Lost and confused

[woodlandchaos]

I'm at the point in my life that I have begin to really question thing. About what has happened since I was 10 (When this all started).
First off I have always believed in Satan and demons, among other beings. I'll admit at times I was misguided by others, confused and taken down the wrong paths, but recently I stopped fighting something inside myself and opened up to what I had felt.
I have dreams, I see and feel things that others do not, I have dreams about things I simply can't explain, and have had the same entity come to me for a long time in them.
Of course I fought myself on what I believed or did not believe for decades, until a matter of months ago. Something came to me in the most vivid dream I have ever had, telling me of something that was coming. Still I felt fear of the things I saw, until several weeks ago, when I opened myself up and accepted it.
My thoughts on demons is, that the term has been used too loosely. Anything can be good or evil, which is a man made concept. I for one have never found what I considered to be a demon bad, but I think our own notions of what we think should be bring about the negative results.
Basicly I don't fully understand what has happened all this time, nor what I am supposed to be doing. I feel lost and confused. It's taken me many years now to actually post her, even after reading Joy of Satan for a long time.

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

Your feeling that you are lost and confused comes from the fact that humanity has been lied to and conditioned, from the enemy, to be a lost empty shell. If you haven't dedicated then you are encouraged to do so. In coming to Satan, we enter a new life by means of getting direction and opening up our minds. 
Whats best for you to do, is to learn to develop a loving relationship with yourself and Satan.No need to rush or feel overwhelmed. WE must all start from somewhere.
The Yahoo groups are HERE for YOUR support. WE are all in this together.
On the joyofatan website, meditation section, this is where you shall begin. The meditations DO work and work to evolve and change you. Satan and the Daemons are here for you and want you to elevate yourself. 
I am experiencing this everyday when I meditate and felt myself come a long way in my steady advancement.
Take your time with the beginner exercises and be aware of yourself and your new purpose and path. The meditations are very healing and work to open you up. If you ever need guidance and help and are going through an issue, keep meditating, and post on the groups, there is much to learn from the many experienced Satanists here. Also most important always ask Satan and the gods for support if you need a shoulder to lean on.
Power meditation is the basis of Spiritual satanism for a reason. This is where we grow and blossom and become strong independent individuals

 Hail our Creator God Satan.


On Saturday, March 21, 2015 7:43 AM, "woodlandchaos@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I'm at the point in my life that I have begin to really question thing. About what has happened since I was 10 (When this all started).
First off I have always believed in Satan and demons, among other beings. I'll admit at times I was misguided by others, confused and taken down the wrong paths, but recently I stopped fighting something inside myself and opened up to what I had felt.
I have dreams, I see and feel things that others do not, I have dreams about things I simply can't explain, and have had the same entity come to me for a long time in them.
Of course I fought myself on what I believed or did not believe for decades, until a matter of months ago. Something came to me in the most vivid dream I have ever had, telling me of something that was coming. Still I felt fear of the things I saw, until several weeks ago, when I opened myself up and accepted it.
My thoughts on demons is, that the term has been used too loosely. Anything can be good or evil, which is a man made concept. I for one have never found what I considered to be a demon bad, but I think our own notions of what we think should be bring about the negative results.
Basicly I don't fully understand what has happened all this time, nor what I am supposed to be doing. I feel lost and confused. It's taken me many years now to actually post her, even after reading Joy of Satan for a long time.

 

[Sims Motal]

Are you dedicated? I take it that you aren't. I feel if you were dedicated that you would be understanding a lot of things that you
seem to wonder about right now. You have to be open. You need to meditate and grow in power to see better, understand better,
etc. You come across as though asking us to give you support of some kind. We can't make things happen for you. If you aren't dedicated
then there is no reason to believe you will grow in understanding, for the grays, reptilians, jews, etc, are going to keep you confused.


If you are dedicated, then you must not be meditating enough. Something. It is up to you.
Father Satan and HIS Demons are real!
Hail Satan!
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On Thu, 3/19/15, woodlandchaos@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Lost and confused
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thursday, March 19, 2015, 6:15 PM


 









I'm at the point in my life that I
have begin to really question thing. About what has happened
since I was 10 (When this all
started).
First off I have always
believed in Satan and demons, among other beings. I'll
admit at times I was misguided by others, confused and taken
down the wrong paths, but recently I stopped fighting
something inside myself and opened up to what I had
felt.
I
have dreams, I see and feel things that others do not, I
have dreams about things I simply can't explain, and

have had the same entity come to me for a long time in
them.
Of course I fought
myself on what I believed or did not believe for decades,
until a matter of months ago. Something came to me in the
most vivid dream I have ever had, telling me of something
that was coming. Still I felt fear of the things I saw,
until several weeks ago, when I opened myself up and
accepted it.
My thoughts on
demons is, that the term has been used too loosely. Anything
can be good or evil, which is a man made concept. I for one
have never found what I considered to be a demon bad, but I
think our own notions of what we think should be bring about
the negative results.
Basicly
I don't fully understand what has happened all this
time, nor what I am supposed to be doing. I feel lost and
confused. It's taken me many years now to actually post
her, even after reading Joy of Satan for a long time.









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[descipleofthegods13]

Introspection is an interesting thing at times isn't it? It calls for one to question everything they've been led to believe, and can cause a lot of distress at times.

Here's what I think. You're escaping the lies of the enemy(jews/muslims/xians) and beginning to think for yourself. It can be a road that brings about some fear, and confusion, but know this, your Satanic Soul is awakening. There's no other explanation for it period. Demon's are the Original Gods/Goddesses of Gentiles, and jews have brainwashed us into thinking that their psychotic version of gods are what we should worship, and follow.

But, in reality, like the thieves they are, jews STOLE BLATANTLY from Paganism/Satanism, and rehashed it into some sick psycho bullshit called abrahamism. It's a tool meant to destroy humanity. If you know anything about zionism, then know that xianity/pisslam/and judaism are all in that scope period. It's a war on humanity to ultimately destroy us, despite the claims of kikes saying we want slaves. In the end as I have learned recently, kikes will be exterminated when the goal of communism on this planet is without challenge. So, you see, the ultimate goal of anything abrahamic is to destroy humanity.

WE'RE A RACE THAT DESERVES TO EXIST, WE HAVE DONE NO WRONG PERIOD.

All jewhovanites, kikes included, they are also jewhovanites just hate us for existing.

You have to bite past this stage. You will grow.