Is my only passion useless?

[Satanic Path]

Is my only passion useless?

I like writing.
I write poems, stories, and I'm working on a book.
I am very versatile: I try to do my best with drama, horror, sci-fi, love stories.
I love it, It makes me feel good, and It used to make me feel "useful" to society, and Satanism itself.
Now it's no longer like that.
Hidden Warrior is useful, he created something more than smart and useful.
I feel like I'm not...like I am nothing, I just happen to have a strange immagination.
This user/ Brother is one of the many examples.
Let's take it to another level: Maxine, and Hooded Cobra, or Shannon, they're useful, they make things that will change our world.
What about me? I'm on med for my mental issues ( Olanzapine and Cipralex - I've read on here that the first one creates holes in my brain and who knows what else...anyway, I feel good and I want to quit them)
and I write things that will never help anyone or cure cancer or make people immortal.
And if anyone ever read my stories, It would not take that much to make them suspicious.
I'm stuck in my own delusion.
My works really show who I am, my love for Satan and The Gods.
How can horror stories talk about Satan, you'll be wondering?
In my stories evil comes from the place ordinary people never look at: not Hell, not Satan, but from that side everyone doesn't want to see.
I try not to be obvious when my worst characters "happen" to have Yehuborim names and their same behaviour.
I want to keep It real, so the people I invent can also be Gentiles corrupted by the enemy.
Of course I don't openly write about my Truth, our Truth, but I always leave messages, or at least I try.
Anyway, It doesn't matter at all: I can write the greatest things or the worst things, that would not be anything compared to others work.
I feel pointless. I'm not saying I will do stupid things, like having a new relapse or shit like that.
I have and will always have a purpose thanks to the people who work really hard.
I don't think Satan needs a wannabe story teller, does he?
He would if I were as famous as Yehuborim puppets...but I'm not, and I don't want to be in that shit and slavery.
So even if I became someone, something that will surely happen only in my wildest dreams.... I couldn't pretend to be an "ordinary guy" who claims to love everyone despite their religious beliefs, or pretending to be fine with all the shit going on out there.
And this is sad, to know your "art" is mostly ALONE and seen as scary and evil.
It really makes me want to cry, because my voice speaks in one way that only few people can understand, like you. ( But I still feel blessed to have you)
I guess this is going to be the problem of many of us who wants to express themselves through their "art" and who live in a world mastered by few people that would do all they can to ruin them.
And this is not something that would happen only in this given scenario: I do It everyday.
I'm always fighting with ignorants, sharing our knowledge through the Internet and speaking the truth, because I'm like this.
I face people, I spit on their bible or quran because I want too and they deserve to be treated as the stupid little humans they are.
Of course, I try to stay anonymus, like on YouTube, but when I was on those shit called Social Medias I always left Little messages through my posts, and even left comments to heal people from their blindness.
This means fighting feminists, moralism, homophobia, exposing Yehuborim, stigma, communism, mudslims, fake information about us.
Anyway, as you can't expect mud to think, I simply deleted myself from Jewstagram and anything else.
Also, thanks to what I've learned from you and by reading Hooded Cobra's posts, or looking at the forums, I've finally understood the truth about the lie of trans people, and became a better me.
But in this world, you will never hear that writer say things as they really are, exposing the enemy as they deserve or expose them.
Well, you can, but you're smart and you know that person ain't gonna last and something bad will happen to him/her.
In the end I still feel pointless.
I know "art" is important, but it becomes useless when nobody is going to understand it. So this makes my whole works useless.
I also think that this passion of mine steals time to meditation and RTRs...
I have so much to tell, and think of, and create...but deaf people won't listen, and in the worst case, I would end up dead.
People want communism, femminism, tolerance and other shit: I won't pretend to be someone who likes race mixed couples, xians and Yehuborim... Since I know how my story would end.
Nobody would publish me.
I stopped dreaming about being a writer, because I don't see a future for me in this phat, not because I don't want to, but because I'm not as Yehubor Media wants me to be.
I'm not depressed, I just feel lonely on a human level. On the spiritual side, I'll never be alone.
What is your opinion?
Be honest as you always are, if you think it, then don't be afraid to tell me I am wasting my time with childish dreams.
Maybe I can be wrong and should trust myself more, maybe I'm right and quitting writing will stop my daydreaming.
I don't hate myself, I guess I only have a little self love, but I'm trying to improve it by meditating.
Sorry for me being the least concise man in this world, I love you all.
Hail Satan!

P.s= I will have to carefully check this post, as sometimes it happens that notifications don't get received.

 

[Henu the Great]

You should never stop doing what you love and get pleasure from. As long as you follow your nature it is fine. I would like to add that comparing yourself to others is unhealthy. Just mind your own progress.

I am sure there is much need for writers in the upcoming Satanic world. Until then, keep on writing and do the rtr!

 

[Wayofthegods]

Is my only passion useless?

I like writing.
I write poems, stories, and I'm working on a book.
I am very versatile: I try to do my best with drama, horror, sci-fi, love stories.
I love it, It makes me feel good, and It used to make me feel "useful" to society, and Satanism itself.
Now it's no longer like that.
Hidden Warrior is useful, he created something more than smart and useful.
I feel like I'm not...like I am nothing, I just happen to have a strange immagination.
This user/ Brother is one of the many examples.
Let's take it to another level: Maxine, and Hooded Cobra, or Shannon, they're useful, they make things that will change our world.
What about me? I'm on med for my mental issues ( Olanzapine and Cipralex - I've read on here that the first one creates holes in my brain and who knows what else...anyway, I feel good and I want to quit them)
and I write things that will never help anyone or cure cancer or make people immortal.
And if anyone ever read my stories, It would not take that much to make them suspicious.
I'm stuck in my own delusion.
My works really show who I am, my love for Satan and The Gods.
How can horror stories talk about Satan, you'll be wondering?
In my stories evil comes from the place ordinary people never look at: not Hell, not Satan, but from that side everyone doesn't want to see.
I try not to be obvious when my worst characters "happen" to have Yehuborim names and their same behaviour.
I want to keep It real, so the people I invent can also be Gentiles corrupted by the enemy.
Of course I don't openly write about my Truth, our Truth, but I always leave messages, or at least I try.
Anyway, It doesn't matter at all: I can write the greatest things or the worst things, that would not be anything compared to others work.
I feel pointless. I'm not saying I will do stupid things, like having a new relapse or shit like that.
I have and will always have a purpose thanks to the people who work really hard.
I don't think Satan needs a wannabe story teller, does he?
He would if I were as famous as Yehuborim puppets...but I'm not, and I don't want to be in that shit and slavery.
So even if I became someone, something that will surely happen only in my wildest dreams.... I couldn't pretend to be an "ordinary guy" who claims to love everyone despite their religious beliefs, or pretending to be fine with all the shit going on out there.
And this is sad, to know your "art" is mostly ALONE and seen as scary and evil.
It really makes me want to cry, because my voice speaks in one way that only few people can understand, like you. ( But I still feel blessed to have you)
I guess this is going to be the problem of many of us who wants to express themselves through their "art" and who live in a world mastered by few people that would do all they can to ruin them.
And this is not something that would happen only in this given scenario: I do It everyday.
I'm always fighting with ignorants, sharing our knowledge through the Internet and speaking the truth, because I'm like this.
I face people, I spit on their bible or quran because I want too and they deserve to be treated as the stupid little humans they are.
Of course, I try to stay anonymus, like on YouTube, but when I was on those shit called Social Medias I always left Little messages through my posts, and even left comments to heal people from their blindness.
This means fighting feminists, moralism, homophobia, exposing Yehuborim, stigma, communism, mudslims, fake information about us.
Anyway, as you can't expect mud to think, I simply deleted myself from Jewstagram and anything else.
Also, thanks to what I've learned from you and by reading Hooded Cobra's posts, or looking at the forums, I've finally understood the truth about the lie of trans people, and became a better me.
But in this world, you will never hear that writer say things as they really are, exposing the enemy as they deserve or expose them.
Well, you can, but you're smart and you know that person ain't gonna last and something bad will happen to him/her.
In the end I still feel pointless.
I know "art" is important, but it becomes useless when nobody is going to understand it. So this makes my whole works useless.
I also think that this passion of mine steals time to meditation and RTRs...
I have so much to tell, and think of, and create...but deaf people won't listen, and in the worst case, I would end up dead.
People want communism, femminism, tolerance and other shit: I won't pretend to be someone who likes race mixed couples, xians and Yehuborim... Since I know how my story would end.
Nobody would publish me.
I stopped dreaming about being a writer, because I don't see a future for me in this phat, not because I don't want to, but because I'm not as Yehubor Media wants me to be.
I'm not depressed, I just feel lonely on a human level. On the spiritual side, I'll never be alone.
What is your opinion?
Be honest as you always are, if you think it, then don't be afraid to tell me I am wasting my time with childish dreams.
Maybe I can be wrong and should trust myself more, maybe I'm right and quitting writing will stop my daydreaming.
I don't hate myself, I guess I only have a little self love, but I'm trying to improve it by meditating.
Sorry for me being the least concise man in this world, I love you all.
Hail Satan!

P.s= I will have to carefully check this post, as sometimes it happens that notifications don't get received.

You're lonely with too much time to think. You need friends. I know the idea sickens me as well.

But you should try.

 

[Seby]

How is that useless? You can use your passion to educate and spread our values and maybe even make money or getting fame. You can be subtle and with Paganism on the rise you won't have to hide much.

 

[Shael]

...

You shouldn't judge whether it is useful based on whether or not people praise you for it or if it gives you huge success/fame.

The two questions you should ask yourself are - do I enjoy doing this? and - is this beneficial to me? If the answer is yes, then it is useful. It's as simple as that. Beneficial doesn't need to mean earning money or praise from doing it. It simply means whether you get enjoyment and inner fulfillment out of it. The second question is merely to ensure the thing you do isnt just done because you are addicted to it, such as with video games or similar things.

Writing, generally, is a very important and useful profession. You should be proud of yourself for having talent in it. Continue pursuing this and getting better at it, and over time you will find opportunities to help other people through it.

 

[Way_Seeker666]

Comparing yourself to others can be useful but it is most often a path to misery. Who says you're supposed to change the world? Who says you're supposed to be some ultra exceptional person? Who says you're supposed to be anything but yourself? And why do believe these?

It takes all types to make a world. Think about how important stories are to Humanity. Think about the impact you could have by weaving the truth into your writings like you mentioned. You can awaken and open peoples minds to Satan and bring them to Him or at least be a part of that process. Not to mention the entertainment value which is not to be understated, and which with reading is also beneficial to the mind.
You can also ask Satan for guidance in using your talents for Him and His cause. This can give you even more purpose.

What kind of boring, dull, crappy world would we have without artists and creators like you? I'd rather not exist than be damned to such a life.
You're telling yourself you and your gifts are worthless just because they are not some other type of gift that you deam more valuable or whatever. And it's nonsense! We're not meant to all be the same, or do the same, or achieve the same. Different people have value and purpose in different ways.
You can continue hating yourself for not being something else, like the enemy wants you to, or you can weed out the shit that's causing these feelings and beliefs and be a free, creative artist giving the world the gifts of your unique mind and imagination, like Satan and Our Gods want you to.
What's it gonna be?

 

[darkmonkey666]

Ok i quoted you so you should get notification but when people don't do that you won't get notifications so you have to kind of check back where you post sometimes as a lot of people sometimes reply without quoting or pinging as some people call it.

If people want others to be notified of the post or reply you make you have to quote them even if its just one line of what they say.

No your fine. I am sure you will enjoy the world more a little later. Join the club. You are probably an older soul like me and my partner. We don't do a lot out in the world or have a huge interest in a lot of things of the world.

I mostly myself focus on spiritual things. I think mainly cause I have too much emphasis on the 8th house and Scorpio and Sagittarius/Jupiter.

I have a hard time being that interested in the material it seems like really nothing has changed with it much in a thousand or so years so its kind of boring.

I would love to have stuff that is more deep to do. I find the world quite shallow. I have been trying to get more into other things. I think I like drama and plays and dressing up in intersting clothes.

I think i like things that are intense.

None of this is useless. You just unless you find one or two people like you Satanist or not (which is becoming more likely as time goes on) will have to roll with it and maybe be a little lonely.

Did you try online sites for meeting people in your area (not talking about Satanism) or any forums you like online. You could find an online friend. You are more likely to meet people similar to you with this than in the real world but please do be careful due to the enemy there are a lot of bad and even scary places and people online trust me I know that you may not even want to know all that is out there.

It's kind of hard to relate to the world but remember in 5 or 6 years everything will be quite different. So you will be fine if you keep your spirits up.

Is my only passion useless?

I like writing.
I write poems, stories, and I'm working on a book.
I am very versatile: I try to do my best with drama, horror, sci-fi, love stories.
I love it, It makes me feel good, and It used to make me feel "useful" to society, and Satanism itself.
Now it's no longer like that.
Hidden Warrior is useful, he created something more than smart and useful.
I feel like I'm not...like I am nothing, I just happen to have a strange immagination.
This user/ Brother is one of the many examples.
Let's take it to another level: Maxine, and Hooded Cobra, or Shannon, they're useful, they make things that will change our world.
What about me? I'm on med for my mental issues ( Olanzapine and Cipralex - I've read on here that the first one creates holes in my brain and who knows what else...anyway, I feel good and I want to quit them)
and I write things that will never help anyone or cure cancer or make people immortal.
And if anyone ever read my stories, It would not take that much to make them suspicious.
I'm stuck in my own delusion.
My works really show who I am, my love for Satan and The Gods.
How can horror stories talk about Satan, you'll be wondering?
In my stories evil comes from the place ordinary people never look at: not Hell, not Satan, but from that side everyone doesn't want to see.
I try not to be obvious when my worst characters "happen" to have Yehuborim names and their same behaviour.
I want to keep It real, so the people I invent can also be Gentiles corrupted by the enemy.
Of course I don't openly write about my Truth, our Truth, but I always leave messages, or at least I try.
Anyway, It doesn't matter at all: I can write the greatest things or the worst things, that would not be anything compared to others work.
I feel pointless. I'm not saying I will do stupid things, like having a new relapse or shit like that.
I have and will always have a purpose thanks to the people who work really hard.
I don't think Satan needs a wannabe story teller, does he?
He would if I were as famous as Yehuborim puppets...but I'm not, and I don't want to be in that shit and slavery.
So even if I became someone, something that will surely happen only in my wildest dreams.... I couldn't pretend to be an "ordinary guy" who claims to love everyone despite their religious beliefs, or pretending to be fine with all the shit going on out there.
And this is sad, to know your "art" is mostly ALONE and seen as scary and evil.
It really makes me want to cry, because my voice speaks in one way that only few people can understand, like you. ( But I still feel blessed to have you)
I guess this is going to be the problem of many of us who wants to express themselves through their "art" and who live in a world mastered by few people that would do all they can to ruin them.
And this is not something that would happen only in this given scenario: I do It everyday.
I'm always fighting with ignorants, sharing our knowledge through the Internet and speaking the truth, because I'm like this.
I face people, I spit on their bible or quran because I want too and they deserve to be treated as the stupid little humans they are.
Of course, I try to stay anonymus, like on YouTube, but when I was on those shit called Social Medias I always left Little messages through my posts, and even left comments to heal people from their blindness.
This means fighting feminists, moralism, homophobia, exposing Yehuborim, stigma, communism, mudslims, fake information about us.
Anyway, as you can't expect mud to think, I simply deleted myself from Jewstagram and anything else.
Also, thanks to what I've learned from you and by reading Hooded Cobra's posts, or looking at the forums, I've finally understood the truth about the lie of trans people, and became a better me.
But in this world, you will never hear that writer say things as they really are, exposing the enemy as they deserve or expose them.
Well, you can, but you're smart and you know that person ain't gonna last and something bad will happen to him/her.
In the end I still feel pointless.
I know "art" is important, but it becomes useless when nobody is going to understand it. So this makes my whole works useless.
I also think that this passion of mine steals time to meditation and RTRs...
I have so much to tell, and think of, and create...but deaf people won't listen, and in the worst case, I would end up dead.
People want communism, femminism, tolerance and other shit: I won't pretend to be someone who likes race mixed couples, xians and Yehuborim... Since I know how my story would end.
Nobody would publish me.
I stopped dreaming about being a writer, because I don't see a future for me in this phat, not because I don't want to, but because I'm not as Yehubor Media wants me to be.
I'm not depressed, I just feel lonely on a human level. On the spiritual side, I'll never be alone.
What is your opinion?
Be honest as you always are, if you think it, then don't be afraid to tell me I am wasting my time with childish dreams.
Maybe I can be wrong and should trust myself more, maybe I'm right and quitting writing will stop my daydreaming.
I don't hate myself, I guess I only have a little self love, but I'm trying to improve it by meditating.
Sorry for me being the least concise man in this world, I love you all.
Hail Satan!

P.s= I will have to carefully check this post, as sometimes it happens that notifications don't get received.

 

[Satanic Path]

Comparing yourself to others can be useful but it is most often a path to misery. Who says you're supposed to change the world? Who says you're supposed to be some ultra exceptional person? Who says you're supposed to be anything but yourself? And why do believe these?

It takes all types to make a world. Think about how important stories are to Humanity. Think about the impact you could have by weaving the truth into your writings like you mentioned. You can awaken and open peoples minds to Satan and bring them to Him or at least be a part of that process. Not to mention the entertainment value which is not to be understated, and which with reading is also beneficial to the mind.
You can also ask Satan for guidance in using your talents for Him and His cause. This can give you even more purpose.

What kind of boring, dull, crappy world would we have without artists and creators like you? I'd rather not exist than be damned to such a life.
You're telling yourself you and your gifts are worthless just because they are not some other type of gift that you deam more valuable or whatever. And it's nonsense! We're not meant to all be the same, or do the same, or achieve the same. Different people have value and purpose in different ways.
You can continue hating yourself for not being something else, like the enemy wants you to, or you can weed out the shit that's causing these feelings and beliefs and be a free, creative artist giving the world the gifts of your unique mind and imagination, like Satan and Our Gods want you to.
What's it gonna be?

Thank you. Reading this was what I needed.
I think everyone would want to change the world or be someone, doesn't he?
Reaching the Magnum Opus is my goal, I "just want to be like The Gods.
You're right when you say to ask Satan for guidance: he's my muse.
May The Gods bless your soul Brother.
Your words are beautiful.
Hail Satan!

 

[Satanic Path]

...

You shouldn't judge whether it is useful based on whether or not people praise you for it or if it gives you huge success/fame.

The two questions you should ask yourself are - do I enjoy doing this? and - is this beneficial to me? If the answer is yes, then it is useful. It's as simple as that. Beneficial doesn't need to mean earning money or praise from doing it. It simply means whether you get enjoyment and inner fulfillment out of it. The second question is merely to ensure the thing you do isnt just done because you are addicted to it, such as with video games or similar things.

Writing, generally, is a very important and useful profession. You should be proud of yourself for having talent in it. Continue pursuing this and getting better at it, and over time you will find opportunities to help other people through it.

Sometimes I still see myself through my dad's eyes. I know it's not healthy, but I use people as examples.
When I see someone good, I just take notes.
When you use the world "talent" I can't take that, not because I understimate who I am, but because I want to keep it real: if I ever published a book and you happen to like it, then I could talk about talent.
Until that, I'll fly really down, as I've seen people out there with such an ego...I just don't want to seem arrogant or cocky, or claim I am something I'm not.
Btw, I really apprecciate your genuine words.
I really wish you the best, to all of you.
You make me think twice.

 

[Eric13]

A little tip. Sometimes you have to ‘play by the rules’ so to speak to make progress in this life. It’s just the way it is at the moment. Think of it as being undercover. Being in the spotlight, but you’re really on our side. Even if you have to say certain things, the gods understand. You’re being safe. You’ll still spread the message of Satan. You have to be wise in how you do it. There’s markets for all kinds of stuff out there. There’s even works in the mainstream that reveal things. Think of Stairway to Heaven. Or Satanic musicians. There’s ways it can be done.

Story tellers will always be needed. It’s a great skill. Ask the gods for guidance as well on how you can pursue this safely.

 

[TruthAndTyr]

Is my only passion useless?

Passion is never useless. It is often unappreciated, misunderstood, misplaced, poorly expressed, unexpressed, concealed, disguised, unnoticed, misdirected, clumsy, and as is most often the case, unprofitable. But, passion is never useless.

I swear this before god.

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

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Do you know what people do when they want to take a step back and enjoy something?

They listen to music. They read a poem. They watch a movie. They read a story. They are always looking upon something creative that somebody created.

If this world and our lives were meant for nothing but usefulness and tools, and constructs, do you have any idea how far too binding, grounded and unfeeling that would be? We would be miserable. There is a reason creativity exists in our lives and has since the furthest of ancient history, because it is of pleasure. If we do not indulge in matters of our feminine and creative psychic chakras that tune to the astral and emotions, to sensations of bliss from time to time and only ever stress ourselves with grounding logistics, if we do not have that access or desire, do you have any idea how unfeeling, emotionless and depressed we would be as a species, how our gods would be even if they did that?

Creativity IS useful, and not just that, it is needed. Without such, we become imbalanced, out of thought with our feelings and emotions, out of touch with pleasantries and the joys of existing. Satan and the gods invented music for us, if there was no usefulness or reason for that, why would they do it?

Phoenix is one of the goetic demons on our website. When I summoned him to help me with something, do you know what he asked me to give him in return?

A poem.

He wanted me to write and create a poem for him. It was a gift of pleasantry, of bliss, something for him to read and enjoy from the sincerity of my creation of it. When I made him that poem, he fulfilled his end of the deal telling me it was to his liking.

We are creative for a reason, we enjoy things for a reason, never think for a second that something such as that is ever useless in any sense, because when all the logical work is done and the gears are put in place for the day, we sit back and enjoy something, whether that's poetry, a song or a good book.

Because it maintains balance. And that is not just useful, but necessary.

 

[Satanic Path]

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Do you know what people do when they want to take a step back and enjoy something?

They listen to music. They read a poem. They watch a movie. They read a story. They are always looking upon something creative that somebody created.

If this world and our lives were meant for nothing but usefulness and tools, and constructs, do you have any idea how far too binding, grounded and unfeeling that would be? We would be miserable. There is a reason creativity exists in our lives and has since the furthest of ancient history, because it is of pleasure. If we do not indulge in matters of our feminine and creative psychic chakras that tune to the astral and emotions, to sensations of bliss from time to time and only ever stress ourselves with grounding logistics, if we do not have that access or desire, do you have any idea how unfeeling, emotionless and depressed we would be as a species, how our gods would be even if they did that?

Creativity IS useful, and not just that, it is needed. Without such, we become imbalanced, out of thought with our feelings and emotions, out of touch with pleasantries and the joys of existing. Satan and the gods invented music for us, if there was no usefulness or reason for that, why would they do it?

Phoenix is one of the goetic demons on our website. When I summoned him to help me with something, do you know what he asked me to give him in return?

A poem.

He wanted me to write and create a poem for him. It was a gift of pleasantry, of bliss, something for him to read and enjoy from the sincerity of my creation of it. When I made him that poem, he fulfilled his end of the deal telling me it was to his liking.

We are creative for a reason, we enjoy things for a reason, never think for a second that something such as that is ever useless in any sense, because when all the logical work is done and the gears are put in place for the day, we sit back and enjoy something, whether that's poetry, a song or a good book.

Because it maintains balance. And that is not just useful, but necessary.

Your story gave me gooseflesh, really.
I'm understanding that when It comes to Demons everything becomes possible.
Thank you, and yes, I not only want to entertain people, but also make them question about things and grow their wildest dreams.
I guess I was thinking as the enemy would want me to think.
Thank you, Brother.
Hail Satan!

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

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Your story gave me gooseflesh, really.
I'm understanding that when It comes to Demons everything becomes possible.
Thank you, and yes, I not only want to entertain people, but also make them question about things and grow their wildest dreams.
I guess I was thinking as the enemy would want me to think.
Thank you, Brother.
Hail Satan!

Nothing nurtures and strengthens the creative mind better than letting it out to play. I'm glad to be of help.

 

[13th_Wolf]

The thing also with writing is that it's often involved in the foundation stages of bigger projects like movies, websites, and other cultural expressions which use the internet and the global telecommunications as it's medium. Those things can grow to influence millions and as a writer, you get to be the devil over the details in regards to what the film is actually about. Hence we have films, songs and all that are Satanic- quite overtly, but are made to be washed down in some way for the public. It's the washing down process over the masses that affects the single individual among them who in your words, is going to do things like curing cancer or otherwise a really great person. Such a book or game influenced them to do that.

That's the beauty of passion. It scales down to all members of society and influences them positively without them even realising half the time.