Demon in training
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Hi,
Very new here. Little about myself, I'm a gay male, 32 years of age. Got into Satanism a while ago after a personal experience when I was alone in a sauna. Long story short I felt a demonic presence that was loving, caressing, sexy and friendly. And I liked it. Ever since then I've felt a certain kind of demonic protection .. my attitude is stronger and I'm more assertive.
Even my body is different now, I'm athletic, strong and healthy whereas before this experience i was on the road to becoming fat and lethargic. Can't say for sure that Satan changed my life, but the feelings I've had since indicated to me that I've been touched by a demon and i liked it a lot!
I have a partner who is beautiful and kind and I love him very much, but sexual we're quite different. We have an open relationship to be able to 'play' with others and it occured to me recently that because of my darker sexual needs (I have a particular torture fetish that is rather hardcore), it might be well for me to ask for an incubus partner in order to aliviate my desires.
Funny thing is that now I think on it, I think I've actually been visited by incubae for a while. Since a very young age I was 'rubbing' my bed and feeling a very nice sexual energy. Then as I've gotten older I find that sometimes I'm doing the same thing but I end up spending a lot of time edging and feeling wonderful because if it (it's rather difficult to stop!). I could be wrong but this would be my life long incubus still with me after all these years .... or I could just be too horny for my own good .. but I rather hope it's the incubus one
Anyways, I would like to look into summoning an incubus with a ritual and try to make my 'open relationship' incubus partner more of a reality. As I say I already feel I've experience this .. I willing to be wrong about that of course, but one can only really go on feelings.
Is there anyone who can tell me how the ritual is done? I understand that I must be specific, which makes sense of course.
As I side note, and please don't think I'm being silly, is it possible for us to become demons, incubaes etc. Can we transcend to that. Satan already has my dedication .. he got it long ago, and I'm pretty sure he liked it.
Thanks,
Jay
Very new here. Little about myself, I'm a gay male, 32 years of age. Got into Satanism a while ago after a personal experience when I was alone in a sauna. Long story short I felt a demonic presence that was loving, caressing, sexy and friendly. And I liked it. Ever since then I've felt a certain kind of demonic protection .. my attitude is stronger and I'm more assertive.
Even my body is different now, I'm athletic, strong and healthy whereas before this experience i was on the road to becoming fat and lethargic. Can't say for sure that Satan changed my life, but the feelings I've had since indicated to me that I've been touched by a demon and i liked it a lot!
I have a partner who is beautiful and kind and I love him very much, but sexual we're quite different. We have an open relationship to be able to 'play' with others and it occured to me recently that because of my darker sexual needs (I have a particular torture fetish that is rather hardcore), it might be well for me to ask for an incubus partner in order to aliviate my desires.
Funny thing is that now I think on it, I think I've actually been visited by incubae for a while. Since a very young age I was 'rubbing' my bed and feeling a very nice sexual energy. Then as I've gotten older I find that sometimes I'm doing the same thing but I end up spending a lot of time edging and feeling wonderful because if it (it's rather difficult to stop!). I could be wrong but this would be my life long incubus still with me after all these years .... or I could just be too horny for my own good .. but I rather hope it's the incubus one
Anyways, I would like to look into summoning an incubus with a ritual and try to make my 'open relationship' incubus partner more of a reality. As I say I already feel I've experience this .. I willing to be wrong about that of course, but one can only really go on feelings.
Is there anyone who can tell me how the ritual is done? I understand that I must be specific, which makes sense of course.
As I side note, and please don't think I'm being silly, is it possible for us to become demons, incubaes etc. Can we transcend to that. Satan already has my dedication .. he got it long ago, and I'm pretty sure he liked it.
Thanks,
Jay
