My experiences with the abominations they call ''angels''

[Luzebel]

I've been in the occult for 10 years now, I've started as a good goy who studied kabbalah and eventually I tried working with angels. And what I experienced with them is perfectly in line with what JOS says about them. I really want to stress that the experiences I've had with them were very real, as a matter of fact I don't think anyone could have had more convincing experiences with them than I have.

So, what happened whenever I did a ritual to obtain something from an angel? The complete opposite. I'd ask for protection and I'd get assaulted the next day. When I was sick I'd ask for healing and things would get worse. They would give me some of the most horrifying nightmares I can think of. The last time I tried doing a ritual with an angel (Metatron), for emotional support, I went insane. Right after the ritual I got drunk, broke a bottle and started cutting my face with the shards. I was at my father's house when it happened, near a lake, and he found me just in time. I had back pains because of an accident and sometimes I would feel them press against my back with their fingers to hurt me. All of the experiences I've had with them were negative.

Now I'm not exactly a Satanist, I'm a theistic Luciferian, but I see Satanists as my brothers and I share some very similar beliefs to JOS about a lot of things.

Anyways, this is when I finally opened my eyes: Angels are evil entities. They are in fact, the most foul, and petty entities you can think of. I've read so many similar testimonies from fellow occultists. On WF some people said angels gave them nightmares, broke their appliances, caused them misfortunes... Some went through the exact same things as me.

So one day I started thinking for real, about all of this. ''If the angels are bad, then maybe the demons are good?''. So I went to the forest to be alone and surrounded by beauty, and I called Lucifer for help. He arrived immediately. I felt his presence, he filled me with such an energy... Love, acceptance and power. I swear, it felt like I was invincible, I was so energized I could not sleep for 3 days straight, I was out in the streets jogging at 3am, having one thing in mind: To succeed.

Ever since, Lord Lucifer has been interacting with me very often when I needed it the most. When I have sleep paralysis, he wakes me up. When I'm having nightmares, I see myself surrounded by his light and I wake up immediately, feeling at peace. I almost had an anxiety attack a few months ago during night. Lucifer has plunged me in a state of soft sleep paralysis, I felt him appear right behind me (I was lying on my belly on my bed) and he started gently massaging my neck to comfort me. Then he started interacting with me during all of me sleep paralysis episodes and it was incredible. He'd gently stroke my neck to confirm that it was him, gently scratch the back of my head, we'd connect and exchange feelings of love. Lucifer has been everything I ever hoped from a good god plus more.

And now it is all too obvious. Lucifer, Satan and the Goetics, are the good gods. Nothing remotely scary happened to me at their side, quite the opposite. Angels are horrific, dangerous and arrogant beings, they are the gods of the Yehuborim (emanations from yahweh) and should be seen as such: Enemies of humanity.

 

[Egon]

You should try our methods of cleaning meditations and detachment regardless if you consciously don't deal with these enemy things anymore, as leave imprints and bindings in the Soul.

Deep Cleaning: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=57615

The Ritual for Abrasax helps to banish negative entities: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=76092

Informations about Abrasax: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=79213

Using words of power: https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Words-of-Power.html

About why *you should take it easy* on removing negative karma: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=5&t=84619

Sun Square thread: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=76205

About Magical Workings and Affirmations: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=81236

 

[Dmon666]

I've been in the occult for 10 years now, I've started as a good goy who studied kabbalah and eventually I tried working with angels. And what I experienced with them is perfectly in line with what JOS says about them. I really want to stress that the experiences I've had with them were very real, as a matter of fact I don't think anyone could have had more convincing experiences with them than I have.

So, what happened whenever I did a ritual to obtain something from an angel? The complete opposite. I'd ask for protection and I'd get assaulted the next day. When I was sick I'd ask for healing and things would get worse. They would give me some of the most horrifying nightmares I can think of. The last time I tried doing a ritual with an angel (Metatron), for emotional support, I went insane. Right after the ritual I got drunk, broke a bottle and started cutting my face with the shards. I was at my father's house when it happened, near a lake, and he found me just in time. I had back pains because of an accident and sometimes I would feel them press against my back with their fingers to hurt me. All of the experiences I've had with them were negative.

Now I'm not exactly a Satanist, I'm a theistic Luciferian, but I see Satanists as my brothers and I share some very similar beliefs to JOS about a lot of things.

Anyways, this is when I finally opened my eyes: Angels are evil entities. They are in fact, the most foul, and petty entities you can think of. I've read so many similar testimonies from fellow occultists. On WF some people said angels gave them nightmares, broke their appliances, caused them misfortunes... Some went through the exact same things as me.

So one day I started thinking for real, about all of this. ''If the angels are bad, then maybe the demons are good?''. So I went to the forest to be alone and surrounded by beauty, and I called Lucifer for help. He arrived immediately. I felt his presence, he filled me with such an energy... Love, acceptance and power. I swear, it felt like I was invincible, I was so energized I could not sleep for 3 days straight, I was out in the streets jogging at 3am, having one thing in mind: To succeed.

Ever since, Lord Lucifer has been interacting with me very often when I needed it the most. When I have sleep paralysis, he wakes me up. When I'm having nightmares, I see myself surrounded by his light and I wake up immediately, feeling at peace. I almost had an anxiety attack a few months ago during night. Lucifer has plunged me in a state of soft sleep paralysis, I felt him appear right behind me (I was lying on my belly on my bed) and he started gently massaging my neck to comfort me. Then he started interacting with me during all of me sleep paralysis episodes and it was incredible. He'd gently stroke my neck to confirm that it was him, gently scratch the back of my head, we'd connect and exchange feelings of love. Lucifer has been everything I ever hoped from a good god plus more.

And now it is all too obvious. Lucifer, Satan and the Goetics, are the good gods. Nothing remotely scary happened to me at their side, quite the opposite. Angels are horrific, dangerous and arrogant beings, they are the gods of the Yehuborim (emanations from yahweh) and should be seen as such: Enemies of humanity.

Wow I'm so glad I read this I was doing a lot of research on metatron and was not sure if he was bad or good but now that I'm hearing stories about how it's bad from a luciferian and from other Christian sources... the Christians say that metatron is a demon but he definitely is not part of Satan he is part of the enemy filth and everything you are saying about him seems to line up with all the other angels of the enemy I hope more people on this forum warn us about these angelic filthy monsters. I was reading Franz bardon's books about magical evocation and he mentions metatron is the archangel and mediator between God I almost wanted to believe that but once I saw that he was withholding sigils for connecting with all the entities of Saturn and Mars which I hear are from Satan and then withholding all the sigils from the supposed negative beings of the other planetary spheres which must be good because the enemy doesn't want us to know about them then I realized the deception and I know now that metatron really is Megatron the leader of the decepticons! Deceiving everyone Lol haha!!

 

[չ∂αяквℓσω]

When I was younger in my old house and I was uncertain I also made the mistake of asking an angel for help, and no, it was not a nice experience at all.

 

[nema]

When i was a child i used to scream and curse "God" while i was sleeping (terrorizing my family)..now i understand i always been under attack. When i did drugs i think I overdosed once, i was throwing up on the toilet - sorry for going into details - and I saw an angel looking at me, it was sitting in a sort of cyber suit, i don't know how to explain It.. they really are made of the same substance of Nightmares.

 

[չ∂αяквℓσω]

When i was a child i used to scream and curse "God" while i was sleeping (terrorizing my family)..now i understand i always been under attack. When i did drugs i think I overdosed once, i was throwing up on the toilet - sorry for going into details - and I saw an angel looking at me, it was sitting in a sort of cyber suit, i don't know how to explain It.. they really are made of the same substance of Nightmares.

I also know that these entities draw energy from the suffering of humans and use it for their own purposes, probably it was trying to drain you and feed on your suffering, this would also explain the numerous appearances of strange luminous globules (almost similar to plasmoids) before natural disasters, such as earthquakes, tsunamis, volcanic eruptions. And I also know that many entities of this type have also learned how to defend themselves by channeling the negative energy sent against them and transforming it in a non-harmful way for their uses, I think the topic is much more complex.