life against me

[destroyer]

My question is:
why does something always have to happen against me, as if life wants me dead or a worthless person
i want to clarify that:
gambling is no longer a burden for me.

I have been doing the munka soul release for over 30 days
and I feel very good
every day I do Adp plus curse reversal 1,2
I am active and up to date with the holy rituals T.OZ
and the negativity I had has evaporated.

however, I encounter countless major problems in life that tire me out

 

[Apprentice]

The path to solutions starts from asking the right questions, and finding answers to these. It's actually the hardships and struggle that push a human being towards overcoming, and evolution. I'm willing to bet, that no one here had it easy.
For how long have you been doing the Returning Curses and AoP?