Life is just different.

[LaRs]

Hello brothers and sisters
I became a satanist about 3 or 4 months ago, I started the spiritual warfare meditation program this month.
Ever since I became a satanist life has gotten way better, but probably at the start of this month, my whole life feels different.
Nothings turned bad or anything but it all just feels different.
I cant describe it properly but it feels as if life has lost all its meaning, I dont feel like myself. I still do everything the same although its different.
I dont dislike this feeling, but I dont like it either.
I want to know is it normal? has this anything to do with Satanism, or is it just my mind playing up.

LaRs.

Ave Satanas

 

[restoredinea]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "LaRs" <thenailskiss@... wrote:

Hello brothers and sisters
I became a satanist about 3 or 4 months ago, I started the spiritual warfare meditation program this month.
Ever since I became a satanist life has gotten way better, but probably at the start of this month, my whole life feels different.
Nothings turned bad or anything but it all just feels different.
I cant describe it properly but it feels as if life has lost all its meaning, I dont feel like myself. I still do everything the same although its different.
I dont dislike this feeling, but I dont like it either.
I want to know is it normal? has this anything to do with Satanism, or is it just my mind playing up.

LaRs.

Ave Satanas

Your consciousness may be expanding. I went through this feeling as well. Your getting closer the higher realm (Astral) and will start to understand things more clearly. Keep your cool, dont be careless about this material world and you will soon get adjusted to it. Keep up the good work and i mean it when i say keep your cool. Raising your consciousness in todays society may drive you nuts (you will just be annoyed) with all the sheep (who dont understand anything) around you lol.

 

[Michael1]

m8 just stick with it every things fine im new as well 10 days ago since my dedacation & th is is more intence than bodybuilding! Have faith m8 FATHER is letting u know u can 4get ur past worries/guilt he is guiding u now so let go & concentrate on whats good 4 u ,so b happy u ant guna b lead infront of a bus or put a screw driver in an electric socket r u? No FATHER looks after u & me , just don't over train take time & what u want u will get follow th ministrys rules 2 the letter as best as u can m8 they got th experience lol Michael uk england.

 

[ShadowW]

Weird that for you life feels like it's lost it's meaning......Life seemed meaningless to me until I came back to Satan.....I might not be able to expalain exactly why I'm here but Satan often gives me this weird little sense of purpose that I never felt when I wasnt a
satanist..........shadowwhispr

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "LaRs" <thenailskiss@... wrote:

Hello brothers and sisters
I became a satanist about 3 or 4 months ago, I started the spiritual warfare meditation program this month.
Ever since I became a satanist life has gotten way better, but probably at the start of this month, my whole life feels different.
Nothings turned bad or anything but it all just feels different.
I cant describe it properly but it feels as if life has lost all its meaning, I dont feel like myself. I still do everything the same although its different.
I dont dislike this feeling, but I dont like it either.
I want to know is it normal? has this anything to do with Satanism, or is it just my mind playing up.

LaRs.

Ave Satanas

 

[ancient_dragon_aryan]

Welcome to the family.
I feel same as you do. Today's society is so fake. Someone really said it right, when he said " we are all actors, world is our stage".
May be he felt the same way as you and I and many others do.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "restoredinea" <restoredinea@... wrote:



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "LaRs" <thenailskiss@ wrote:

Hello brothers and sisters
I became a satanist about 3 or 4 months ago, I started the spiritual warfare meditation program this month.
Ever since I became a satanist life has gotten way better, but probably at the start of this month, my whole life feels different.
Nothings turned bad or anything but it all just feels different.
I cant describe it properly but it feels as if life has lost all its meaning, I dont feel like myself. I still do everything the same although its different.
I dont dislike this feeling, but I dont like it either.
I want to know is it normal? has this anything to do with Satanism, or is it just my mind playing up.

LaRs.

Ave Satanas


Your consciousness may be expanding. I went through this feeling as well. Your getting closer the higher realm (Astral) and will start to understand things more clearly. Keep your cool, dont be careless about this material world and you will soon get adjusted to it. Keep up the good work and i mean it when i say keep your cool. Raising your consciousness in todays society may drive you nuts (you will just be annoyed) with all the sheep (who dont understand anything) around you lol.

 

[restoredinea]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "ancient_dragon_aryan" <all_seen_eye@... wrote:

Welcome to the family.
I feel same as you do. Today's society is so fake. Someone really said it right, when he said " we are all actors, world is our stage".
May be he felt the same way as you and I and many others do.




--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "restoredinea" <restoredinea@ wrote:



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "LaRs" <thenailskiss@ wrote:

Hello brothers and sisters
I became a satanist about 3 or 4 months ago, I started the spiritual warfare meditation program this month.
Ever since I became a satanist life has gotten way better, but probably at the start of this month, my whole life feels different.
Nothings turned bad or anything but it all just feels different.
I cant describe it properly but it feels as if life has lost all its meaning, I dont feel like myself. I still do everything the same although its different.
I dont dislike this feeling, but I dont like it either.
I want to know is it normal? has this anything to do with Satanism, or is it just my mind playing up.

LaRs.

Ave Satanas


Your consciousness may be expanding. I went through this feeling as well. Your getting closer the higher realm (Astral) and will start to understand things more clearly. Keep your cool, dont be careless about this material world and you will soon get adjusted to it. Keep up the good work and i mean it when i say keep your cool. Raising your consciousness in todays society may drive you nuts (you will just be annoyed) with all the sheep (who dont understand anything) around you lol.

Truth is, This material world is the outcomes and manifestations of the Astral (Mental/World of Energy). This material world is not the primary realm of life. Our enemies created todays 'society' on the astral (with magick) and this is how they have the masses controlled (influenced by the society created). This is why it all feels like acting and fake. A way to break out of this influence is to raise our consciousness and make realization of it. When you are no longer under the influence of todays society, you began to live the way you truly want.