Looking to fit in

[kimbler1977]

For the longest time I was taught about god. I have come to believe he doesn't care. I feel I have no purpose. I have tried to take my own life two times now. I feel that maybe there is a reason why I am still here. The more I read about Satan the more I see he doesn't sit and watch on the sidelines like I feel god does. I apologize for referring to them in this way. I am still learning and have many questions.
I want a purpose, to fit in to feel I have someone who watches over me someone I can teach my children about. I want a god to have faith in. A lord. A reason to live. Is that god Satan? Can someone help me find the true path I should be on? There is more proof that Satan exist and cares then any thing else. I need something to hold on to have faith in.

 

[Light Yagami]

Oooh, welcome here, welcome! You're in the right path. You should study www.templeofzeus.org and www.https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php for more information on our True Creator, God, Father, Satan.

Απο: kimbler1977 <kimbler1977@...
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Στάλθηκε: 6:10 π.μ. Τρίτη, 18 Ιουνίου 2013
Θέμα: [JoyofSatan666] Looking to fit in

  For the longest time I was taught about god. I have come to believe he doesn't care. I feel I have no purpose. I have tried to take my own life two times now. I feel that maybe there is a reason why I am still here. The more I read about Satan the more I see he doesn't sit and watch on the sidelines like I feel god does. I apologize for referring to them in this way. I am still learning and have many questions.
I want a purpose, to fit in to feel I have someone who watches over me someone I can teach my children about. I want a god to have faith in. A lord. A reason to live. Is that god Satan? Can someone help me find the true path I should be on? There is more proof that Satan exist and cares then any thing else. I need something to hold on to have faith in.

 

[the_fire_starter666]

Satanism isn't merely xianity with a different god. It's totally different thing. Satanism isn't actually about depending on Satan all the time and expecting him to babysit us. Obviously if you follow Satan like the xian "god" you'll disappointed as it isn't about blind worship or depending one extrnal beings or having faith on other beings than ourselves. Read the JoS site, http://www.templeofzeus.org

--- In , "kimbler1977" <kimbler1977@... wrote:

For the longest time I was taught about god. I have come to believe he doesn't care. I feel I have no purpose. I have tried to take my own life two times now. I feel that maybe there is a reason why I am still here. The more I read about Satan the more I see he doesn't sit and watch on the sidelines like I feel god does. I apologize for referring to them in this way. I am still learning and have many questions.
I want a purpose, to fit in to feel I have someone who watches over me someone I can teach my children about. I want a god to have faith in. A lord. A reason to live. Is that god Satan? Can someone help me find the true path I should be on? There is more proof that Satan exist and cares then any thing else. I need something to hold on to have faith in.