Im turning into a different person!

[The Old Religion]

Within the past month I have been feeling strange, I mean very strange!
It started when I started meditating more frequent and faithfully.
My anger has rose through the roof top. I am full of hate and rage.
I treat my family different now and I sometimes I feel an urge to get violent, very violent, most of the time.

I stop and think to myself sometimes and ask, "Why am I so angry"?
And I really dont know why, but I try to fight the emotions and clear my thoughts. But it worthless most of the time.

When I say rage I mean rage. I punch and kick things. I break and destroy what ever is in my path. One time I even almost choked the hell out of my wife. Luckly I was able to get a grip on myself.

It seem like everything now a days, no matter how big or small, will send me into a rage of hate.
I still meditate and im still fighting this rage. I feel I have become dangerous and like something has a grip on me. I know that this is not myself, but I cant break the grip, it's very strong like its inside me.

 

[CaitlinM]

Have you read this?

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... g_Out.html

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "The Old Religion" <luciferianwitchcraft@... wrote:

Within the past month I have been feeling strange, I mean very strange!
It started when I started meditating more frequent and faithfully.
My anger has rose through the roof top. I am full of hate and rage.
I treat my family different now and I sometimes I feel an urge to get violent, very violent, most of the time.

I stop and think to myself sometimes and ask, "Why am I so angry"?
And I really dont know why, but I try to fight the emotions and clear my thoughts. But it worthless most of the time.

When I say rage I mean rage. I punch and kick things. I break and destroy what ever is in my path. One time I even almost choked the hell out of my wife. Luckly I was able to get a grip on myself.

It seem like everything now a days, no matter how big or small, will send me into a rage of hate.
I still meditate and im still fighting this rage. I feel I have become dangerous and like something has a grip on me. I know that this is not myself, but I cant break the grip, it's very strong like its inside me.

 

[Luciferian Witchcraft]

Thank you very much, that was helpful information! It sucks when you know there is nothing wrong with me, yet you I cant seem to succumb my emotions.

From: CaitlinM <silvercrab14@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Fri, July 2, 2010 4:56:13 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Im turning into a different person!

  Have you read this?

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... g_Out.html

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "The Old Religion" <luciferianwitchcraft@... wrote:

Within the past month I have been feeling strange, I mean very strange!
It started when I started meditating more frequent and faithfully.
My anger has rose through the roof top. I am full of hate and rage.
I treat my family different now and I sometimes I feel an urge to get violent, very violent, most of the time.

I stop and think to myself sometimes and ask, "Why am I so angry"?
And I really dont know why, but I try to fight the emotions and clear my thoughts. But it worthless most of the time.

When I say rage I mean rage. I punch and kick things. I break and destroy what ever is in my path. One time I even almost choked the hell out of my wife. Luckly I was able to get a grip on myself.

It seem like everything now a days, no matter how big or small, will send me into a rage of hate.
I still meditate and im still fighting this rage. I feel I have become dangerous and like something has a grip on me. I know that this is not myself, but I cant break the grip, it's very strong like its inside me.

 

[CaitlinM]

Don't worry, it'll get better. I should have mentioned this in my
last post, but HP Vovim wrote a good sermon on the front and back
extensions of the seven main Chakras (the front extensions rule
the emotions). By meditating on the front extensions you become
more in control of your feelings.

http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/true_trinit ... aghie.html


I know you've probably already seen this diagram but I'll link it anyway just to show where the front extensions are:

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... agram.html

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Luciferian Witchcraft <luciferianwitchcraft@... wrote:

Thank you very much, that was helpful information!
It sucks when you know there is nothing wrong with me, yet you I cant seem to succumb my emotions.




________________________________
From: CaitlinM <silvercrab14@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Fri, July 2, 2010 4:56:13 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Im turning into a different person!

 
Have you read this?

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... g_Out.html

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "The Old Religion" <luciferianwitchcraft@ wrote:

Within the past month I have been feeling strange, I mean very strange!
It started when I started meditating more frequent and faithfully.
My anger has rose through the roof top. I am full of hate and rage.
I treat my family different now and I sometimes I feel an urge to get violent, very violent, most of the time.

I stop and think to myself sometimes and ask, "Why am I so angry"?
And I really dont know why, but I try to fight the emotions and clear my thoughts. But it worthless most of the time.

When I say rage I mean rage. I punch and kick things. I break and destroy what ever is in my path. One time I even almost choked the hell out of my wife. Luckly I was able to get a grip on myself.

It seem like everything now a days, no matter how big or small, will send me into a rage of hate.
I still meditate and im still fighting this rage. I feel I have become dangerous and like something has a grip on me. I know that this is not myself, but I cant break the grip, it's very strong like its inside me.

 

[wynterwatcher]

I too have been feeling the anger issues as well. I thought it was just me. Thanks for the meditation info from HP Baghie. I was not aware of this meditation info either. I definately need to check out HP Baghie's site for more knowledge!

I do have a question cocerning the serpent meditations. It explains using the base chakras, etc. but I am confused. There are three "sets" of the chakras. One in the front, one in the middle, and one in the back going up the spine. When doing the meditations, is it the center or back chakras that these apply to?

Sounds like a silly question I know, but it is slightly confusing to me as to which set it applies to.

Thanks to any who explain it.

Hail Satan!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "CaitlinM" <silvercrab14@... wrote:

Don't worry, it'll get better. I should have mentioned this in my
last post, but HP Vovim wrote a good sermon on the front and back
extensions of the seven main Chakras (the front extensions rule
the emotions). By meditating on the front extensions you become
more in control of your feelings.

http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/true_trinit ... aghie.html


I know you've probably already seen this diagram but I'll link it anyway just to show where the front extensions are:

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... agram.html




--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Luciferian Witchcraft <luciferianwitchcraft@ wrote:

Thank you very much, that was helpful information!
It sucks when you know there is nothing wrong with me, yet you I cant seem to succumb my emotions.




________________________________
From: CaitlinM <silvercrab14@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Fri, July 2, 2010 4:56:13 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Im turning into a different person!

 
Have you read this?

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... g_Out.html

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "The Old Religion" <luciferianwitchcraft@ wrote:

Within the past month I have been feeling strange, I mean very strange!
It started when I started meditating more frequent and faithfully.
My anger has rose through the roof top. I am full of hate and rage.
I treat my family different now and I sometimes I feel an urge to get violent, very violent, most of the time.

I stop and think to myself sometimes and ask, "Why am I so angry"?
And I really dont know why, but I try to fight the emotions and clear my thoughts. But it worthless most of the time.

When I say rage I mean rage. I punch and kick things. I break and destroy what ever is in my path. One time I even almost choked the hell out of my wife. Luckly I was able to get a grip on myself.

It seem like everything now a days, no matter how big or small, will send me into a rage of hate.
I still meditate and im still fighting this rage. I feel I have become dangerous and like something has a grip on me. I know that this is not myself, but I cant break the grip, it's very strong like its inside me.

 

[CaitlinM]

I believe the serpent meditations were written with the middle set
of Chakras in mind, however they can be applied to the front and
back extensions as well.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "wynterwatcher" <wynterwatcher@... wrote:

I too have been feeling the anger issues as well. I thought it was just me. Thanks for the meditation info from HP Baghie. I was not aware of this meditation info either. I definately need to check out HP Baghie's site for more knowledge!

I do have a question cocerning the serpent meditations. It explains using the base chakras, etc. but I am confused. There are three "sets" of the chakras. One in the front, one in the middle, and one in the back going up the spine. When doing the meditations, is it the center or back chakras that these apply to?

Sounds like a silly question I know, but it is slightly confusing to me as to which set it applies to.

Thanks to any who explain it.

Hail Satan!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "CaitlinM" <silvercrab14@ wrote:

Don't worry, it'll get better. I should have mentioned this in my
last post, but HP Vovim wrote a good sermon on the front and back
extensions of the seven main Chakras (the front extensions rule
the emotions). By meditating on the front extensions you become
more in control of your feelings.

http://www.ageofsatan.co.cc/true_trinit ... aghie.html


I know you've probably already seen this diagram but I'll link it anyway just to show where the front extensions are:

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... agram.html




--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Luciferian Witchcraft <luciferianwitchcraft@ wrote:

Thank you very much, that was helpful information!
It sucks when you know there is nothing wrong with me, yet you I cant seem to succumb my emotions.




________________________________
From: CaitlinM <silvercrab14@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Fri, July 2, 2010 4:56:13 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Im turning into a different person!

 
Have you read this?

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... g_Out.html

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "The Old Religion" <luciferianwitchcraft@ wrote:

Within the past month I have been feeling strange, I mean very strange!
It started when I started meditating more frequent and faithfully.
My anger has rose through the roof top. I am full of hate and rage.
I treat my family different now and I sometimes I feel an urge to get violent, very violent, most of the time.

I stop and think to myself sometimes and ask, "Why am I so angry"?
And I really dont know why, but I try to fight the emotions and clear my thoughts. But it worthless most of the time.

When I say rage I mean rage. I punch and kick things. I break and destroy what ever is in my path. One time I even almost choked the hell out of my wife. Luckly I was able to get a grip on myself.

It seem like everything now a days, no matter how big or small, will send me into a rage of hate.
I still meditate and im still fighting this rage. I feel I have become dangerous and like something has a grip on me. I know that this is not myself, but I cant break the grip, it's very strong like its inside me.

 

[artifergolem1]

I feel like that too sometimes. Everything everyone does is terribly and irrevocably annoying, and I want to rage.
Keep it in perspective. Seeth and fume if you will, but don't hurt the people you love the most.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "The Old Religion" <luciferianwitchcraft@... wrote:

Within the past month I have been feeling strange, I mean very strange!
It started when I started meditating more frequent and faithfully.
My anger has rose through the roof top. I am full of hate and rage.
I treat my family different now and I sometimes I feel an urge to get violent, very violent, most of the time.

I stop and think to myself sometimes and ask, "Why am I so angry"?
And I really dont know why, but I try to fight the emotions and clear my thoughts. But it worthless most of the time.

When I say rage I mean rage. I punch and kick things. I break and destroy what ever is in my path. One time I even almost choked the hell out of my wife. Luckly I was able to get a grip on myself.

It seem like everything now a days, no matter how big or small, will send me into a rage of hate.
I still meditate and im still fighting this rage. I feel I have become dangerous and like something has a grip on me. I know that this is not myself, but I cant break the grip, it's very strong like its inside me.

 

[Yoyo]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "The Old Religion" <luciferianwitchcraft@... wrote:

Within the past month I have been feeling strange, I mean very strange!
It started when I started meditating more frequent and faithfully.
My anger has rose through the roof top. I am full of hate and rage.
I treat my family different now and I sometimes I feel an urge to get violent, very violent, most of the time.

I stop and think to myself sometimes and ask, "Why am I so angry"?
And I really dont know why, but I try to fight the emotions and clear my thoughts. But it worthless most of the time.

When I say rage I mean rage. I punch and kick things. I break and destroy what ever is in my path. One time I even almost choked the hell out of my wife. Luckly I was able to get a grip on myself.

It seem like everything now a days, no matter how big or small, will send me into a rage of hate.
I still meditate and im still fighting this rage. I feel I have become dangerous and like something has a grip on me. I know that this is not myself, but I cant break the grip, it's very strong like its inside me.

To all of you, Brothers and Sisters!

ANGRY? Use it for the betterance of yourself.

Go to a martial Arts class.Fuck their brains out.You won't only get ripped,but you will let your anger out.

More angry?Go to the Gym.You will get ripped,and build some solid muscle.

MORE AND MORE ANGRY?Go Run full speed,Do Weights,and Go to Martial arts.


Use your anger to create.And to destroy.

Anyone messing with your head?OKAY.Take all your anger energy into a ball!Then,Programm it and it will certainly fuck your victim up.


Its very good to go through this cleansing situation.We all do.


HAIL SATAN!
HAIL TO ANY DEMON AND SOUL UNDER SATAN'S WING AND COMMAND!

 

[Brea Konkler]

I too have been feeling similar I listen to rock and metal it really helps out. and Ive been driving like a madwoman and refuse to take shit from nebody in my path! I think you should embrace this rage and direct it towards the enemy with all of your might either mentally or physically =D Dont take that shit out on your girl though you know somewhere in that house theres a butcher knife jk. Hope you find your answers or your puspose. All love.
Hail Father Satan Hail Astaroth Hail Eligos and all other demons of hell and brother & sister followers

On Sun Jul 4th, 2010 2:03 AM EDT artifergolem wrote:


I feel like that too sometimes. Everything everyone does is terribly and irrevocably annoying, and I want to rage.
Keep it in perspective. Seeth and fume if you will, but don't hurt the people you love the most.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "The Old Religion" <luciferianwitchcraft@... wrote:

Within the past month I have been feeling strange, I mean very strange!
It started when I started meditating more frequent and faithfully.
My anger has rose through the roof top. I am full of hate and rage.
I treat my family different now and I sometimes I feel an urge to get violent, very violent, most of the time.

I stop and think to myself sometimes and ask, "Why am I so angry"?
And I really dont know why, but I try to fight the emotions and clear my thoughts. But it worthless most of the time.

When I say rage I mean rage. I punch and kick things. I break and destroy what ever is in my path. One time I even almost choked the hell out of my wife. Luckly I was able to get a grip on myself.

It seem like everything now a days, no matter how big or small, will send me into a rage of hate.
I still meditate and im still fighting this rage. I feel I have become dangerous and like something has a grip on me. I know that this is not myself, but I cant break the grip, it's very strong like its inside me.