littlegeishaboy
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- Aug 4, 2006
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Good evening all, I've got a bit to say and I'm not very good with words so bare with me please 
I kind of stumbled across the JoS website by complete fluke whilst looking up information on Satan/Lucifer. Ever since I was young I had felt this kind of, dare I say rapport with Lucifer. I was told the Christian tales of him falling from Heaven countless times, and I always felt sorry for him. When I was younger I was forced to go to Church (to get my sister into a c of e school) and had a full submergence baptism/confirmation type thing, and while I was under the water I saw a sort of 'vision' and it was like I was letting go of someones hand. Since then I haven't been happy in myself, but I always put that down to just being a teenager.
Either way, despite being 'confirmed' I was brought up in, and still practice, the ways of the old religion. Paganism and witchcraft run deep in my family and our ancestors originate in the far east somewhere. Anyways, I am the 10th generation 'witch' and the first male in our line. Whilst my psychic powers are small my spells are renowned for their strength and speed. I've been told that I am powerful by other witches etc, but it's never really meant anything to me until now.
Ever since I was a child I have always had this really strong gut feeling that I was meant for something more, that I was almost divine. That I had this mission on earth to fulfil. Accompanying this sense of purpose was an ever-burning desire for "psychic powers". Things like the x-men films (silly I know, but whatever) instill this feeling in me that makes my stomach churn. It rattles a cage within me and the beast inside kinda flips out. The scientist in me says its all phooey but there is still some part of me that KNOWS it isn't...
Okay so long story short, after reading almost every link on the JoS page and scrolling through the messages here, I think I may have finally found the key to the cage inside. A way I can fulfil the divine mission and earn my wings. (I always has a thing for wings too!)
So really I just kinda wanted to say thank you I guess. Also I'm guessing I can still use the "lords" name in vain and say Oh My God and the like?? Just wanna make sure I'm not stepping on any toes
Many thanks guys!!
Hail Satan!
I kind of stumbled across the JoS website by complete fluke whilst looking up information on Satan/Lucifer. Ever since I was young I had felt this kind of, dare I say rapport with Lucifer. I was told the Christian tales of him falling from Heaven countless times, and I always felt sorry for him. When I was younger I was forced to go to Church (to get my sister into a c of e school) and had a full submergence baptism/confirmation type thing, and while I was under the water I saw a sort of 'vision' and it was like I was letting go of someones hand. Since then I haven't been happy in myself, but I always put that down to just being a teenager.
Either way, despite being 'confirmed' I was brought up in, and still practice, the ways of the old religion. Paganism and witchcraft run deep in my family and our ancestors originate in the far east somewhere. Anyways, I am the 10th generation 'witch' and the first male in our line. Whilst my psychic powers are small my spells are renowned for their strength and speed. I've been told that I am powerful by other witches etc, but it's never really meant anything to me until now.
Ever since I was a child I have always had this really strong gut feeling that I was meant for something more, that I was almost divine. That I had this mission on earth to fulfil. Accompanying this sense of purpose was an ever-burning desire for "psychic powers". Things like the x-men films (silly I know, but whatever) instill this feeling in me that makes my stomach churn. It rattles a cage within me and the beast inside kinda flips out. The scientist in me says its all phooey but there is still some part of me that KNOWS it isn't...
Okay so long story short, after reading almost every link on the JoS page and scrolling through the messages here, I think I may have finally found the key to the cage inside. A way I can fulfil the divine mission and earn my wings. (I always has a thing for wings too!)
So really I just kinda wanted to say thank you I guess. Also I'm guessing I can still use the "lords" name in vain and say Oh My God and the like?? Just wanna make sure I'm not stepping on any toes
Many thanks guys!!
Hail Satan!
