Looking to fit in

[kimbler1977]

For the longest time I was taught about god. I have come to believe he doesn't care. I feel I have no purpose. I have tried to take my own life two times now. I feel that maybe there is a reason why I am still here. The more I read about Satan the more I see he doesn't sit and watch on the sidelines like I feel god does. I apologize for referring to them in this way. I am still learning and have many questions.
I want a purpose, to fit in to feel I have someone who watches over me someone I can teach my children about. I want a god to have faith in. A lord. A reason to live. Is that god Satan? Can someone help me find the true path I should be on? There is more proof that Satan exist and cares then any thing else. I need something to hold on to have faith in.

 

[Light Yagami]

Oooh, welcome here, welcome! You're in the right path. You should study www.joyofsatan.com and www.exposingchristianity.com for more information on our True Creator, God, Father, Satan.

Απο: kimbler1977 <kimbler1977@...
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Στάλθηκε: 6:10 π.μ. Τρίτη, 18 Ιουνίου 2013
Θέμα: [JoyofSatan666] Looking to fit in

  For the longest time I was taught about god. I have come to believe he doesn't care. I feel I have no purpose. I have tried to take my own life two times now. I feel that maybe there is a reason why I am still here. The more I read about Satan the more I see he doesn't sit and watch on the sidelines like I feel god does. I apologize for referring to them in this way. I am still learning and have many questions.
I want a purpose, to fit in to feel I have someone who watches over me someone I can teach my children about. I want a god to have faith in. A lord. A reason to live. Is that god Satan? Can someone help me find the true path I should be on? There is more proof that Satan exist and cares then any thing else. I need something to hold on to have faith in.

 

[the_fire_starter666]

Satanism isn't merely xianity with a different god. It's totally different thing. Satanism isn't actually about depending on Satan all the time and expecting him to babysit us. Obviously if you follow Satan like the xian "god" you'll disappointed as it isn't about blind worship or depending one extrnal beings or having faith on other beings than ourselves. Read the JoS site, http://www.joyofsatan.org

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kimbler1977" <kimbler1977@... wrote:

For the longest time I was taught about god. I have come to believe he doesn't care. I feel I have no purpose. I have tried to take my own life two times now. I feel that maybe there is a reason why I am still here. The more I read about Satan the more I see he doesn't sit and watch on the sidelines like I feel god does. I apologize for referring to them in this way. I am still learning and have many questions.
I want a purpose, to fit in to feel I have someone who watches over me someone I can teach my children about. I want a god to have faith in. A lord. A reason to live. Is that god Satan? Can someone help me find the true path I should be on? There is more proof that Satan exist and cares then any thing else. I need something to hold on to have faith in.

 

[Jesse Quantrill]

Greetings all...  I have searched and searched for the possibility of finding English versions of Serrano's Trilogy especially the Esoteric Hitler book...  I have found a couple places from a couple years ago where people were supposedly putting together something.  Does anyone know of any current progress to this project?  PS.  Anyone know where I can find old NS Zines and things from the White Order of Thule and other Bolton projects when he was writing a lot about Satanic Nazism???   Thanks, Jessie

 

[Don Danko]

It would be a good project if our NS Spanish speakers could translate his work.
From: Jesse Quantrill <odalist14@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, June 19, 2013 4:15:29 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Miguel Serrano's Trilogy in English?
 
Greetings all...  I have searched and searched for the possibility of finding English versions of Serrano's Trilogy especially the Esoteric Hitler book...  I have found a couple places from a couple years ago where people were supposedly putting together something.  Does anyone know of any current progress to this project?  PS.  Anyone know where I can find old NS Zines and things from the White Order of Thule and other Bolton projects when he was writing a lot about Satanic Nazism???   Thanks, Jessie

 

[C Y]

i believe i found some doing a bit of a search but they are in spanish... i will see if i can find any in english.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:

It would be a good project if our NS Spanish speakers could translate his work.



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From: Jesse Quantrill <odalist14@...
To: "[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Wednesday, June 19, 2013 4:15:29 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Miguel Serrano's Trilogy in English?


 


Greetings all...  I have searched and searched for the possibility of finding English versions of Serrano's Trilogy especially the Esoteric Hitler book...  I have found a couple places from a couple years ago where people were supposedly putting together something.  Does anyone know of any current progress to this project?  PS.  Anyone know where I can find old NS Zines and things from the White Order of Thule and other Bolton projects when he was writing a lot about Satanic Nazism???   Thanks, Jessie

 

[Mary Garcia]

I'm fluent in Spanish. English. And Italian. I can speak and write fluently all 3. (Because of family and how I was raised) but I'm also in the process of finishing German college courses I love languages, if you need help. I'm here. 

On Jun 20, 2013, at 7:54 AM, Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:

  It would be a good project if our NS Spanish speakers could translate his work.
From: Jesse Quantrill <odalist14@...
To: "[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Wednesday, June 19, 2013 4:15:29 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Miguel Serrano's Trilogy in English?
 
Greetings all...  I have searched and searched for the possibility of finding English versions of Serrano's Trilogy especially the Esoteric Hitler book...  I have found a couple places from a couple years ago where people were supposedly putting together something.  Does anyone know of any current progress to this project?  PS.  Anyone know where I can find old NS Zines and things from the White Order of Thule and other Bolton projects when he was writing a lot about Satanic Nazism???   Thanks, Jessie

 

[followerofenkisatan]

I can try to translate for you guys if you send me the English copy.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:

It would be a good project if our NS Spanish speakers could translate his work.



________________________________
From: Jesse Quantrill <odalist14@...
To: "[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Wednesday, June 19, 2013 4:15:29 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Miguel Serrano's Trilogy in English?


 


Greetings all...  I have searched and searched for the possibility of finding English versions of Serrano's Trilogy especially the Esoteric Hitler book...  I have found a couple places from a couple years ago where people were supposedly putting together something.  Does anyone know of any current progress to this project?  PS.  Anyone know where I can find old NS Zines and things from the White Order of Thule and other Bolton projects when he was writing a lot about Satanic Nazism???   Thanks, Jessie