Sternenhimmel
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- Nov 20, 2024
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Hello, fellow Spiritual Satanists. I think it is time to introduce myself for the Joy of SATANAS community. So I will give a short version of my story.
Since school I have been fascinated by history. I was interested in World War II, especially Adolf Hilter's era, where everything seems right and in their places. I have also studied history at the university for a couple of years, but decided to leave studies as these studies appeared as useless brainwashing without giving me any clear answers. So I decided to do my own research about several topics, because deep inside my heart I felt that something does not feel right.
The years have flown by and I finally found what I was searching for so long. But on the other hand, I was struggling with spirituality. I went through xianity, disbelief, new age bs. Lastly, when the situation turned to be very tough for me, I was after childbirth and facing postpartum anxiety, even depression. My husband found Joy of SATANAS and started practicing it. As I was not feeling very well, I was skeptical about JoS practices, but not the knowledge as I am a really curious knowledge seeker.
I wanted to leave this condition so bad, whatever the cost and whatever the means. I tried other practices such as xian prayers, reiki, self-establishment, breathing exercises, etc. It appears that just reiki helped me a little. Shortly thereafter my husband offered a ritual from JoS just to try. It was Satan’s Absolution Ritual (https://josrituals.org/ritual/demon/satan-absolution-ritual.html). I was really scared to start it, so the first time we did it together. Then, I got over myself and started practicing (I was not dedicated at that time). I started to feel a warm sensation in my palms as with doing reiki (I was not expecting that). Also, he created a working for me to do for 80 days using the information he found on this forum, other JoS sites, so my problem of anxiety/depression would be taken care of directly. Day by day anxiety/depression faded away, but I still was resistant about dedication (likely because of xianity spiritually syphilitic engineering).
Eventually, I came to the following point that I must dedicate and I did it. It has been several months and I am happy with my decision. So that is how my journey began. It took me about 12 years to find the truth with the huge help of my husband, who encourages and supports me. I hope I will continue it and will not surrender until we reach the Golden Age, Satya Yuga.
Since school I have been fascinated by history. I was interested in World War II, especially Adolf Hilter's era, where everything seems right and in their places. I have also studied history at the university for a couple of years, but decided to leave studies as these studies appeared as useless brainwashing without giving me any clear answers. So I decided to do my own research about several topics, because deep inside my heart I felt that something does not feel right.
The years have flown by and I finally found what I was searching for so long. But on the other hand, I was struggling with spirituality. I went through xianity, disbelief, new age bs. Lastly, when the situation turned to be very tough for me, I was after childbirth and facing postpartum anxiety, even depression. My husband found Joy of SATANAS and started practicing it. As I was not feeling very well, I was skeptical about JoS practices, but not the knowledge as I am a really curious knowledge seeker.
I wanted to leave this condition so bad, whatever the cost and whatever the means. I tried other practices such as xian prayers, reiki, self-establishment, breathing exercises, etc. It appears that just reiki helped me a little. Shortly thereafter my husband offered a ritual from JoS just to try. It was Satan’s Absolution Ritual (https://josrituals.org/ritual/demon/satan-absolution-ritual.html). I was really scared to start it, so the first time we did it together. Then, I got over myself and started practicing (I was not dedicated at that time). I started to feel a warm sensation in my palms as with doing reiki (I was not expecting that). Also, he created a working for me to do for 80 days using the information he found on this forum, other JoS sites, so my problem of anxiety/depression would be taken care of directly. Day by day anxiety/depression faded away, but I still was resistant about dedication (likely because of xianity spiritually syphilitic engineering).
Eventually, I came to the following point that I must dedicate and I did it. It has been several months and I am happy with my decision. So that is how my journey began. It took me about 12 years to find the truth with the huge help of my husband, who encourages and supports me. I hope I will continue it and will not surrender until we reach the Golden Age, Satya Yuga.
