us too. What matters is that we learn from these experiences and give ourselves another chance.

If lighting a candle once burned your hand, it’s not logical to avoid lighting it forever just because of that one burn. With more awareness and care, try again and give yourself another chance.

You can also try “healing the emotional body.”:

Healing the Emotional Body (for men too, don’t disregard this)

You have your physical body, soul, astral body, mental body, and more. The Emotional Body is the part of the soul that can be damaged when you experience emotional trauma, grief, bereavement, abandonment, and so on. Many people have emotional outbursts, immature reactions, trigger episodes...

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[Grendel24]

I found ToZ after breaking up from a long relationship. I felt lonely and wondered what was it all for? Life seemed empty and superficial. I was actually shocked when I read "Exposing Christianty", everything just made sense all of a sudden, and I was also angry at what was happening to the world. I know getting upset about things isn't the answer, but there is such a thing as righteous anger, and I decided to dedicate to Father Zeus and channel that anger into something useful.

It is the absolute truth that ToZ and the forums here are the only true source of spiritual truth.

My typical day starts by getting up, turning on some nice relaxing meditative music, doing a combination of yoga, and light workout in my home gym. Then I meditate with breathing exercises, foundation, AoP, chakra cleaning, and Void if I think required. Then I just sit there and think about the Gods and my place in the scheme of things. You can actually turn loneliness into your favour by using that freedom you have, without distractions, to do what you want. This is our time now, to open our souls and spiritually advance. It's our destiny to literally live the truth of Saya in our lives and become the Gods we were always meant to be.

I remember a certain TV show which had the catch phrase: "The truth is out there". Well, it certainly is, and it's also in our hearts and souls. We are actually the living example of the Gods when we meditate and spend our daily lives aligned to their spiritual values and ideals.

Yes, there is much evil and strive in the world, but every time a person sees the truth of Satya - Zeus, accepts the Gods into their lives, and starts their journey to the Godhead, the world becomes just that little less dark, and moves closer into the light.

 

[Mysteries of the Gods]

Thanks everyone, I feel better now!