Iv failed all of you and most of all Satan...

[carcrash246]

I asked for 1 thing from satan that no matter what for him to watch over my idiotic parents and family and keep us safe. Satan did more then what was asked and these last 3 months iv been off the grid i havent done a ritual or meditated in atleast 2 months iv been busy with real life problems and work. There is absolutely no excuse. I now find myself depressed and alone. Im to ashamed to even try to contact him to ask for forgiveness. I want to jump right back on the horse but only problem is where do i begin? I was getting serious with sigs and had just opened all my chakras and was waiting till i got back from a month vacation to find a guardian to assist me.
Should i start off with opening my chakras again?
Another question i tryed using a ouija board to contact my guardian a few months ago anyway after vibrating the name i got a rush of energy and pressure i felt a very strong presence and everything got really heavy i wasnt sure if it was enemy or the deamon so i packed my stuff up i then left for vacation the next day. Is this what the deamons energy feels like? Or was it an enemy? the oujia was blessed. I think i just scared myself. anyway
Im so sorry guys i know satans still with me and i love being a ss im just very disgusted with myself right now.

 

[darrklady13]

Of course he is still with you, as long as your heart for him is pure, and genuine.

It might seem hard to get started again, but just do it!!
Your gonna feel sooooo good, happy, joyous, and powerful.

Your not hurting Satan, your only harming yourself if you don't get back on the wagon and start meditation, cleanse, and empowering yourself again.

hailz

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "carcrash246" <carcrash246@... wrote:

I asked for 1 thing from satan that no matter what for him to watch over my idiotic parents and family and keep us safe. Satan did more then what was asked and these last 3 months iv been off the grid i havent done a ritual or meditated in atleast 2 months iv been busy with real life problems and work. There is absolutely no excuse. I now find myself depressed and alone. Im to ashamed to even try to contact him to ask for forgiveness. I want to jump right back on the horse but only problem is where do i begin? I was getting serious with sigs and had just opened all my chakras and was waiting till i got back from a month vacation to find a guardian to assist me.
Should i start off with opening my chakras again?
Another question i tryed using a ouija board to contact my guardian a few months ago anyway after vibrating the name i got a rush of energy and pressure i felt a very strong presence and everything got really heavy i wasnt sure if it was enemy or the deamon so i packed my stuff up i then left for vacation the next day. Is this what the deamons energy feels like? Or was it an enemy? the oujia was blessed. I think i just scared myself. anyway
Im so sorry guys i know satans still with me and i love being a ss im just very disgusted with myself right now.

 

[lordazazl]

Start again with meditations and be strong.We, Satanists, are strong people. So be strong!
And do some meditations!

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "carcrash246" <carcrash246@... wrote:

I asked for 1 thing from satan that no matter what for him to watch over my idiotic parents and family and keep us safe. Satan did more then what was asked and these last 3 months iv been off the grid i havent done a ritual or meditated in atleast 2 months iv been busy with real life problems and work. There is absolutely no excuse. I now find myself depressed and alone. Im to ashamed to even try to contact him to ask for forgiveness. I want to jump right back on the horse but only problem is where do i begin? I was getting serious with sigs and had just opened all my chakras and was waiting till i got back from a month vacation to find a guardian to assist me.
Should i start off with opening my chakras again?
Another question i tryed using a ouija board to contact my guardian a few months ago anyway after vibrating the name i got a rush of energy and pressure i felt a very strong presence and everything got really heavy i wasnt sure if it was enemy or the deamon so i packed my stuff up i then left for vacation the next day. Is this what the deamons energy feels like? Or was it an enemy? the oujia was blessed. I think i just scared myself. anyway
Im so sorry guys i know satans still with me and i love being a ss im just very disgusted with myself right now.

 

[Sven]

I would start where ever I left off. Chakra work is very important. As for doing the openings again, it wouldn't hurt. But, you should go with how you feel. Feeling energy from the gods should be a positive experience and should feel good. Usually it's the enemy that causes us to feel negative.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "satanist17" <satanist17@... wrote:

Start again with meditations and be strong.We, Satanists, are strong people. So be strong!
And do some meditations!

Hail Satan!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "carcrash246" <carcrash246@ wrote:

I asked for 1 thing from satan that no matter what for him to watch over my idiotic parents and family and keep us safe. Satan did more then what was asked and these last 3 months iv been off the grid i havent done a ritual or meditated in atleast 2 months iv been busy with real life problems and work. There is absolutely no excuse. I now find myself depressed and alone. Im to ashamed to even try to contact him to ask for forgiveness. I want to jump right back on the horse but only problem is where do i begin? I was getting serious with sigs and had just opened all my chakras and was waiting till i got back from a month vacation to find a guardian to assist me.
Should i start off with opening my chakras again?
Another question i tryed using a ouija board to contact my guardian a few months ago anyway after vibrating the name i got a rush of energy and pressure i felt a very strong presence and everything got really heavy i wasnt sure if it was enemy or the deamon so i packed my stuff up i then left for vacation the next day. Is this what the deamons energy feels like? Or was it an enemy? the oujia was blessed. I think i just scared myself. anyway
Im so sorry guys i know satans still with me and i love being a ss im just very disgusted with myself right now.

 

[Quick SILVER]

Like darklady said Lord Satan isn't upset at you and you're only harming yourself in not empowering your soul, also you can start by cleaning your chakras nd aura, nd doing aura for protection won't be a bad idea; also one can always keep empowering their chakras never forget that.. And about this presence you felt was it a good or bad feeling you got?
Btw don't get that upset with yourself, we all have ”real world” problems in one way or another.. Just always empower yourself.. It like High Priestess Maxine stated, even five mins of meditation is better than NONE. HAIL FATHER SATAN!!

On Oct 22, 2012 8:13 AM, "carcrash246" <carcrash246@... wrote:

  I asked for 1 thing from satan that no matter what for him to watch over my idiotic parents and family and keep us safe. Satan did more then what was asked and these last 3 months iv been off the grid i havent done a ritual or meditated in atleast 2 months iv been busy with real life problems and work. There is absolutely no excuse. I now find myself depressed and alone. Im to ashamed to even try to contact him to ask for forgiveness. I want to jump right back on the horse but only problem is where do i begin? I was getting serious with sigs and had just opened all my chakras and was waiting till i got back from a month vacation to find a guardian to assist me.
Should i start off with opening my chakras again?
Another question i tryed using a ouija board to contact my guardian a few months ago anyway after vibrating the name i got a rush of energy and pressure i felt a very strong presence and everything got really heavy i wasnt sure if it was enemy or the deamon so i packed my stuff up i then left for vacation the next day. Is this what the deamons energy feels like? Or was it an enemy? the oujia was blessed. I think i just scared myself. anyway
Im so sorry guys i know satans still with me and i love being a ss im just very disgusted with myself right now.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]We have all blown it with ourself but you don't need Satan to forgive you you need to forgive yourself and get back in the game.Start where you left off and just continue again.


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From: carcrash246 <carcrash246@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Iv failed all of you and most of all Satan...
Sent: Sun, Oct 21, 2012 2:45:34 PM

<td val[/IMG]   I asked for 1 thing from satan that no matter what for him to watch over my idiotic parents and family and keep us safe. Satan did more then what was asked and these last 3 months iv been off the grid i havent done a ritual or meditated in atleast 2 months iv been busy with real life problems and work. There is absolutely no excuse. I now find myself depressed and alone. Im to ashamed to even try to contact him to ask for forgiveness. I want to jump right back on the horse but only problem is where do i begin? I was getting serious with sigs and had just opened all my chakras and was waiting till i got back from a month vacation to find a guardian to assist me.
Should i start off with opening my chakras again?
Another question i tryed using a ouija board to contact my guardian a few months ago anyway after vibrating the name i got a rush of energy and pressure i felt a very strong presence and everything got really heavy i wasnt sure if it was enemy or the deamon so i packed my stuff up i then left for vacation the next day. Is this what the deamons energy feels like? Or was it an enemy? the oujia was blessed. I think i just scared myself. anyway
Im so sorry guys i know satans still with me and i love being a ss im just very disgusted with myself right now.

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[C Y]

Look i was like you once. If it wasn't for the period where i was not meditating i would have gotten more advance but hey that is gone and now what matter is the present. Start doing power meditation and i can assure you, you will be back in track.

and Welcome Back!

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "carcrash246" <carcrash246@... wrote:

I asked for 1 thing from satan that no matter what for him to watch over my idiotic parents and family and keep us safe. Satan did more then what was asked and these last 3 months iv been off the grid i havent done a ritual or meditated in atleast 2 months iv been busy with real life problems and work. There is absolutely no excuse. I now find myself depressed and alone. Im to ashamed to even try to contact him to ask for forgiveness. I want to jump right back on the horse but only problem is where do i begin? I was getting serious with sigs and had just opened all my chakras and was waiting till i got back from a month vacation to find a guardian to assist me.
Should i start off with opening my chakras again?
Another question i tryed using a ouija board to contact my guardian a few months ago anyway after vibrating the name i got a rush of energy and pressure i felt a very strong presence and everything got really heavy i wasnt sure if it was enemy or the deamon so i packed my stuff up i then left for vacation the next day. Is this what the deamons energy feels like? Or was it an enemy? the oujia was blessed. I think i just scared myself. anyway
Im so sorry guys i know satans still with me and i love being a ss im just very disgusted with myself right now.

 

[HPS Lydia]

Don't think of it as a failure, but as a temporary setback. I'm sure we have all felt like we failed at times, but we need to keep in mind that it's just a setback, we get back in the game so to speak, and continue our training and fighting.

As for being on vacation. It's not a vacation from our duties and advancement. I'm on my way to South America, on layover in Texas as we speak. And I'm still meditating and working these groups. As soon as I get on my next flight, once we're in the air, I'll be doing my Merkaba and auras of protection (aura of protections?) for my loved ones, and breathing exercises. I can sleep later. And I already have plans to leave out anti tracts while sightseeing.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "carcrash246" <carcrash246@... wrote:

I asked for 1 thing from satan that no matter what for him to watch over my idiotic parents and family and keep us safe. Satan did more then what was asked and these last 3 months iv been off the grid i havent done a ritual or meditated in atleast 2 months iv been busy with real life problems and work. There is absolutely no excuse. I now find myself depressed and alone. Im to ashamed to even try to contact him to ask for forgiveness. I want to jump right back on the horse but only problem is where do i begin? I was getting serious with sigs and had just opened all my chakras and was waiting till i got back from a month vacation to find a guardian to assist me.
Should i start off with opening my chakras again?
Another question i tryed using a ouija board to contact my guardian a few months ago anyway after vibrating the name i got a rush of energy and pressure i felt a very strong presence and everything got really heavy i wasnt sure if it was enemy or the deamon so i packed my stuff up i then left for vacation the next day. Is this what the deamons energy feels like? Or was it an enemy? the oujia was blessed. I think i just scared myself. anyway
Im so sorry guys i know satans still with me and i love being a ss im just very disgusted with myself right now.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]That is what I do too on vacation.My mind is deciding how I can continue my Yoga and meditations.The minute I get somewhere I am deciding how I can do my Yoga and meditations and even picking a good place to do them.Guess that is what is meant be living Satanically.Have a good trip sis.


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From: lydia_666@... <lydia_666@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Iv failed all of you and most of all Satan...
Sent: Tue, Oct 23, 2012 1:02:34 AM

<td val[/IMG]   Don't think of it as a failure, but as a temporary setback. I'm sure we have all felt like we failed at times, but we need to keep in mind that it's just a setback, we get back in the game so to speak, and continue our training and fighting.

As for being on vacation. It's not a vacation from our duties and advancement. I'm on my way to South America, on layover in Texas as we speak. And I'm still meditating and working these groups. As soon as I get on my next flight, once we're in the air, I'll be doing my Merkaba and auras of protection (aura of protections?) for my loved ones, and breathing exercises. I can sleep later. And I already have plans to leave out anti tracts while sightseeing.

Hail Satan!

--- [/IMG][email protected], "carcrash246" <carcrash246@... wrote:

I asked for 1 thing from satan that no matter what for him to watch over my idiotic parents and family and keep us safe. Satan did more then what was asked and these last 3 months iv been off the grid i havent done a ritual or meditated in atleast 2 months iv been busy with real life problems and work. There is absolutely no excuse. I now find myself depressed and alone. Im to ashamed to even try to contact him to ask for forgiveness. I want to jump right back on the horse but only problem is where do i begin? I was getting serious with sigs and had just opened all my chakras and was waiting till i got back from a month vacation to find a guardian to assist me.
Should i start off with opening my chakras again?
Another question i tryed using a ouija board to contact my guardian a few months ago anyway after vibrating the name i got a rush of energy and pressure i felt a very strong presence and everything got really heavy i wasnt sure if it was enemy or the deamon so i packed my stuff up i then left for vacation the next day. Is this what the deamons energy feels like? Or was it an enemy? the oujia was blessed. I think i just scared myself. anyway
Im so sorry guys i know satans still with me and i love being a ss im just very disgusted with myself right now.

[/TD]

 

[Daniel Carstens]

Your post was
Completely accurate. I just feel like I do "harm" Satan when I skip a meditation, hatha yoga, Tibetan breathing, and even (much less significantly) working out. I also realize I do hurt myself because I don't feel as good. But I also feel that I hurt enki's expectations. I feel that everytime I drink or smoke I am literally slapping me creator in the face. Don't do any of that anymore though. Its probably just My conscious though. And I believe that the spiritual war that is going on is definitely real word problems. You speak as if its a game?
Hail satan

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On Mon, Oct 22, 2012 11:46 AM PDT Quick SILVER wrote:

Like darklady said Lord Satan isn't upset at you and you're only harming
yourself in not empowering your soul, also you can start by cleaning your
chakras nd aura, nd doing aura for protection won't be a bad idea; also one
can always keep empowering their chakras never forget that.. And about this
presence you felt was it a good or bad feeling you got?
Btw don't get that upset with yourself, we all have ”real world” problems
in one way or another.. Just always empower yourself.. It like High
Priestess Maxine stated, even five mins of meditation is better than NONE.

HAIL FATHER SATAN!!
On Oct 22, 2012 8:13 AM, "carcrash246" <carcrash246@... wrote:

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I asked for 1 thing from satan that no matter what for him to watch over
my idiotic parents and family and keep us safe. Satan did more then what
was asked and these last 3 months iv been off the grid i havent done a
ritual or meditated in atleast 2 months iv been busy with real life
problems and work. There is absolutely no excuse. I now find myself
depressed and alone. Im to ashamed to even try to contact him to ask for
forgiveness. I want to jump right back on the horse but only problem is
where do i begin? I was getting serious with sigs and had just opened all
my chakras and was waiting till i got back from a month vacation to find a
guardian to assist me.
Should i start off with opening my chakras again?
Another question i tryed using a ouija board to contact my guardian a few
months ago anyway after vibrating the name i got a rush of energy and
pressure i felt a very strong presence and everything got really heavy i
wasnt sure if it was enemy or the deamon so i packed my stuff up i then
left for vacation the next day. Is this what the deamons energy feels like?
Or was it an enemy? the oujia was blessed. I think i just scared myself.
anyway
Im so sorry guys i know satans still with me and i love being a ss im just
very disgusted with myself right now.