In need of assistance....

[tonyjfrancis1792]

Well where do I begin

My name is tony I'm 22 from the UK (this is going to be a long one) I was raised a Catholic you know.the deal forced to go to church every Sunday by a hypocritical mother that used the church for her own gain I hated it i hated the whole Cristianity thing. Then things happened I got kicked out as a child forced to live in a environment that I hated and this made me question every thing that was forced upon me a few years later I lost my nan my grandfather and my auntie in one swift swoop the only 3 family members I truly loved and cared about and I asked why would a great and powerful being (supposedly let that happen) I'm not apart of a any religion or belief as of date but over the past few months I've found my self reading into satanism more and more. I dont know why I just keep coming back is this meant to be my way of life??? But before I go in blind I would like to hear people's encounters and personal opinions about the faith where can I learn a new... As we all know we get told satan is truly evil but the more I read the more I see that any one who worships or believes in him are so accepting it's unreal!!! There's no disrespect no discrimination no socialistic veiws and expectations and I've found you certainly down look down upon others.... A massive thank you in advance any help to my dilemma would be truly appreciated. (sorry the post is so long).

 

[Yog Sothoth]

Read and study all of Joy of Satan   



  Well where do I begin

My name is tony I'm 22 from the UK (this is going to be a long one) I was raised a Catholic you know.the deal forced to go to church every Sunday by a hypocritical mother that used the church for her own gain I hated it i hated the whole Cristianity thing. Then things happened I got kicked out as a child forced to live in a environment that I hated and this made me question every thing that was forced upon me a few years later I lost my nan my grandfather and my auntie in one swift swoop the only 3 family members I truly loved and cared about and I asked why would a great and powerful being (supposedly let that happen) I'm not apart of a any religion or belief as of date but over the past few months I've found my self reading into satanism more and more. I dont know why I just keep coming back is this meant to be my way of life??? But before I go in blind I would like to hear people's encounters and personal opinions about the faith where can I learn a new... As we all know we get told satan is truly evil but the more I read the more I see that any one who worships or believes in him are so accepting it's unreal!!! There's no disrespect no discrimination no socialistic veiws and expectations and I've found you certainly down look down upon others.... A massive thank you in advance any help to my dilemma would be truly appreciated. (sorry the post is so long).

 

[FienyxW]

  Well where do I begin

My name is tony I'm 22 from the UK (this is going to be a long one) I was raised a Catholic you know.the deal forced to go to church every Sunday by a hypocritical mother that used the church for her own gain I hated it i hated the whole Cristianity thing. Then things happened I got kicked out as a child forced to live in a environment that I hated and this made me question every thing that was forced upon me a few years later I lost my nan my grandfather and my auntie in one swift swoop the only 3 family members I truly loved and cared about and I asked why would a great and powerful being (supposedly let that happen) I'm not apart of a any religion or belief as of date but over the past few months I've found my self reading into satanism more and more. I dont know why I just keep coming back is this meant to be my way of life??? But before I go in blind I would like to hear people's encounters and personal opinions about the faith where can I learn a new... As we all know we get told satan is truly evil but the more I read the more I see that any one who worships or believes in him are so accepting it's unreal!!! There's no disrespect no discrimination no socialistic veiws and expectations and I've found you certainly down look down upon others.... A massive thank you in advance any help to my dilemma would be truly appreciated. (sorry the post is so long).

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[descipleofthegods13]

Yeah, aren't all of those "doctors" typically full of shit?

 

[descipleofthegods13]

I was trying to give a little bit of leeway...

But, yeah, tell me about it.