about my lost zevist female friend

[justvoid]

Let me say right off the bat: there was nothing intimate between us.
I think about her all the time, and I can’t stop. Everything was fine for a couple of years, but then we drifted apart because of a personal argument. Because of my paranoia and antisocial tendencies, I can’t stop thinking about her. It’s hard to lose friends who are kindred spirits, and every time I think about it, I feel lost. What should I do? I’ve tried to break this spell with magic, but something keeps pulling me back to the past.

 

[Apprentice]

If I were you, I'd focus on my own growth, purification, overcoming the malefic traits, and becoming the best possible version of a Zevist Human Being.
A detachment working could help you let go of the obsession, but you have to be absolutely clear-willed about it.

 

[Lucius Invictus [NG]]

Go out and enjoy your life. Make new friends and share moments with them face-to-face. People come and go and that's life. Don't waste your energy on wishing it was different.

You'll feel better when you fill your experiences with new things.

 

[Desdemona_666]

Let me say right off the bat: there was nothing intimate between us.
I think about her all the time, and I can’t stop. Everything was fine for a couple of years, but then we drifted apart because of a personal argument. Because of my paranoia and antisocial tendencies, I can’t stop thinking about her. It’s hard to lose friends who are kindred spirits, and every time I think about it, I feel lost. What should I do? I’ve tried to break this spell with magic, but something keeps pulling me back to the past.

The grieving period is like that, and there is nothing wrong with how you're feeling. We need time to make peace with the fact that someone who meant us so much and we really cared about is gone. Suddenly, there is this huge hole in our life that this person previously occupied and we just don't know what to do. This is normal.

I cannot tell you how to grieve, dear Brother, as grieving process is highly individual, but I wish you to be strong, Brother and find the way forward. Because there is one. There always is.

Stay strong, and may the Gods help you overcome this difficult period and show you the path forward.