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[raistgrechuta]

Hello,

I'm highly educated in history and have read The JoyofSatan website, including many works pertaining to many different faiths, but it seems time and time again Satanism or more specifically Azazel keeps coming up in my life.
I've had spiritual experiences throughout my life. I believe that i once lived in ancient Egypt in a possible past reincarnation due to oddly specific dreams that occurred when i was much younger.
On top of that whenever i would read about demons, angels etc, the name Azazel would always stay in my head and as I'd repeat the name certain things would happen but nothing ever too major such as visions. The most notable time was when the name came to mind, i said it and then out of the bushes came out a massive white rabbit, unlike most rabbits this one did not flee and just stared at me very hard with its red eyes. As i kept walking it followed me for about 3 blocks until i simply lost sight of it. now I'm not saying that the rabbit was Azazel or that Azazel ever even turned his eyes my way. but i definitely have a feeling that Azazel and i could or perhaps may have once have had a powerful connection.
I've looked for many gods in my life, including The Judeo/Christian God, the entire Slavic Pantheon primarily the god Perun, but so far I've never seen or let alone felt a real connection (hence why I'm still looking).
So my question is there anyway or specific ritual i could perform to speak to Azazel (i understand this is his Judeo/christian name, I continue to use it because i feel like the name holds some weight to me, for some unknown reason), I'd like to understand who and what Azazel is too me personally. any response would be greatly appreciated.

-Thanks

-Raist Grechuta

 

[darrklady13]

Yes, ... set an altar to him? Meditate, try to communicate psychicly/astrally with him?

Obviously he is in your life, quite possibly a guardian of yours. And its time to come home.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "raistgrechuta" <raistgrechuta@... wrote:

Hello,

I'm highly educated in history and have read The JoyofSatan website, including many works pertaining to many different faiths, but it seems time and time again Satanism or more specifically Azazel keeps coming up in my life.
I've had spiritual experiences throughout my life. I believe that i once lived in ancient Egypt in a possible past reincarnation due to oddly specific dreams that occurred when i was much younger.
On top of that whenever i would read about demons, angels etc, the name Azazel would always stay in my head and as I'd repeat the name certain things would happen but nothing ever too major such as visions. The most notable time was when the name came to mind, i said it and then out of the bushes came out a massive white rabbit, unlike most rabbits this one did not flee and just stared at me very hard with its red eyes. As i kept walking it followed me for about 3 blocks until i simply lost sight of it. now I'm not saying that the rabbit was Azazel or that Azazel ever even turned his eyes my way. but i definitely have a feeling that Azazel and i could or perhaps may have once have had a powerful connection.
I've looked for many gods in my life, including The Judeo/Christian God, the entire Slavic Pantheon primarily the god Perun, but so far I've never seen or let alone felt a real connection (hence why I'm still looking).
So my question is there anyway or specific ritual i could perform to speak to Azazel (i understand this is his Judeo/christian name, I continue to use it because i feel like the name holds some weight to me, for some unknown reason), I'd like to understand who and what Azazel is too me personally. any response would be greatly appreciated.

-Thanks

-Raist Grechuta

 

[Anike Anike]

Sounds like he is definitely there for you! I'd suggest lighting his favorite candle colour, getting in a trance, and chanting his name 40-50 times. You should feel a connection to him then if he is your GD or a friend. Good luck!
Hail Satan!