Left Behind (I'm scared.)

[Tanner Bonnell]

I know what you're reading is probably nothing that you need to concern yourself with, but I've tried to meditate, I haven't even dedicated, and when I get close to doing it I stop and think 'I can do it later.' I don't know why, but I feel like I'm losing my own little battle and I get sudden mood swings where I'm pissed off at everything. I want help, I want to help Satan, but I'm nervous
Everyday I wake up I feel numb and I don't want to get up. Just last week I could barely eat without wanting puke. I recently visited the Joy of Satan page and I realized that I've missed a lot. I don't want to be abandoned. I want to help the fight against Jews and Xians, but something stops me and I don't know why. I've told myself I'll do it later, but then I forget about it. 
So if you're reading this, please. I just want some help.

 

[Sarahbeth Moorman]

You're never abandoned or forgotten. We all get in our lazy phases at times. You'll come to learn that it's enemy influences making you that way (most of the time). Anything that prevents me from mediating I consider it the enemy, it makes me mad and I take that angry energy, amp it up into a positive form one way or the other and you'll be mediating soon after. Also, when you tell yourself you'll dedicate later, do it anyways. The dedication is worth it. And it's a step in the right direction. Hope I helped. Hail Satan!

On May 2, 2014 5:06 PM, "Tanner Bonnell" <tmine1125@... wrote:

  I know what you're reading is probably nothing that you need to concern yourself with, but I've tried to meditate, I haven't even dedicated, and when I get close to doing it I stop and think 'I can do it later.' I don't know why, but I feel like I'm losing my own little battle and I get sudden mood swings where I'm pissed off at everything. I want help, I want to help Satan, but I'm nervous
Everyday I wake up I feel numb and I don't want to get up. Just last week I could barely eat without wanting puke. I recently visited the Joy of Satan page and I realized that I've missed a lot. I don't want to be abandoned. I want to help the fight against Jews and Xians, but something stops me and I don't know why. I've told myself I'll do it later, but then I forget about it. 
So if you're reading this, please. I just want some help.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Write a schedule that is do-able and reasonable, and stick to it. Don't forget to include meditation and yoga in there too. On Friday, May 2, 2014 6:06:30 PM, Tanner Bonnell <tmine1125@... wrote:
  I know what you're reading is probably nothing that you need to concern yourself with, but I've tried to meditate, I haven't even dedicated, and when I get close to doing it I stop and think 'I can do it later.' I don't know why, but I feel like I'm losing my own little battle and I get sudden mood swings where I'm pissed off at everything. I want help, I want to help Satan, but I'm nervous
Everyday I wake up I feel numb and I don't want to get up. Just last week I could barely eat without wanting puke. I recently visited the Joy of Satan page and I realized that I've missed a lot. I don't want to be abandoned. I want to help the fight against Jews and Xians, but something stops me and I don't know why. I've told myself I'll do it later, but then I forget about it. 
So if you're reading this, please. I just want some help.

 

[Allison Passino]

You are never, ever alone or abandoned, even though it may seem like
it. All shall be well...

On 5/3/14, Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@... wrote:
Write a schedule that is do-able and reasonable, and stick to it. Don't
forget to include meditation and yoga in there too.
On Friday, May 2, 2014 6:06:30 PM, Tanner Bonnell <tmine1125@...
wrote:


I know what you're reading is probably nothing that you need to concern
yourself with, but I've tried to meditate, I haven't even dedicated, and
when I get close to doing it I stop and think 'I can do it later.' I don't
know why, but I feel like I'm losing my own little battle and I get sudden
mood swings where I'm pissed off at everything. I want help, I want to help
Satan, but I'm nervous

Everyday I wake up I feel numb and I don't want to get up. Just last week I
could barely eat without wanting puke. I recently visited the Joy of Satan
page and I realized that I've missed a lot. I don't want to be abandoned. I
want to help the fight against Jews and Xians, but something stops me and I
don't know why. I've told myself I'll do it later, but then I forget about
it.

So if you're reading this, please. I just want some help.

 

[rs56584]

Hello,

It sounds to me that you want to do too much in a very little time. One thing at a time is usually a good idea in order to have the result you want.
Firstly, start with adding meditations to your daily routine. Then when they are established try doing something with your body too (yoga.weight-lifting(care to do good stretches),martial-arts etc).
Lastly, start giving energy to the powers of Hell and to do rituals (destruction etc).

Of course if your schedule is too tight you might have time just for some of these, but the first and the last part of the above are the most important.

 

[promitheuss]

The most important thing you have to do right now is to dedicate yourself to Satan ! You must realise that this is a common enemy tactic, to make you feel like shit and absorb your energy to use it for his own filthy purpose... Satan will never abandon you. He will help you but you have to stay strong and improve yourself.
Dedicate as soon as possible, meditate, and never forget to built an aura of protection around you and clean your aura/chakras everyday... stay strong