Just did the throat chakra awakening exercise.

[hateeternal90]

I am having involuntary convulsions/shaking,my throat hurts, I feel extatic; like I had just drank 5 cans of battery, I am growling (involuntarily), The back of my head hurts.

I guess the exercise was a success . I feel great.

HAIL SATAN AND ALL THE GODS OF HELL!!!!!!

 

[ihave.found_home]

Why are you growling involuntarily? or were you joking and being funny? or are you trying to cast fear into newcomers? , cuz no offense, growling involuntarily seems like something from the exorcist which was used to cast fear into everyone to prevent them from finding Father Satan and being truly spiritual...

But what do I know, I'm just new and seeking answers and reading all I can like a sponge, I can't wait to do the ritual and start progressing.

Could someone give me some clarification on this?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hateeternal90" <tapioilvesniemi@... wrote:

I am having involuntary convulsions/shaking,my throat hurts, I feel extatic; like I had just drank 5 cans of battery, I am growling (involuntarily), The back of my head hurts.

I guess the exercise was a success . I feel great.

HAIL SATAN AND ALL THE GODS OF HELL!!!!!!

 

[Arturo Bing]

Say what?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hateeternal90" <tapioilvesniemi@... wrote:

I am having involuntary convulsions/shaking,my throat hurts, I feel extatic; like I had just drank 5 cans of battery, I am growling (involuntarily), The back of my head hurts.

I guess the exercise was a success . I feel great.

HAIL SATAN AND ALL THE GODS OF HELL!!!!!!

 

[Tapio Ilvesniemi]

And the growl is very silent, it's like I am tensing the throat. I am confident that I did the meditation right.

It would be nice to hear from someone more experienced what kind of experiences they have had with the initial awakening exercises, as well as other meditations, to inspire confidence in those who are new, as well as myself , because I am a newbie too and not someone to ask for advice.

2011/2/13 Tapio Ilvesniemi <tapioilvesniemi@...

It's nothing to be afraid of. I feel great, you will too,trust me. It's not like I am screaming. When I concentrate on my throat chakra, visualize it,align it correctly with the correct color this happened immediately after the initial awakening exercise. I let it happen because I know it's nothing dangerous. In closing, NEVER BE AFRAID WHEN MEDITATING. Fear is failure. I am quite new to satanism too actually.

 

[Tapio Ilvesniemi]

It's nothing to be afraid of. I feel great, you will too,trust me. It's not like I am screaming. When I concentrate on my throat chakra, visualize it,align it correctly with the correct color this happened immediately after the initial awakening exercise. I let it happen because I know it's nothing dangerous. In closing, NEVER BE AFRAID WHEN MEDITATING. Fear is failure. I am quite new to satanism too actually.

 

[ihave.found_home]

Thank you!! That was the answer I was hoping for, you have helped me cast a tiny fear aside...

I don't mean to step on toes here, I was just saying, since I'm new, it could look to newcomers that growling involuntarily would scare them, because it raised my eyebrow for a few seconds... but no longer.

Fear is Failure, It's just all coming into my mind so fast all this information, I can't stop reading, it's hard to describe how good I feel, thank you guys for accepting my ignorance and taking the time to help I really mean that. I can see myself in the future helping others the same way.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Tapio Ilvesniemi <tapioilvesniemi@... wrote:

And the growl is very silent, it's like I am tensing the throat. I am
confident that I did the meditation right.

It would be nice to hear from someone more experienced what kind of
experiences they have had with the initial awakening exercises, as well as
other meditations, to inspire confidence in those who are new, as well as
myself , because I am a newbie too and not someone to ask for advice.

2011/2/13 Tapio Ilvesniemi <tapioilvesniemi@...

It's nothing to be afraid of. I feel great, you will too,trust me. It's not
like I am screaming. When I concentrate on my throat chakra, visualize
it,align it correctly with the correct color this happened immediately after
the initial awakening exercise. I let it happen because I know it's nothing
dangerous. In closing, NEVER BE AFRAID WHEN MEDITATING. Fear is failure. I
am quite new to satanism too actually.