@diexyll4 Yup, porn is Jewish as fuck.
@caeryx
Totally agree about what you said on porn. It is like cuckoldry watching porn at all to an extent, I mean maybe if it's a dildo or no-face? but I always thought that about men who watch BBC porn too. I honestly don'tt think many white guys who aren't active cuckolds are actually into it though.
Ahhhh, I gotcha. Yeah that's honestly a difficult question. If you think he can be salvaged, and Satan either gives the go ahead or passively allows it (depends on how much you can communicate I guess) you could be doing something very good for both the man and his race, and even his girlfriends.
Do you find that you look Asian? It sounds like you should. While I can sympathize with that struggle, I'm actually pretty much just white and nothing else, so I am grateful for having a more simplistic path. There was always the jewish worry thing, but yeah, really don't often wonder if I'm jewish at this point. I wouldn't take rejection too personally though, because many people face rejection at the hands of their own kind due to the jewish race-mixing propaganda. I always got rejected a ton so it made me think there was something, erg, "wrong" or "cursed" about me too. Or I thought that I hadn't got myself figured out and it was my fault, or something.
Totally relate about that confident vs conservative thing and I actually like that terminology more than "introvert" vs "extrovert". I'm quite in between, which is a quality I appreciate in myself, because I can be at least "out there" enough to get the benefits of that without basically relying on other people for my own energy and strength.
I actually remember your posts about wanting a demonsess and I am genuinely disappointed second-hand that that did not work out here. I used to live in a small town too and area will make all romantic prospects impossible so I totally understand that one. The struggle is most definitely real.
I also agree about the having theories on women and such lol, I think women are typically put off by guys who understand them to be honest with you lol. It's okay to be disappointed, just can't let it eat you up. If you keep trying you will find someone obviously, but yeah who honestly knows when or if you or I will find someone to last long term with and love like crazy and everything. We'll see, right? but I wish you luck. And same to Dylan.
If there is any advice, whether it applies to either of you or not, its that I wish someone told me or forced me to take way back when... you really gotta force yourself to get out the first word and let the rest roll off, and not worry too much about how you come off, because both of you will be nervous and nobody is going to reject you for saying good day it's nighttime or something. And do it as soon as it's appropriate because you have a seriously small window of time with people
And finally speaking of all this, I actually had a good day today..
Managed to conveniently run into to this girl who works at the dollar store I'm a regular at, asked her out to a bar show, it turns out she actually turns legal age next weekend and she said she would. Wished each other happy valentines after I told her I'd get some more information on it.
That made my day. Especially after all these posts of me talking about the loneliness of this path. Who knows what if anything will come of it but she seems really promising and is cute as fug at the least. I also think there's probably a point where you can judge by one's appearance if they will be Ok with Satanism, and she is probably at that point. A good feeling about her, I have. She actually looks like the hotter version of this other girl I used to crush on, it's amazing, I just won't let myself fall for her until I'm confident that she is a good person and reliable and everything like that
