Inactivity, What Do I Do?

[jaime24pojol]

 I know it's a bit of a douchebag thing to do but I had to focus on school since graduation is near and I can't help but feel the air become more sadden. Usually, I'd be sensitive to the air around me but now all I feel is numbness and I get angry a lot faster than I was before and I had to do a confession since it was a requirement and take the ostia since it was a graduation mass.
I had a meltdown, a couple of it, I'm scared and confused. I hope that the Gods below forgive me, I can't even feel my G.D like I had before, how do I apologize? Is it suppose to be monumental?
Please, I need answers, I just feel utterly guilty and I'm torn.

 

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Well, you're not feeling your GD or energy because you stopped meditating. Satan and the Gods forgive as long as you come back on track and keep advancing. You can talk to Satan directly and apologize to him, but you should start meditating again. That way you show him and other Gods you're serious. Many people here stopped meditating and came back, no need to beat yourself too much.