I'll be gone.

[DezFranky]

Are you doing any of the new person workings such as the 40 day meditation guide that would help you?

From my initial glimpses into your post history, there are some serious concerns that need to be addressed. It seems that that whatever is being set forth and foremost in your mind is keeping you occupied negatively.

Void meditation (for focus), Aura cleansing (for cleaning dirt such as hangups, thoughtform, curses, binding, hatred, Ill will and negative energies),and Aura of protection to deflect any of the unwanted energies.

You have my sympathies for the situation, but self-empowerment is the way forward. Coming here to vent is okay and understandable, but you must progress forward as a Zevist.

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[AFODO]

Get well. Perhaps if you like handcrafting, do some of that if you have the option.

 

[Astrid]

Take care of yourself, you are worth protecting and loving

 

[Epiphany]

Good luck, be well.

 

[Flamma Bellum]

Read this article please: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/spiritual-satanism-on-suicide.19218/

 

[LiliumS]

My mother found out that I have been self-harming. She is sending me back to the psych ward. Goodbye for a while. I don't know how long i'll be gone. I wish you all well for when i'm gone.

I know this is easier said than done, but you have to try to invest all these bad energies and thoughts into some physical things, like running or weightlifting (I found this very useful). If you prefer something non-physical, try to materialize these emotions with art, like writing, painting, sculpting.

In difficult times doing something for you helps a lot. Especially try to feed your mind positively with endorphin release.

Good luck

 

[$ignificant$un]

My mother found out that I have been self-harming. She is sending me back to the psych ward. Goodbye for a while. I don't know how long i'll be gone. I wish you all well for when i'm gone.

Trust in the Gods and remember the meditations. Get well soon.

 

[Disciple of the Serpent]

My mother found out that I have been self-harming. She is sending me back to the psych ward. Goodbye for a while. I don't know how long i'll be gone. I wish you all well for when i'm gone.

Sometimes, hard planets positions can bring very hard moments in our lives, but these aren't forever.

Be strong, you are Zevist, you are destined to very beautiful things.

Focus on beautiful things that makes you happy.