I suck!!!

[GakunGak1]

Hail Satan brothers and sisters!

I just wanted to publicly say that I am sorry I was unable to make any progress for over a year and a half... I did the best I could and I tried really hard but nothing. I feel nothing, I don't see anything, I don't hear anything, I don't feel any change, I didn't open my chakras...

Now, I want to say special THANK YOU to Father Satan, my Guardian Shax, Asmodeus who also helped me and those who I don't know, who improved my life, given me a job, helped financially, given me inner peace and stability and maintained calm under stress, saved me life and granted good health. And many other things I might not be aware of!

But I gave them NOTHING in return and I am in such a shame!
I didn't do a thanksgiving ritual but a few times, didn't summon anyone or tried to talk to anyone using pendulum. And I've been lazy lately to meditate because I lost motivation after all this time because I feel I am doing it wrong. I tried to order instruction CD's but my country is now blocked globally so I can't send any money outside my country for the time being [Fuck you Montenegro by the way!]....

I wish there was someone for me who could teach me ;-(

I don't want to leave Satanism or anything I am just too stupid to do basic thing... If I had someone to guide me......

Anyway also a big thanks for this great family and great members, for HP Maxine putting out such treasure of knowledge and other HP's, also Don, that HP from Africa sorry I forgot your name, Shannon, and others. You are all very kind to me but I am sorry I didn't contribute anything or even help myself....
Thanks for all the support...

Hail Satan
Hail Guardian Shax
Hail Asmodeus
Hail All Gods of Hell

 

[derikgsthreesixs23]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@... wrote:

Hail Satan brothers and sisters!

I just wanted to publicly say that I am sorry I was unable to make any progress for over a year and a half... I did the best I could and I tried really hard but nothing. I feel nothing, I don't see anything, I don't hear anything, I don't feel any change, I didn't open my chakras...

Now, I want to say special THANK YOU to Father Satan, my Guardian Shax, Asmodeus who also helped me and those who I don't know, who improved my life, given me a job, helped financially, given me inner peace and stability and maintained calm under stress, saved me life and granted good health. And many other things I might not be aware of!

But I gave them NOTHING in return and I am in such a shame!
I didn't do a thanksgiving ritual but a few times, didn't summon anyone or tried to talk to anyone using pendulum. And I've been lazy lately to meditate because I lost motivation after all this time because I feel I am doing it wrong. I tried to order instruction CD's but my country is now blocked globally so I can't send any money outside my country for the time being [Fuck you Montenegro by the way!]....

I wish there was someone for me who could teach me ;-(

I don't want to leave Satanism or anything I am just too stupid to do basic thing... If I had someone to guide me......

Anyway also a big thanks for this great family and great members, for HP Maxine putting out such treasure of knowledge and other HP's, also Don, that HP from Africa sorry I forgot your name, Shannon, and others. You are all very kind to me but I am sorry I didn't contribute anything or even help myself....
Thanks for all the support...

Hail Satan
Hail Guardian Shax
Hail Asmodeus
Hail All Gods of Hell
Oh and I was wondering how do you know shax is your guardian demon?

 

[derikgsthreesixs23]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@... wrote:

Hail Satan brothers and sisters!

I just wanted to publicly say that I am sorry I was unable to make any progress for over a year and a half... I did the best I could and I tried really hard but nothing. I feel nothing, I don't see anything, I don't hear anything, I don't feel any change, I didn't open my chakras...

Now, I want to say special THANK YOU to Father Satan, my Guardian Shax, Asmodeus who also helped me and those who I don't know, who improved my life, given me a job, helped financially, given me inner peace and stability and maintained calm under stress, saved me life and granted good health. And many other things I might not be aware of!

But I gave them NOTHING in return and I am in such a shame!
I didn't do a thanksgiving ritual but a few times, didn't summon anyone or tried to talk to anyone using pendulum. And I've been lazy lately to meditate because I lost motivation after all this time because I feel I am doing it wrong. I tried to order instruction CD's but my country is now blocked globally so I can't send any money outside my country for the time being [Fuck you Montenegro by the way!]....

I wish there was someone for me who could teach me ;-(

I don't want to leave Satanism or anything I am just too stupid to do basic thing... If I had someone to guide me......

Anyway also a big thanks for this great family and great members, for HP Maxine putting out such treasure of knowledge and other HP's, also Don, that HP from Africa sorry I forgot your name, Shannon, and others. You are all very kind to me but I am sorry I didn't contribute anything or even help myself....
Thanks for all the support...

Hail Satan
Hail Guardian Shax
Hail Asmodeus
Hail All Gods of Hell
Don't say you can't do it! Because I'm sure you can just keep working on it. Try breathing exercises and try to feel your third eye and other chakras. Ask a demon for help. I know there's people here who have asked a demon to help open their chakras. I've been meditating for 6 months and I'm just starting to see small results like seeing colors and a small buzz here and there. And I'm also gonna ask for help from a demon for the first time tomorrow. Keep trying basic meditations, and don't get frustrated or else its not meditation nomore.

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

Why arent you being patient with yourself? Why are you giving up so easily? whats going on with you?
-----Original Message-----
Date: Friday, September 16, 2011 3:18:49 am
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] I suck!!!

Hail Satan brothers and sisters!

I just wanted to publicly say that I am sorry I was unable to make any progress for over a year and a half... I did the best I could and I tried really hard but nothing. I feel nothing, I don't see anything, I don't hear anything, I don't feel any change, I didn't open my chakras...

Now, I want to say special THANK YOU to Father Satan, my Guardian Shax, Asmodeus who also helped me and those who I don't know, who improved my life, given me a job, helped financially, given me inner peace and stability and maintained calm under stress, saved me life and granted good health. And many other things I might not be aware of!

But I gave them NOTHING in return and I am in such a shame!
I didn't do a thanksgiving ritual but a few times, didn't summon anyone or tried to talk to anyone using pendulum. And I've been lazy lately to meditate because I lost motivation after all this time because I feel I am doing it wrong. I tried to order instruction CD's but my country is now b

 

[Steve Thomson]

DO NOT GIVE UP PLEASE i love father dearly but there are times i am not able to meditate for days or do not have time father knows what is in your hart if you truely love father just keep prayinging at least ittakes more than just a few months to gett whare you want to be thank you for letting me say this hail satan

From: GakunGak <drgnjvnv@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thursday, September 15, 2011 5:30 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] I suck!!!

  Hail Satan brothers and sisters!

I just wanted to publicly say that I am sorry I was unable to make any progress for over a year and a half... I did the best I could and I tried really hard but nothing. I feel nothing, I don't see anything, I don't hear anything, I don't feel any change, I didn't open my chakras...

Now, I want to say special THANK YOU to Father Satan, my Guardian Shax, Asmodeus who also helped me and those who I don't know, who improved my life, given me a job, helped financially, given me inner peace and stability and maintained calm under stress, saved me life and granted good health. And many other things I might not be aware of!

But I gave them NOTHING in return and I am in such a shame!
I didn't do a thanksgiving ritual but a few times, didn't summon anyone or tried to talk to anyone using pendulum. And I've been lazy lately to meditate because I lost motivation after all this time because I feel I am doing it wrong. I tried to order instruction CD's but my country is now blocked globally so I can't send any money outside my country for the time being [Fuck you Montenegro by the way!]....

I wish there was someone for me who could teach me ;-(

I don't want to leave Satanism or anything I am just too stupid to do basic thing... If I had someone to guide me......

Anyway also a big thanks for this great family and great members, for HP Maxine putting out such treasure of knowledge and other HP's, also Don, that HP from Africa sorry I forgot your name, Shannon, and others. You are all very kind to me but I am sorry I didn't contribute anything or even help myself....
Thanks for all the support...

Hail Satan
Hail Guardian Shax
Hail Asmodeus
Hail All Gods of Hell

 

[GakunGak1]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "derikgsthreesixs23" <derikgsthreesixs23@... wrote:

Oh and I was wondering how do you know shax is your guardian demon?

I was being told by my very dear friend because I was being curious, and she asked someone to ask his Guardian and he told her it was Shax...
So whenever something good happens to me, I thank Father Satan and Shax...

 

[GakunGak1]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "derikgsthreesixs23" <derikgsthreesixs23@... wrote:

Don't say you can't do it! Because I'm sure you can just keep working on it. Try breathing exercises and try to feel your third eye and other chakras. Ask a demon for help. I know there's people here who have asked a demon to help open their chakras. I've been meditating for 6 months and I'm just starting to see small results like seeing colors and a small buzz here and there. And I'm also gonna ask for help from a demon for the first time tomorrow. Keep trying basic meditations, and don't get frustrated or else its not meditation nomore.

Okay I will do my best, thanks a lot!!!!

 

[GakunGak1]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Shannon Outlaw" <soutlaw92@... wrote:

Why arent you being patient with yourself? Why are you giving up so easily? whats going on with you?

---------------------------

It's just that Gods did so much for me and I didn't give/offer anything in return and also did not progress spiritually at all! over a year and a half...

 

[GakunGak1]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Steve Thomson <shipper6666@... wrote:

DO NOT GIVE UP PLEASE i love father dearly but there are times i am not able to meditate for days or do not have time father knows what is in your hart if you truely love father just keep prayinging at least ittakes more than just a few months to gett whare you want to be thank you for letting me say this hail satan

Okay, I will try to do it again
I feel better already, thanks for giving me support!!!
I will do the best I can, again
But, how do I pray?
I talk to him every day when I go to work and thank him for all the good he did to me, also I know about thanksgiving ritual, did that a few times.
So what is the proper way to pray? I do not want to be a burden to Gods because I know they are extremely busy and I try to fix my own problems on my own when I can and ask them only in emergency. I just don't want to offend them in some way so I ask for guidance...

 

[Catlovers Foreva]

Really?No progress at all?Or it goes unnoticed?How about ur mindset?No even one brainwashing changed?If u hate urself,stop drowning in self pity n critism,use this to drive u forward,not stagnate,all the motivation u really need is from urself,be independent.

On Fri, 16 Sep 2011 04:54 PDT GakunGak wrote:



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Shannon Outlaw" <soutlaw92@... wrote:

Why arent you being patient with yourself? Why are you giving up so easily? whats going on with you?
---------------------------

It's just that Gods did so much for me and I didn't give/offer anything in return and also did not progress spiritually at all! over a year and a half...

 

[High Priest Mac Friday]

This post does not make any sense. You claim to have two powerful Guardians, yet you then go on to say that you have no help and need someone to teach you. This post is kind of confusing, as our GD is the one who guides us. We do not rely on our Gd, but they teach us things that no one else can. The basic information about Satanism and meditations are clearly stated on the website. Consult with your Guardian, ask questions in the e-groups, there are people who can and will help. You have to want it and be willing to put in the effort. 
Knowledge does not come over night. We really have to push ourselves. Meditating everyday is vital. It also took me about a year before I really got going and got serious about what I was doing. That is the key, you really have to want it and go through the stages of hardship to get it. Do not feel bad about this, the main thing you need to do is forget about the past and move forward. Think about how your going to get back on track and get to where you want to be. If motivated enough, you could have your chakras open within a month or two. It is possible, but it takes work and dedication.
Here is another tip I will give you. When  I started out I was anxious to advance. So I would do a series of meditations one after the other. You see the problem was that it took a few months to realize that I was doing it all wrong. Not only was I doing it all wrong, but I also did not understand what I was doing. So I did the only thing that made sense. I slowed myself down to a crawl. You crawl before you walk, you walk before you run. So I just started working one chakra at a time, my 3rd eye of course was first. This gave me the ability and time to solely concentrate on what I was doing. The here and the now and I hammered at it. Slowly working my way through the other chakras as the time went on.
You will always need to clean your chakras. Even when you think you do not need to. Dirty chakras can hinder everything and eventually start to cause trouble. Next to that, banishing your area is very important. I'd recommend doing this before working with energy or rituals. When your doing meditations, everything in your head need to cease, the only thing that you should be thinking about is the chakra your working on. Seriously, it's hard but it will take you to the next level. So most definitely practice void meditation. With this you have a very hard time doing anything spiritual.

 Cordially,

PRAISE THE Mighty 4 Crowns of Duat!

Knowledge cant be rushed, it is power so you must accept and embrace it.
-High Priest Mac Friday

High Priest Mac Friday
Joy Of Satan Ministries

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/HOME.html
From: GakunGak <drgnjvnv@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thursday, September 15, 2011 3:30 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] I suck!!!

  Hail Satan brothers and sisters!

I just wanted to publicly say that I am sorry I was unable to make any progress for over a year and a half... I did the best I could and I tried really hard but nothing. I feel nothing, I don't see anything, I don't hear anything, I don't feel any change, I didn't open my chakras...

Now, I want to say special THANK YOU to Father Satan, my Guardian Shax, Asmodeus who also helped me and those who I don't know, who improved my life, given me a job, helped financially, given me inner peace and stability and maintained calm under stress, saved me life and granted good health. And many other things I might not be aware of!

But I gave them NOTHING in return and I am in such a shame!
I didn't do a thanksgiving ritual but a few times, didn't summon anyone or tried to talk to anyone using pendulum. And I've been lazy lately to meditate because I lost motivation after all this time because I feel I am doing it wrong. I tried to order instruction CD's but my country is now blocked globally so I can't send any money outside my country for the time being [Fuck you Montenegro by the way!]....

I wish there was someone for me who could teach me ;-(

I don't want to leave Satanism or anything I am just too stupid to do basic thing... If I had someone to guide me......

Anyway also a big thanks for this great family and great members, for HP Maxine putting out such treasure of knowledge and other HP's, also Don, that HP from Africa sorry I forgot your name, Shannon, and others. You are all very kind to me but I am sorry I didn't contribute anything or even help myself....
Thanks for all the support...

Hail Satan
Hail Guardian Shax
Hail Asmodeus
Hail All Gods of Hell

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

you pray to the gods by telepathic communication and directing your thoughts to them. I use to feel the same way on how you did. I felt that they were to busy to listen to me. Be patient withyour self everyone goes at there own pace but you are definetly making prgress with yourself. you seem sincere and thats very importantto father and your demon guide so show respect by lighting a candle and meditating on shax or father and send then your love gratitude in a ball of green blue or white gold light. Dont feel bad about yourself. Continue. HS!
-----Original Message-----
Date: Friday, September 16, 2011 8:07:56 am
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I suck!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Steve Thomson <shipper6666@... wrote:

DO NOT GIVE UP PLEASE i love father dearly but there are times i am not able to meditate for days or do not have time father knows what is in your hart if you truely love father just keep prayinging at least ittakes more than just a few months to gett whare you want to be thank you for letting me say this hail satan



Okay, I will try to do it again
I feel better already, thanks for giving me support!!!
I will do the best I can, again
But, how do I pray?
I talk to him every day when I go to work and thank him for all the good he did to me, also I know about thanksgiving ritual, did that a few times.
So what is the proper way to pray? I do not want to be a burden to Gods because I know they are extremely busy and I try to fix my own problems on my own when I can and ask them only in emergency. I just don't want to offend them in some way so I ask for guidance...

 

[Allyson Ford]

<td val[/IMG]There must be an underline problem? If you know what you need to do, there is no excuse not to do it. Satan and the demons have never given up on us, dont give up on them!

--- On Fri, 9/16/11, Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@... wrote:

From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
Subject: RE: [JoyofSatan666] I suck!!!
To: [email protected]
Date: Friday, September 16, 2011, 2:17 AM

  Why arent you being patient with yourself? Why are you giving up so easily? whats going on with you?
-----Original Message-----
Date: Friday, September 16, 2011 3:18:49 am
To: [[email protected]][email protected][/email]
From: "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] I suck!!!

Hail Satan brothers and sisters!

I just wanted to publicly say that I am sorry I was unable to make any progress for over a year and a half... I did the best I could and I tried really hard but nothing. I feel nothing, I don't see anything, I don't hear anything, I don't feel any change, I didn't open my chakras...

Now, I want to say special THANK YOU to Father Satan, my Guardian Shax, Asmodeus who also helped me and those who I don't know, who improved my life, given me a job, helped financially, given me inner peace and stability and maintained calm under stress, saved me life and granted good health. And many other things I might not be aware of!

But I gave them NOTHING in return and I am in such a shame!
I didn't do a thanksgiving ritual but a few times, didn't summon anyone or tried to talk to anyone using pendulum. And I've been lazy lately to meditate because I lost motivation after all this time because I feel I am doing it wrong. I tried to order instruction CD's but my country is now b

[/TD]

 

[GakunGak1]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allyson Ford <dectotaku34@... wrote:

There must be an underline problem? If you know what you need to do, there is no excuse not to do it. Satan and the demons have never given up on us, dont give up on them!

The problem is I just don't know how to do it....
I know it's all written and instructions and all that, it's just that I feel I am not doing it right....

 

[GakunGak1]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], High Priest Mac Friday <macfriday@... wrote:

This post does not make any sense. You claim to have two powerful Guardians, yet you then go on to say that you have no help and need someone to teach you. This post is kind of confusing, as our GD is the one who guides us. We do not rely on our Gd, but they teach us things that no one else can. The basic information about Satanism and meditations are clearly stated on the website. Consult with your Guardian, ask questions in the e-groups, there are people who can and will help. You have to want it and be willing to put in the effort. 

Knowledge does not come over night. We really have to push ourselves. Meditating everyday is vital. It also took me about a year before I really got going and got serious about what I was doing. That is the key, you really have to want it and go through the stages of hardship to get it. Do not feel bad about this, the main thing you need to do is forget about the past and move forward. Think about how your going to get back on track and get to where you want to be. If motivated enough, you could have your chakras open within a month or two. It is possible, but it takes work and dedication.

Here is another tip I will give you. When  I started out I was anxious to advance. So I would do a series of meditations one after the other. You see the problem was that it took a few months to realize that I was doing it all wrong. Not only was I doing it all wrong, but I also did not understand what I was doing. So I did the only thing that made sense. I slowed myself down to a crawl. You crawl before you walk, you walk before you run. So I just started working one chakra at a time, my 3rd eye of course was first. This gave me the ability and time to solely concentrate on what I was doing. The here and the now and I hammered at it. Slowly working my way through the other chakras as the time went on.

You will always need to clean your chakras. Even when you think you do not need to. Dirty chakras can hinder everything and eventually start to cause trouble. Next to that, banishing your area is very important. I'd recommend doing this before working with energy or rituals. When your doing meditations, everything in your head need to cease, the only thing that you should be thinking about is the chakra your working on. Seriously, it's hard but it will take you to the next level. So most definitely practice void meditation. With this you have a very hard time doing anything spiritual.

I do not have 2 guardians, just one, my friends friend told me it was Shax. And Asmodeus is a guardian of my friend, and Asmodeus helped me in family issue I was having because I asked my friend to pray for me... Also I can't consult him because I am not open at all. I'm the one doing the talking, I never heard/felt anything back...
Question: I know there is a pain in the head when doing third eye, but at the end of the 3-4 days do I see anything? Do I close my eyes and look up in the third eye? What do I expect, how does it feel/look?
I will take your advices!!!

 

[GakunGak1]

I guess most, if not all ex-xian brainwashing is erased...
Thanks for that, I will drive myself forward, I promise!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Catlovers Foreva <catloversforeva@... wrote:

Really?No progress at all?Or it goes unnoticed?How about ur mindset?No even one brainwashing changed?If u hate urself,stop drowning in self pity n critism,use this to drive u forward,not stagnate,all the motivation u really need is from urself,be independent.

On Fri, 16 Sep 2011 04:54 PDT GakunGak wrote:



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Shannon Outlaw" <soutlaw92@ wrote:

Why arent you being patient with yourself? Why are you giving up so easily? whats going on with you?
---------------------------

It's just that Gods did so much for me and I didn't give/offer anything in return and also did not progress spiritually at all! over a year and a half...

 

[diznit26]

Actually, stop "feeling", just do it and expect nothing and relax and let go. That's how you meditate. Just do it for fun as if you don't expect anything from it!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@... wrote:



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allyson Ford <dectotaku34@ wrote:

There must be an underline problem? If you know what you need to do, there is no excuse not to do it. Satan and the demons have never given up on us, dont give up on them!

The problem is I just don't know how to do it....
I know it's all written and instructions and all that, it's just that I feel I am not doing it right....

 

[[email protected]]

Relax your mind and body, go into a trance and focus on his Sigil. Direct your question to him after you feel the energy from meditating on his sigil. I went through the same thing for basically 3 years. I just got to where I am understanding more due to my laziness lol. Don't stress it your guardian will help you meditate on it even if your not aware of it. Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Shannon Outlaw" <soutlaw92@... wrote:

you pray to the gods by telepathic communication and directing your thoughts to them. I use to feel the same way on how you did. I felt that they were to busy to listen to me. Be patient withyour self everyone goes at there own pace but you are definetly making prgress with yourself. you seem sincere and thats very importantto father and your demon guide so show respect by lighting a candle and meditating on shax or father and send then your love gratitude in a ball of green blue or white gold light. Dont feel bad about yourself. Continue. HS!
-----Original Message-----
Date: Friday, September 16, 2011 8:07:56 am
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I suck!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Steve Thomson <shipper6666@ wrote:

DO NOT GIVE UP PLEASE i love father dearly but there are times i am not able to meditate for days or do not have time father knows what is in your hart if you truely love father just keep prayinging at least ittakes more than just a few months to gett whare you want to be thank you for letting me say this hail satan



Okay, I will try to do it again
I feel better already, thanks for giving me support!!!
I will do the best I can, again
But, how do I pray?
I talk to him every day when I go to work and thank him for all the good he did to me, also I know about thanksgiving ritual, did that a few times.
So what is the proper way to pray? I do not want to be a burden to Gods because I know they are extremely busy and I try to fix my own problems on my own when I can and ask them only in emergency. I just don't want to offend them in some way so I ask for guidance...

 

[HPS Lydia]

Very true! That's how I started with the MerKaBa and Single/Twin Serpent meds, I thought they might be a bit advanced for my level at the time so I just took it easy and had fun, no expectations.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "diznit26" <diznit26@... wrote:

Actually, stop "feeling", just do it and expect nothing and relax and let go. That's how you meditate. Just do it for fun as if you don't expect anything from it!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@ wrote:



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allyson Ford <dectotaku34@ wrote:

There must be an underline problem? If you know what you need to do, there is no excuse not to do it. Satan and the demons have never given up on us, dont give up on them!

The problem is I just don't know how to do it....
I know it's all written and instructions and all that, it's just that I feel I am not doing it right....

 

[David1]

when you open your chakras. at least, one at a time.

it takes awhile for the energy to start going and flowing. you have to master and understand a great concept in satanic meditation,

PATIENCE!

no, you probably wont feel or see anything. this period could be as long as a month.

but it all depends on the person.

now, the reason to why you feel that your in no communication with your gods. because you havent tried to meditate. and if you did,

you tell yourself that the meditation didnt work.

your really stopping yourself from progressing man..... cut the shit already. and work to improve yourself.

im not gonna tell you what to expect, for it might be different for you than others. but just be open.

you gotta keep going man,

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@... wrote:



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], High Priest Mac Friday <macfriday@ wrote:

This post does not make any sense. You claim to have two powerful Guardians, yet you then go on to say that you have no help and need someone to teach you. This post is kind of confusing, as our GD is the one who guides us. We do not rely on our Gd, but they teach us things that no one else can. The basic information about Satanism and meditations are clearly stated on the website. Consult with your Guardian, ask questions in the e-groups, there are people who can and will help. You have to want it and be willing to put in the effort. 

Knowledge does not come over night. We really have to push ourselves. Meditating everyday is vital. It also took me about a year before I really got going and got serious about what I was doing. That is the key, you really have to want it and go through the stages of hardship to get it. Do not feel bad about this, the main thing you need to do is forget about the past and move forward. Think about how your going to get back on track and get to where you want to be. If motivated enough, you could have your chakras open within a month or two. It is possible, but it takes work and dedication.

Here is another tip I will give you. When  I started out I was anxious to advance. So I would do a series of meditations one after the other. You see the problem was that it took a few months to realize that I was doing it all wrong. Not only was I doing it all wrong, but I also did not understand what I was doing. So I did the only thing that made sense. I slowed myself down to a crawl. You crawl before you walk, you walk before you run. So I just started working one chakra at a time, my 3rd eye of course was first. This gave me the ability and time to solely concentrate on what I was doing. The here and the now and I hammered at it. Slowly working my way through the other chakras as the time went on.

You will always need to clean your chakras. Even when you think you do not need to. Dirty chakras can hinder everything and eventually start to cause trouble. Next to that, banishing your area is very important. I'd recommend doing this before working with energy or rituals. When your doing meditations, everything in your head need to cease, the only thing that you should be thinking about is the chakra your working on. Seriously, it's hard but it will take you to the next level. So most definitely practice void meditation. With this you have a very hard time doing anything spiritual.


I do not have 2 guardians, just one, my friends friend told me it was Shax. And Asmodeus is a guardian of my friend, and Asmodeus helped me in family issue I was having because I asked my friend to pray for me... Also I can't consult him because I am not open at all. I'm the one doing the talking, I never heard/felt anything back...
Question: I know there is a pain in the head when doing third eye, but at the end of the 3-4 days do I see anything? Do I close my eyes and look up in the third eye? What do I expect, how does it feel/look?
I will take your advices!!!

 

[Allyson Ford]

<td val[/IMG]maybe i have forgotten the orginial post but what do you think you are not doing right? The energy around you maybe affecting you, maybe an enemy presecnce trying to "win" you back. Dont expect results right away, that distracts the mind.

--- On Fri, 9/16/11, GakunGak <drgnjvnv@... wrote:

From: GakunGak <drgnjvnv@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I suck!!!
To: [email protected]
Date: Friday, September 16, 2011, 10:17 AM

 

--- In [[email protected]][email protected][/email], Allyson Ford <dectotaku34@... wrote:

There must be an underline problem? If you know what you need to do, there is no excuse not to do it. Satan and the demons have never given up on us, dont give up on them!

The problem is I just don't know how to do it....
I know it's all written and instructions and all that, it's just that I feel I am not doing it right....

[/TD]

 

[GakunGak1]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Shannon Outlaw" <soutlaw92@... wrote:

you pray to the gods by telepathic communication and directing your thoughts to them. I use to feel the same way on how you did. I felt that they were to busy to listen to me. Be patient withyour self everyone goes at there own pace but you are definetly making prgress with yourself. you seem sincere and thats very importantto father and your demon guide so show respect by lighting a candle and meditating on shax or father and send then your love gratitude in a ball of green blue or white gold light. Dont feel bad about yourself. Continue. HS!

Hey thanks for the kind words!!!!!
Those are really of good help, i will try to do it
I know I looked depressed with my post, it's just I was so sad and angry at myself, felt like I was worthless!
I am feeling A LOT better, thanks Shannon

 

[GakunGak1]

I see, that wasn't in the instructions!
Thanks for the tip!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "diznit26" <diznit26@... wrote:

Actually, stop "feeling", just do it and expect nothing and relax and let go. That's how you meditate. Just do it for fun as if you don't expect anything from it!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@ wrote:



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allyson Ford <dectotaku34@ wrote:

There must be an underline problem? If you know what you need to do, there is no excuse not to do it. Satan and the demons have never given up on us, dont give up on them!

The problem is I just don't know how to do it....
I know it's all written and instructions and all that, it's just that I feel I am not doing it right....

 

[GakunGak1]

Those are not for the complete beginner, am I right?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:

Very true! That's how I started with the MerKaBa and Single/Twin Serpent meds, I thought they might be a bit advanced for my level at the time so I just took it easy and had fun, no expectations.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "diznit26" <diznit26@ wrote:

Actually, stop "feeling", just do it and expect nothing and relax and let go. That's how you meditate. Just do it for fun as if you don't expect anything from it!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@ wrote:



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allyson Ford <dectotaku34@ wrote:

There must be an underline problem? If you know what you need to do, there is no excuse not to do it. Satan and the demons have never given up on us, dont give up on them!

The problem is I just don't know how to do it....
I know it's all written and instructions and all that, it's just that I feel I am not doing it right....

 

[GakunGak1]

Thanks for the tip, I will do my best to do that

Question: can I meditate lying down because I find it difficult to sit on my ass for a long time?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "godrickzepher@..." <godrickzepher@... wrote:

Relax your mind and body, go into a trance and focus on his Sigil. Direct your question to him after you feel the energy from meditating on his sigil. I went through the same thing for basically 3 years. I just got to where I am understanding more due to my laziness lol. Don't stress it your guardian will help you meditate on it even if your not aware of it. Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Shannon Outlaw" <soutlaw92@ wrote:

you pray to the gods by telepathic communication and directing your thoughts to them. I use to feel the same way on how you did. I felt that they were to busy to listen to me. Be patient withyour self everyone goes at there own pace but you are definetly making prgress with yourself. you seem sincere and thats very importantto father and your demon guide so show respect by lighting a candle and meditating on shax or father and send then your love gratitude in a ball of green blue or white gold light. Dont feel bad about yourself. Continue. HS!
-----Original Message-----
Date: Friday, September 16, 2011 8:07:56 am
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I suck!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Steve Thomson <shipper6666@ wrote:

DO NOT GIVE UP PLEASE i love father dearly but there are times i am not able to meditate for days or do not have time father knows what is in your hart if you truely love father just keep prayinging at least ittakes more than just a few months to gett whare you want to be thank you for letting me say this hail satan



Okay, I will try to do it again
I feel better already, thanks for giving me support!!!
I will do the best I can, again
But, how do I pray?
I talk to him every day when I go to work and thank him for all the good he did to me, also I know about thanksgiving ritual, did that a few times.
So what is the proper way to pray? I do not want to be a burden to Gods because I know they are extremely busy and I try to fix my own problems on my own when I can and ask them only in emergency. I just don't want to offend them in some way so I ask for guidance...

 

[[email protected]]

Sure you can, just make sure you stretch out real good first like hip stretches by putting feet together bringing them in to hips and pushing down on your knees then other stretched as well. Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@... wrote:

Thanks for the tip, I will do my best to do that

Question: can I meditate lying down because I find it difficult to sit on my ass for a long time?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "godrickzepher@" <godrickzepher@ wrote:

Relax your mind and body, go into a trance and focus on his Sigil. Direct your question to him after you feel the energy from meditating on his sigil. I went through the same thing for basically 3 years. I just got to where I am understanding more due to my laziness lol. Don't stress it your guardian will help you meditate on it even if your not aware of it. Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Shannon Outlaw" <soutlaw92@ wrote:

you pray to the gods by telepathic communication and directing your thoughts to them. I use to feel the same way on how you did. I felt that they were to busy to listen to me. Be patient withyour self everyone goes at there own pace but you are definetly making prgress with yourself. you seem sincere and thats very importantto father and your demon guide so show respect by lighting a candle and meditating on shax or father and send then your love gratitude in a ball of green blue or white gold light. Dont feel bad about yourself. Continue. HS!
-----Original Message-----
Date: Friday, September 16, 2011 8:07:56 am
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I suck!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Steve Thomson <shipper6666@ wrote:

DO NOT GIVE UP PLEASE i love father dearly but there are times i am not able to meditate for days or do not have time father knows what is in your hart if you truely love father just keep prayinging at least ittakes more than just a few months to gett whare you want to be thank you for letting me say this hail satan



Okay, I will try to do it again
I feel better already, thanks for giving me support!!!
I will do the best I can, again
But, how do I pray?
I talk to him every day when I go to work and thank him for all the good he did to me, also I know about thanksgiving ritual, did that a few times.
So what is the proper way to pray? I do not want to be a burden to Gods because I know they are extremely busy and I try to fix my own problems on my own when I can and ask them only in emergency. I just don't want to offend them in some way so I ask for guidance...

 

[GakunGak1]

I think I am doing all meditations wrong...
Also, who knows, I am surrounded by my family who are all xians, maybe they are "praying" for me....

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allyson Ford <dectotaku34@... wrote:

maybe i have forgotten the orginial post but what do you think you are not doing right?
The energy around you maybe affecting you, maybe an enemy presecnce trying to "win" you back. Dont expect results right away, that distracts the mind.

--- On Fri, 9/16/11, GakunGak <drgnjvnv@... wrote:


From: GakunGak <drgnjvnv@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I suck!!!
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Friday, September 16, 2011, 10:17 AM


 





--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allyson Ford <dectotaku34@ wrote:

There must be an underline problem? If you know what you need to do, there is no excuse not to do it. Satan and the demons have never given up on us, dont give up on them!

The problem is I just don't know how to do it....
I know it's all written and instructions and all that, it's just that I feel I am not doing it right....

 

[GakunGak1]

How do I know I am doing it right, I mean the meditations?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "David" <garimevil@... wrote:

when you open your chakras. at least, one at a time.

it takes awhile for the energy to start going and flowing. you have to master and understand a great concept in satanic meditation,

PATIENCE!

no, you probably wont feel or see anything. this period could be as long as a month.

but it all depends on the person.

now, the reason to why you feel that your in no communication with your gods. because you havent tried to meditate. and if you did,

you tell yourself that the meditation didnt work.

your really stopping yourself from progressing man..... cut the shit already. and work to improve yourself.

im not gonna tell you what to expect, for it might be different for you than others. but just be open.

you gotta keep going man,



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@ wrote:



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], High Priest Mac Friday <macfriday@ wrote:

This post does not make any sense. You claim to have two powerful Guardians, yet you then go on to say that you have no help and need someone to teach you. This post is kind of confusing, as our GD is the one who guides us. We do not rely on our Gd, but they teach us things that no one else can. The basic information about Satanism and meditations are clearly stated on the website. Consult with your Guardian, ask questions in the e-groups, there are people who can and will help. You have to want it and be willing to put in the effort. 

Knowledge does not come over night. We really have to push ourselves. Meditating everyday is vital. It also took me about a year before I really got going and got serious about what I was doing. That is the key, you really have to want it and go through the stages of hardship to get it. Do not feel bad about this, the main thing you need to do is forget about the past and move forward. Think about how your going to get back on track and get to where you want to be. If motivated enough, you could have your chakras open within a month or two. It is possible, but it takes work and dedication.

Here is another tip I will give you. When  I started out I was anxious to advance. So I would do a series of meditations one after the other. You see the problem was that it took a few months to realize that I was doing it all wrong. Not only was I doing it all wrong, but I also did not understand what I was doing. So I did the only thing that made sense. I slowed myself down to a crawl. You crawl before you walk, you walk before you run. So I just started working one chakra at a time, my 3rd eye of course was first. This gave me the ability and time to solely concentrate on what I was doing. The here and the now and I hammered at it. Slowly working my way through the other chakras as the time went on.

You will always need to clean your chakras. Even when you think you do not need to. Dirty chakras can hinder everything and eventually start to cause trouble. Next to that, banishing your area is very important. I'd recommend doing this before working with energy or rituals. When your doing meditations, everything in your head need to cease, the only thing that you should be thinking about is the chakra your working on. Seriously, it's hard but it will take you to the next level. So most definitely practice void meditation. With this you have a very hard time doing anything spiritual.


I do not have 2 guardians, just one, my friends friend told me it was Shax. And Asmodeus is a guardian of my friend, and Asmodeus helped me in family issue I was having because I asked my friend to pray for me... Also I can't consult him because I am not open at all. I'm the one doing the talking, I never heard/felt anything back...
Question: I know there is a pain in the head when doing third eye, but at the end of the 3-4 days do I see anything? Do I close my eyes and look up in the third eye? What do I expect, how does it feel/look?
I will take your advices!!!

 

[diznit26]

If you do them, you're doing them right. There's no really right and wrong way to do. It only matters if you do them or not.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@... wrote:

How do I know I am doing it right, I mean the meditations?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "David" <garimevil@ wrote:

when you open your chakras. at least, one at a time.

it takes awhile for the energy to start going and flowing. you have to master and understand a great concept in satanic meditation,

PATIENCE!

no, you probably wont feel or see anything. this period could be as long as a month.

but it all depends on the person.

now, the reason to why you feel that your in no communication with your gods. because you havent tried to meditate. and if you did,

you tell yourself that the meditation didnt work.

your really stopping yourself from progressing man..... cut the shit already. and work to improve yourself.

im not gonna tell you what to expect, for it might be different for you than others. but just be open.

you gotta keep going man,



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@ wrote:



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], High Priest Mac Friday <macfriday@ wrote:

This post does not make any sense. You claim to have two powerful Guardians, yet you then go on to say that you have no help and need someone to teach you. This post is kind of confusing, as our GD is the one who guides us. We do not rely on our Gd, but they teach us things that no one else can. The basic information about Satanism and meditations are clearly stated on the website. Consult with your Guardian, ask questions in the e-groups, there are people who can and will help. You have to want it and be willing to put in the effort. 

Knowledge does not come over night. We really have to push ourselves. Meditating everyday is vital. It also took me about a year before I really got going and got serious about what I was doing. That is the key, you really have to want it and go through the stages of hardship to get it. Do not feel bad about this, the main thing you need to do is forget about the past and move forward. Think about how your going to get back on track and get to where you want to be. If motivated enough, you could have your chakras open within a month or two. It is possible, but it takes work and dedication.

Here is another tip I will give you. When  I started out I was anxious to advance. So I would do a series of meditations one after the other. You see the problem was that it took a few months to realize that I was doing it all wrong. Not only was I doing it all wrong, but I also did not understand what I was doing. So I did the only thing that made sense. I slowed myself down to a crawl. You crawl before you walk, you walk before you run. So I just started working one chakra at a time, my 3rd eye of course was first. This gave me the ability and time to solely concentrate on what I was doing. The here and the now and I hammered at it. Slowly working my way through the other chakras as the time went on.

You will always need to clean your chakras. Even when you think you do not need to. Dirty chakras can hinder everything and eventually start to cause trouble. Next to that, banishing your area is very important. I'd recommend doing this before working with energy or rituals. When your doing meditations, everything in your head need to cease, the only thing that you should be thinking about is the chakra your working on. Seriously, it's hard but it will take you to the next level. So most definitely practice void meditation. With this you have a very hard time doing anything spiritual.


I do not have 2 guardians, just one, my friends friend told me it was Shax. And Asmodeus is a guardian of my friend, and Asmodeus helped me in family issue I was having because I asked my friend to pray for me... Also I can't consult him because I am not open at all. I'm the one doing the talking, I never heard/felt anything back...
Question: I know there is a pain in the head when doing third eye, but at the end of the 3-4 days do I see anything? Do I close my eyes and look up in the third eye? What do I expect, how does it feel/look?
I will take your advices!!!

 

[diznit26]

I know it wasn't in the instructions, it is just a tip from my own experiences I found because I had the same problem as you.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@... wrote:

I see, that wasn't in the instructions!
Thanks for the tip!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "diznit26" <diznit26@ wrote:

Actually, stop "feeling", just do it and expect nothing and relax and let go. That's how you meditate. Just do it for fun as if you don't expect anything from it!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@ wrote:



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allyson Ford <dectotaku34@ wrote:

There must be an underline problem? If you know what you need to do, there is no excuse not to do it. Satan and the demons have never given up on us, dont give up on them!

The problem is I just don't know how to do it....
I know it's all written and instructions and all that, it's just that I feel I am not doing it right....

 

[GakunGak1]

Hey thanks Sharing is caring ;-)

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "diznit26" <diznit26@... wrote:

I know it wasn't in the instructions, it is just a tip from my own experiences I found because I had the same problem as you.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@ wrote:

I see, that wasn't in the instructions!
Thanks for the tip!!!

 

[GakunGak1]

I see.... Well then I will make a basic meditation program and I hope one day I make some progress Many thanks

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "diznit26" <diznit26@... wrote:

If you do them, you're doing them right. There's no really right and wrong way to do. It only matters if you do them or not.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@ wrote:

How do I know I am doing it right, I mean the meditations?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "David" <garimevil@ wrote:

 

[GakunGak1]

Allrighty then, that is very good news for me!
Thanks for your time to answer me, it means a lot to me, my respect you have

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "godrickzepher@..." <godrickzepher@... wrote:


Sure you can, just make sure you stretch out real good first like hip stretches by putting feet together bringing them in to hips and pushing down on your knees then other stretched as well. Hail Satan!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@ wrote:

Thanks for the tip, I will do my best to do that

Question: can I meditate lying down because I find it difficult to sit on my ass for a long time?

 

[HPS Lydia]

No, I was just commenting on what Diznit wrote, and agreeing... sorry for any confusion.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@... wrote:

Those are not for the complete beginner, am I right?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lydia_666@" <lydia_666@ wrote:

Very true! That's how I started with the MerKaBa and Single/Twin Serpent meds, I thought they might be a bit advanced for my level at the time so I just took it easy and had fun, no expectations.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "diznit26" <diznit26@ wrote:

Actually, stop "feeling", just do it and expect nothing and relax and let go. That's how you meditate. Just do it for fun as if you don't expect anything from it!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@ wrote:



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allyson Ford <dectotaku34@ wrote:

There must be an underline problem? If you know what you need to do, there is no excuse not to do it. Satan and the demons have never given up on us, dont give up on them!

The problem is I just don't know how to do it....
I know it's all written and instructions and all that, it's just that I feel I am not doing it right....

 

[GakunGak1]

Sorry my bad!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:

No, I was just commenting on what Diznit wrote, and agreeing... sorry for any confusion.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "GakunGak" <drgnjvnv@ wrote:

Those are not for the complete beginner, am I right?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lydia_666@" <lydia_666@ wrote:

Very true! That's how I started with the MerKaBa and Single/Twin Serpent meds, I thought they might be a bit advanced for my level at the time so I just took it easy and had fun, no expectations.