Just Performed My Dedication Rite

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Hello everyone
I've been reading the Joy of Satan website now for several years, and have finally worked up the courage to dedicate my life, my heart, my soul ... to Father Satan!

I do have a couple of concerns though ...
First off, I'm a 22 year old TRAPPED in a Christian home with no possible route of escape. I'm treated like a child, disrespected and criticized to no end.
But my real point being ... I had no access to candles. I formed as powerful an image as I could of a black candle and two blue candles in my mind before reading the rite. I was able to produce a decent amount of blood for the signing, though I had to smear it as opposed to actually writing my name with it. ALSO of import, seeing as my lack of candles, I instead let the folded paper loose in a flowing stream.

My question is ... Is all of this going to be okay? I really put some thought into it, and it was the only "safe" way for me to go about performing the ritual.

I can't take this life anymore ... I have to find solace. I have to find some way out. And I know now that Satan is / has always been the proverbial "answer to my prayers."

~ Dimwicket

 

[dan roy]

You did it well. Satan doesn't care if you don't have candles. The candles just show respect to him, but if you can't get them for any reason, it is okay with Father Satan. The important thing is to do what feels right. Welcome to the family May Father bless you.

Ave Satanas!!!!
Ave Aguares!!!!
Praise the 4 crowned Prince of Hell!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "dimwicket@..." <dimwicket@... wrote:

Hello everyone
I've been reading the Joy of Satan website now for several years, and have finally worked up the courage to dedicate my life, my heart, my soul ... to Father Satan!

I do have a couple of concerns though ...
First off, I'm a 22 year old TRAPPED in a Christian home with no possible route of escape. I'm treated like a child, disrespected and criticized to no end.
But my real point being ... I had no access to candles. I formed as powerful an image as I could of a black candle and two blue candles in my mind before reading the rite. I was able to produce a decent amount of blood for the signing, though I had to smear it as opposed to actually writing my name with it. ALSO of import, seeing as my lack of candles, I instead let the folded paper loose in a flowing stream.

My question is ... Is all of this going to be okay? I really put some thought into it, and it was the only "safe" way for me to go about performing the ritual.

I can't take this life anymore ... I have to find solace. I have to find some way out. And I know now that Satan is / has always been the proverbial "answer to my prayers."

~ Dimwicket

 

[leemaxofenki]

First off allow me to say welcome brother or sister which ever sex u are lol secondly soundsl ike u used alot of blood from what i understand u didnt really have to use very much dont need you getting sick or anything. and about the candles well projecting them in your mind and focusing is like using it in an astral temple which works as well. But to answer does it work id say yes did u feel a since or proudness after wards like you were free! cursing the false god jesus and spitting on his name feels wonderful!! Father Satan is a beautiful and wonderful god he understands what u go through and watches you always so yes i believe if you truly meant it and wish to be with father he did hear and accept you just keep it up now u should never turn your head or heart from father. HAIL SATAN!! HAIL TO THE CROWN GODS OF DUAT!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "dimwicket@..." <dimwicket@... wrote:

Hello everyone
I've been reading the Joy of Satan website now for several years, and have finally worked up the courage to dedicate my life, my heart, my soul ... to Father Satan!

I do have a couple of concerns though ...
First off, I'm a 22 year old TRAPPED in a Christian home with no possible route of escape. I'm treated like a child, disrespected and criticized to no end.
But my real point being ... I had no access to candles. I formed as powerful an image as I could of a black candle and two blue candles in my mind before reading the rite. I was able to produce a decent amount of blood for the signing, though I had to smear it as opposed to actually writing my name with it. ALSO of import, seeing as my lack of candles, I instead let the folded paper loose in a flowing stream.

My question is ... Is all of this going to be okay? I really put some thought into it, and it was the only "safe" way for me to go about performing the ritual.

I can't take this life anymore ... I have to find solace. I have to find some way out. And I know now that Satan is / has always been the proverbial "answer to my prayers."

~ Dimwicket