Is this kundalini or sexual energy? What was this?

[MercuryWisdom]

So I was doing RTRs for today's schedule and I suddenly started getting some feeling of stimulation and energy in my back and spine.

I felt it all the way from my root chakra but it stopped at my sacral. My sacral felt like it had a slight blockage and this energy couldn't get through.

This energy was nothing extreme, it was smooth and invigorating and powerful energy.

Now what is this?

I've never felt something like this before. It feels an awful lot similar to what I read on kundalini in that it is in the spine but way less extreme.

I've been meditating for only 4 months so I don't think it is really any kind of serious "awakening" but I am really interested to know what it was.

I thought maybe the serpent rituals we are doing helped with this?

What are your thoughts brothers and sisters?

 

[MercuryWisdom]

By the way after some time of this energy feeling I got heavily attacked. I had an intense and painful headache. Today I still have some of this headache I don't know how to deal with it I got it once before when I had a blockage in my upper chakras and let me tell you, it was the worst...

I just hope this headache goes away and doesn't intensify.

 

[Alexandros Iowno [TG]]

It is not the Kundalini energy. It is the byproduct of the Breath of fire and usual energy rising on the spine. This energy clears the pathway and establishes the circulation of energy. You will notice where it stops and what you need to clean.

Normally this is build up in time by bioelectricity of the sacral and solar, that when used with an abdominal lock, will puff and unite the energies to rise on the spine.

When this happens try to rise it to the back Bindu of the 6th chakra. Use the Ourobos meditation and also vibrate mantras into back extensions and front ones to open them up. Raum Meditation helps tremendously along with the Breath of Fire.
When the energy reaches the brain, it refreshes and replenishes the brain.

The pineal gland becomes active and stimulated and creates charges of energy in which the Crown becomes active and starts descending energy in a downward movement similar to that of a river flowing and airy descent.

Doing this successfully and repeatedly will permanently open the 3rd eye. This also needs aid by breathing exercises into the two sides of the body, by the left and right nostril trying to unite it in the middle then risen up to the middle of the eyebrows and slowly further up to the 3rd eye. The middle of the eyebrows is an extremely powerful spot and an important one of the equilibrium.

When the 3rd eye has pressure by inhaling energy and it is met by the descending energy of the Crown, the forehead opens up and the siddhis of the upper chakras become active.

After every session of rising don't forget to balance your body and clean as to not have tensions due to blockages.

After you establish the energy pathway with success, it does take individual time to do that, with multiple sessions and meditations, you can build up by Ourobos circulation energy into specific areas, such as the lower abdominal and store your vril there and use it to your liking.

The lower back and lower abdomen is a complex system of energy storage that can be expanded and used. It is replenished by the circulation of energy, meditation, and activated by the Solar Chakra and Base Chakra energy. Then sexual energy comes into play and The Kundalini energy.

Storing energy into the front extension of the base chakra and after raising it into the lower abdomen creates the male elixir which will become a powerful essence of superior bioelectricity that will be circulated in ascension to the head or be met by the female elixir. The sexual energy will stimulate the Kundalini, the tail bone, and will open the gate of this supreme energy.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

Although I can't answer your question about whether it's the kundalini or sexual energy, since I had no idea what I was doing in the past and just followed my intuition the whole time, I can answer this one:

I thought maybe the serpent rituals we are doing helped with this?

Yes, they do help.
I had tried to take it slow for a while because I struggled to keep the physical heat under control and it was too painful back then, but these rituals left me with no choice to start moving forward again; however, I think that was for the best. I've improved a lot since back then and I can properly handle it now as long as I make an effort to.
I do find myself having to cleanse like 6 times a day at the moment just to keep my thoughts under control, but that's fine since I can simply do just that. I'm sure it'll get easier as I get more used to it, and perhaps become cleaner on a deeper level. I think continuing with that, along with yoga, should solve the issues I'm having.

Good luck brother!

 

[MercuryWisdom]

By the way after some time of this energy feeling I got heavily attacked. I had an intense and painful headache. Today I still have some of this headache I don't know how to deal with it I got it once before when I had a blockage in my upper chakras and let me tell you, it was the worst...

I just hope this headache goes away and doesn't intensify.

I had something similar, but I'm not sure if it's an attack exactly or just my thoughts going out of control.
Either way, simply cleansing and doing AoP and void meditation whenever I start to feel like that helps a lot, even if that means doing it like 6 times in a day.
I hope it helps for you too!

Hey, Meteor,
They are attacks yeah. I found how to solve it. All you have to do is to kill or banish the entity causing the attacks.

I burn it with satanic blue fire and use my astral sword made of ultra hot metal filled with satanic blue fire.

Then I would torture the entity first to make it easier to kill I do this by engraving father Satan's sigil in this entity's forehead with the sword then I imagine the fire of this sword consuming and burning the entity's head then burn its whole body from the inside as well as the inside.

Then I grab this sword and slay the entity's head while imagining it burning more till its completely consumed and dead.

Of course this is just how I do it. You can do whatever you like but do fight back.

There might be multiple entity's so get ready to do this consistently as other entity's come.

This is because of jewish passover and because we are fighting back.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

Thank you for the info NakedPluto!

 

[MercuryWisdom]

I had something similar, but I'm not sure if it's an attack exactly or just my thoughts going out of control.
Either way, simply cleansing and doing AoP and void meditation whenever I start to feel like that helps a lot, even if that means doing it like 6 times in a day.
I hope it helps for you too!

Hey, Meteor,
They are attacks yeah. I found how to solve it. All you have to do is to kill or banish the entity causing the attacks.

I burn it with satanic blue fire and use my astral sword made of ultra hot metal filled with satanic blue fire.

Then I would torture the entity first to make it easier to kill I do this by engraving father Satan's sigil in this entity's forehead with the sword then I imagine the fire of this sword consuming and burning the entity's head then burn its whole body from the inside as well as the inside.

Then I grab this sword and slay the entity's head while imagining it burning more till its completely consumed and dead.

Of course this is just how I do it. You can do whatever you like but do fight back.

There might be multiple entity's so get ready to do this consistently as other entity's come.

This is because of jewish passover and because we are fighting back.

That's a very similar approach to what I'm doing when it feels like I'm getting attacked. It really is fun to kill them in such brutal ways. I'm glad you found a way to deal with the issue!

I'm still unsure whether I was getting attacked as well or not, since for me it seems to be the excess of energy going up my spine and into my brain that is causing me to become overstimulated and start sensing too many random things, whether positive or negative or neutral. It's pretty cool and all (for example, at some point I saw rather clearly through my partner's eyes for about an hour without even trying; normally I can only see what he's seeing very vaguely if I focus), but also a bit overwhelming, and the negative things here and there made me uncomfortable, which is why I figured the most sensible way to deal with it was to simply strengthen my aura of protection and do void meditation to block out all the things I'm not interested in, which helped.
In hindsight, it's true that the negative things I sensed here and there admists the chaos could in theory have been an attack, but if that's all they got then it was so pathetic that I'd rather call it harassment than an attack. :lol:

I think last night marked the 18th time I cleansed and strengthened my aura of protection in the past three days, and this morning I woke up with my head still feeling fine unlike the past few days. Perhaps I just needed some time to adapt my aura to the higher energy levels. Now I can probably relax for more than just a few hours before I need to meditate again instead of having to do it so often just to keep my mind stable. Either way, I'm glad I was able to do this, because I feel like it marks considerable progress for me. Last time so much energy went to my head I couldn't keep my mind under control at all, but this time I managed to deal with it and was fine the whole time!

Hail Satan!

Hey, Meteor,

I am really glad you're doing better!

By the way, the negative headaches and blockages in my upper chakras are completely gone! Actually my upper chakras feel blissful and energized.

I had an orgasm yesterday (not to porn which was great and helped alot.) which helped me I directed the energies to my upper chakras. I woke up feeling great today.

So yeah, their attacks were indeed pathetic. I stayed strong regardless and completely finished my schedule regardless of their attacks too which made me happier.

HAIL SATAN!