Little story and questions, all insight welcome

[littlegeishaboy]

Good evening all, I've got a bit to say and I'm not very good with words so bare with me please

I kind of stumbled across the JoS website by complete fluke whilst looking up information on Satan/Lucifer. Ever since I was young I had felt this kind of, dare I say rapport with Lucifer. I was told the Christian tales of him falling from Heaven countless times, and I always felt sorry for him. When I was younger I was forced to go to Church (to get my sister into a c of e school) and had a full submergence baptism/confirmation type thing, and while I was under the water I saw a sort of 'vision' and it was like I was letting go of someones hand. Since then I haven't been happy in myself, but I always put that down to just being a teenager.

Either way, despite being 'confirmed' I was brought up in, and still practice, the ways of the old religion. Paganism and witchcraft run deep in my family and our ancestors originate in the far east somewhere. Anyways, I am the 10th generation 'witch' and the first male in our line. Whilst my psychic powers are small my spells are renowned for their strength and speed. I've been told that I am powerful by other witches etc, but it's never really meant anything to me until now.

Ever since I was a child I have always had this really strong gut feeling that I was meant for something more, that I was almost divine. That I had this mission on earth to fulfil. Accompanying this sense of purpose was an ever-burning desire for "psychic powers". Things like the x-men films (silly I know, but whatever) instill this feeling in me that makes my stomach churn. It rattles a cage within me and the beast inside kinda flips out. The scientist in me says its all phooey but there is still some part of me that KNOWS it isn't...


Okay so long story short, after reading almost every link on the JoS page and scrolling through the messages here, I think I may have finally found the key to the cage inside. A way I can fulfil the divine mission and earn my wings. (I always has a thing for wings too!)

So really I just kinda wanted to say thank you I guess. Also I'm guessing I can still use the "lords" name in vain and say Oh My God and the like?? Just wanna make sure I'm not stepping on any toes

Many thanks guys!!
Hail Satan!

 

[Igor Bedzor]

Glad you found the group
Well there was a post a few days ago about that question. Many people were saying they rather not say it because those words reminded them of christianity and the jews etc. But I personally do say words like OMG , Jesus Christ , Pray the Lord ; etc. Why? Because I feel no connection to those words other than the expresion's meaning. It all depends on the power you give to those words in my opinion. I personally don't feel attached to them in a religious way so I use them as I see it fit. I don't ever seeing an explination by the clergy on this.
Ave Satani

On Thu, Dec 20, 2012 at 2:16 AM, littlegeishaboy <mistertea91@... wrote:

  Good evening all, I've got a bit to say and I'm not very good with words so bare with me please

I kind of stumbled across the JoS website by complete fluke whilst looking up information on Satan/Lucifer. Ever since I was young I had felt this kind of, dare I say rapport with Lucifer. I was told the Christian tales of him falling from Heaven countless times, and I always felt sorry for him. When I was younger I was forced to go to Church (to get my sister into a c of e school) and had a full submergence baptism/confirmation type thing, and while I was under the water I saw a sort of 'vision' and it was like I was letting go of someones hand. Since then I haven't been happy in myself, but I always put that down to just being a teenager.

Either way, despite being 'confirmed' I was brought up in, and still practice, the ways of the old religion. Paganism and witchcraft run deep in my family and our ancestors originate in the far east somewhere. Anyways, I am the 10th generation 'witch' and the first male in our line. Whilst my psychic powers are small my spells are renowned for their strength and speed. I've been told that I am powerful by other witches etc, but it's never really meant anything to me until now.

Ever since I was a child I have always had this really strong gut feeling that I was meant for something more, that I was almost divine. That I had this mission on earth to fulfil. Accompanying this sense of purpose was an ever-burning desire for "psychic powers". Things like the x-men films (silly I know, but whatever) instill this feeling in me that makes my stomach churn. It rattles a cage within me and the beast inside kinda flips out. The scientist in me says its all phooey but there is still some part of me that KNOWS it isn't...

Okay so long story short, after reading almost every link on the JoS page and scrolling through the messages here, I think I may have finally found the key to the cage inside. A way I can fulfil the divine mission and earn my wings. (I always has a thing for wings too!)

So really I just kinda wanted to say thank you I guess. Also I'm guessing I can still use the "lords" name in vain and say Oh My God and the like?? Just wanna make sure I'm not stepping on any toes

Many thanks guys!!
Hail Satan!

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Welcome glad you found us.Since you have read the site more them most now you can start a simple Yoga and meditation program,and become who you were really meant to become.BTW I can from very pagan roots too,and was so miss lead from the real truth as I am sure you realize now.Good luck on your new journey.  Hail Satan
Brian 

From: littlegeishaboy <mistertea91@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, December 19, 2012 7:16 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Little story and questions, all insight welcome

  Good evening all, I've got a bit to say and I'm not very good with words so bare with me please

I kind of stumbled across the JoS website by complete fluke whilst looking up information on Satan/Lucifer. Ever since I was young I had felt this kind of, dare I say rapport with Lucifer. I was told the Christian tales of him falling from Heaven countless times, and I always felt sorry for him. When I was younger I was forced to go to Church (to get my sister into a c of e school) and had a full submergence baptism/confirmation type thing, and while I was under the water I saw a sort of 'vision' and it was like I was letting go of someones hand. Since then I haven't been happy in myself, but I always put that down to just being a teenager.

Either way, despite being 'confirmed' I was brought up in, and still practice, the ways of the old religion. Paganism and witchcraft run deep in my family and our ancestors originate in the far east somewhere. Anyways, I am the 10th generation 'witch' and the first male in our line. Whilst my psychic powers are small my spells are renowned for their strength and speed. I've been told that I am powerful by other witches etc, but it's never really meant anything to me until now.

Ever since I was a child I have always had this really strong gut feeling that I was meant for something more, that I was almost divine. That I had this mission on earth to fulfil. Accompanying this sense of purpose was an ever-burning desire for "psychic powers". Things like the x-men films (silly I know, but whatever) instill this feeling in me that makes my stomach churn. It rattles a cage within me and the beast inside kinda flips out. The scientist in me says its all phooey but there is still some part of me that KNOWS it isn't...

Okay so long story short, after reading almost every link on the JoS page and scrolling through the messages here, I think I may have finally found the key to the cage inside. A way I can fulfil the divine mission and earn my wings. (I always has a thing for wings too!)

So really I just kinda wanted to say thank you I guess. Also I'm guessing I can still use the "lords" name in vain and say Oh My God and the like?? Just wanna make sure I'm not stepping on any toes

Many thanks guys!!
Hail Satan!

 

[littlegeishaboy]

Thanks dude that really helped! Like you they have no religious meaning and are used mindlessly along with shit! fuck! and bugger! They are merely an exclamation rather than the calling of some bearded tosser!
Also, when I was younger people would always say "dont take the lords name in vain!" so if for no other reason than to annoy them I used to use it a lot XD

Thanks Again!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Igor Bedzor <igorbedzor@... wrote:

Glad you found the group

Well there was a post a few days ago about that question. Many people were
saying they rather not say it because those words reminded them of
christianity and the jews etc. But I personally do say words like OMG ,
Jesus Christ , Pray the Lord ; etc. Why? Because I feel no connection to
those words other than the expresion's meaning. It all depends on the power
you give to those words in my opinion. I personally don't feel attached to
them in a religious way so I use them as I see it fit. I don't ever seeing
an explination by the clergy on this.

Ave Satani

On Thu, Dec 20, 2012 at 2:16 AM, littlegeishaboy <[email protected]:

**


Good evening all, I've got a bit to say and I'm not very good with words
so bare with me please

I kind of stumbled across the JoS website by complete fluke whilst looking
up information on Satan/Lucifer. Ever since I was young I had felt this
kind of, dare I say rapport with Lucifer. I was told the Christian tales of
him falling from Heaven countless times, and I always felt sorry for him.
When I was younger I was forced to go to Church (to get my sister into a c
of e school) and had a full submergence baptism/confirmation type thing,
and while I was under the water I saw a sort of 'vision' and it was like I
was letting go of someones hand. Since then I haven't been happy in myself,
but I always put that down to just being a teenager.

Either way, despite being 'confirmed' I was brought up in, and still
practice, the ways of the old religion. Paganism and witchcraft run deep in
my family and our ancestors originate in the far east somewhere. Anyways, I
am the 10th generation 'witch' and the first male in our line. Whilst my
psychic powers are small my spells are renowned for their strength and
speed. I've been told that I am powerful by other witches etc, but it's
never really meant anything to me until now.

Ever since I was a child I have always had this really strong gut feeling
that I was meant for something more, that I was almost divine. That I had
this mission on earth to fulfil. Accompanying this sense of purpose was an
ever-burning desire for "psychic powers". Things like the x-men films
(silly I know, but whatever) instill this feeling in me that makes my
stomach churn. It rattles a cage within me and the beast inside kinda flips
out. The scientist in me says its all phooey but there is still some part
of me that KNOWS it isn't...

Okay so long story short, after reading almost every link on the JoS page
and scrolling through the messages here, I think I may have finally found
the key to the cage inside. A way I can fulfil the divine mission and earn
my wings. (I always has a thing for wings too!)

So really I just kinda wanted to say thank you I guess. Also I'm guessing
I can still use the "lords" name in vain and say Oh My God and the like??
Just wanna make sure I'm not stepping on any toes

Many thanks guys!!
Hail Satan!

 

[magus.immortalis1]

As you advance your soul and mind, you will find that what you say and think has more power then the average person's out there who doesn't meditate. Therefore you will be more inclined to watch what you say and think, as words and thoughts have power.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "littlegeishaboy" <mistertea91@... wrote:

Thanks dude that really helped! Like you they have no religious meaning and are used mindlessly along with shit! fuck! and bugger! They are merely an exclamation rather than the calling of some bearded tosser!
Also, when I was younger people would always say "dont take the lords name in vain!" so if for no other reason than to annoy them I used to use it a lot XD

Thanks Again!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Igor Bedzor <igorbedzor@ wrote:

Glad you found the group

Well there was a post a few days ago about that question. Many people were
saying they rather not say it because those words reminded them of
christianity and the jews etc. But I personally do say words like OMG ,
Jesus Christ , Pray the Lord ; etc. Why? Because I feel no connection to
those words other than the expresion's meaning. It all depends on the power
you give to those words in my opinion. I personally don't feel attached to
them in a religious way so I use them as I see it fit. I don't ever seeing
an explination by the clergy on this.

Ave Satani

On Thu, Dec 20, 2012 at 2:16 AM, littlegeishaboy <mistertea91@wrote:

**


Good evening all, I've got a bit to say and I'm not very good with words
so bare with me please

I kind of stumbled across the JoS website by complete fluke whilst looking
up information on Satan/Lucifer. Ever since I was young I had felt this
kind of, dare I say rapport with Lucifer. I was told the Christian tales of
him falling from Heaven countless times, and I always felt sorry for him.
When I was younger I was forced to go to Church (to get my sister into a c
of e school) and had a full submergence baptism/confirmation type thing,
and while I was under the water I saw a sort of 'vision' and it was like I
was letting go of someones hand. Since then I haven't been happy in myself,
but I always put that down to just being a teenager.

Either way, despite being 'confirmed' I was brought up in, and still
practice, the ways of the old religion. Paganism and witchcraft run deep in
my family and our ancestors originate in the far east somewhere. Anyways, I
am the 10th generation 'witch' and the first male in our line. Whilst my
psychic powers are small my spells are renowned for their strength and
speed. I've been told that I am powerful by other witches etc, but it's
never really meant anything to me until now.

Ever since I was a child I have always had this really strong gut feeling
that I was meant for something more, that I was almost divine. That I had
this mission on earth to fulfil. Accompanying this sense of purpose was an
ever-burning desire for "psychic powers". Things like the x-men films
(silly I know, but whatever) instill this feeling in me that makes my
stomach churn. It rattles a cage within me and the beast inside kinda flips
out. The scientist in me says its all phooey but there is still some part
of me that KNOWS it isn't...

Okay so long story short, after reading almost every link on the JoS page
and scrolling through the messages here, I think I may have finally found
the key to the cage inside. A way I can fulfil the divine mission and earn
my wings. (I always has a thing for wings too!)

So really I just kinda wanted to say thank you I guess. Also I'm guessing
I can still use the "lords" name in vain and say Oh My God and the like??
Just wanna make sure I'm not stepping on any toes

Many thanks guys!!
Hail Satan!

 

[Kit Morey]

If you say it and understand what it is that your saying. I sometimes say "oh sweet 6pound 7ounce baby jesus with your NY Yankees cap and rubber duck pajamas" and I have a good laugh lol!  HAIL SATAN!