Hello my beautiful Satanic family.
I have a large issue which I believe I may need help with. For a very large portion of my life I can recall all the way back in 5th grade punching myself in the chest to try to relieve a stabbing pain. Over the years I have had it throughout my life but after growing older I just learned to ignore it. As I am now I am in a "weaker" state so I can feel it much more clearly. Although once I am out of the "weaker" state I should be able to ignore it again I would like to find the issue and fix it. I am currently 20 years old and the youngest can recall feeling this pain was in 4th or 5th grade. I also had seizures when younger if that plays any role.
I have a large issue which I believe I may need help with. For a very large portion of my life I can recall all the way back in 5th grade punching myself in the chest to try to relieve a stabbing pain. Over the years I have had it throughout my life but after growing older I just learned to ignore it. As I am now I am in a "weaker" state so I can feel it much more clearly. Although once I am out of the "weaker" state I should be able to ignore it again I would like to find the issue and fix it. I am currently 20 years old and the youngest can recall feeling this pain was in 4th or 5th grade. I also had seizures when younger if that plays any role.