666 Viktor 666
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- Jul 11, 2013
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Greetings Bros and Sisters,
Lately I've been feeling very lonely and let down, first of all, I've just turned 16 and I'm so depressed since I have no Satanic friends at all. I've never had a girlfriend, well, a girlffriend that actually understood me and liked me for who I am. I have an enemy on who I performed 2 destruction rituals which never worked because my aura is too weak. You could say that I should get my shit together and start meditating, well, it always seems that I land on my feet no matter what, so I start meditating and feeling no progress, then maybe 2 days later all the bad memories start drifting in and I feel like shit again. I've asked many questione similar to this one before on here and I get responses like, clean your aura and stuff, but I try to and I have NO FUCKING IDEA whether I am doing it right or not and same goes with many other meditations... I don't even know what I'm asking here... I think about suicide every day but I know if I do it, I'll come back to the same situation in my next life which is 10 times worse, So I just say to myself, "This shit is no match fo you, you're stronger than that" this will motivate me for a couple of days then again, I'm deep in the depression... So I'm absolutely confused and lost.. please help! Hail Satan!
Lately I've been feeling very lonely and let down, first of all, I've just turned 16 and I'm so depressed since I have no Satanic friends at all. I've never had a girlfriend, well, a girlffriend that actually understood me and liked me for who I am. I have an enemy on who I performed 2 destruction rituals which never worked because my aura is too weak. You could say that I should get my shit together and start meditating, well, it always seems that I land on my feet no matter what, so I start meditating and feeling no progress, then maybe 2 days later all the bad memories start drifting in and I feel like shit again. I've asked many questione similar to this one before on here and I get responses like, clean your aura and stuff, but I try to and I have NO FUCKING IDEA whether I am doing it right or not and same goes with many other meditations... I don't even know what I'm asking here... I think about suicide every day but I know if I do it, I'll come back to the same situation in my next life which is 10 times worse, So I just say to myself, "This shit is no match fo you, you're stronger than that" this will motivate me for a couple of days then again, I'm deep in the depression... So I'm absolutely confused and lost.. please help! Hail Satan!