I need help, I'm receptive to two energies

[anazurick]

Hello everyone
I need help, I'm receptive to two energies right now. One is our God Satan and the other is the enemy, I feel that the two fight for me. I am free of jewish programs long before it is dedicated.
I feel a very strong presence that makes me feel like I'm in love, the image of one of our Demons does not go out of my mind, I fall into the vibration of love, love, love and desire from the bottom of the soul leave my body and feel pain In the heart chakra and shortness of breath, I want to project closer to the Demon that I was emotionally connected.
The bad energy attacks me with pains in my arms as they pull me all the time.
I actively work for Father Satan and Demons, I do RTR and my meditations.
But I feel that I have reached my limit and am afraid of falling asleep and death because my heart is weak.I already have a remarkable knowledge of our dear JoS, but I can not solve this problem, all I know is not enough.
Thank you very much for your help
HAIL SATAN!

 

[juliavanti]

Hello anazurick
I've been with the same problem. The enemy keeps attacking me viciously with anxiety, something that I never had before. I did the RTRs too, it helped me a little, but not totally. Sometimes I wake up at night, with "visions" of something I can't figure out.
I'm in love with a Demon too, I think there's no problem with this, but I know what you mean. I just didn't asked for help yet because I think I can handle it for a time.

 

[Ana Zurick]

It's good to know knowing that I'm not alone is a motivation to follow and I thank you for sharing.
Sometimes I find myself abnormal to wishing one of our beautiful Gods! But I think I can handle it, too.In my case I even lost my sexual desire for my husband and other human men
Improvements for you in every way and satanic blessings! ♠ Hail Satan! Hail Azazel! Hail Gods of Hell! HH! H4! ♠
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On Wednesday, July 26, 2017 4:41 AM, "juliavanti@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Hello anazurick
I've been with the same problem. The enemy keeps attacking me viciously with anxiety, something that I never had before. I did the RTRs too, it helped me a little, but not totally. Sometimes I wake up at night, with "visions" of something I can't figure out.
I'm in love with a Demon too, I think there's no problem with this, but I know what you mean. I just didn't asked for help yet because I think I can handle it for a time.

 

[juliavanti]

I forgot to mention something: Being in love with a demon isn't a problem, but if this love comes from nowhere it can be the enemy trying to make you "accept" him. When you feel love you can be "opening the doors" for him.

 

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Don't focus on the enemy. Johnson Akemi even said she focused too much on attacks by entities on her when she started thus creating a thoughform that hurted her on top of the enemies...
Close your mind of them. Never panic. Imagine yourself in the impenetrable closed fortress of your astral temple. It helps. And purify the room with satanic blue flames whenever you have enemy interference.
With any kind of bullying it's important to not be victim-minded because it will be a green light to continue but instead fight back as best as you can to discourage them at least and cause them problems if possible.

 

[Ana Zurick]

When I'm loving one Demon the bad things go away and I get doped, it's scary and it confuses me after I feel a great deep sorrow, accompanied by an intense sexual desire that makes me sick.
Things calm down is not always so, but when I decide to summon another Demon to do my worship I return to "fall in love" with him.
Should I ask for help from another Demon who works with love to get me out of this or do I accept it and take life like that?


 ♠ Hail Satan! Hail Azazel! Hail Gods of Hell! HH! H4! ♠
Returning Curses
Returning Curses Part 2: Building a Powerful Aura of Protection
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On Thursday, July 27, 2017 10:15 PM, "juliavanti@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I forgot to mention something: Being in love with a demon isn't a problem, but if this love comes from nowhere it can be the enemy trying to make you "accept" him. When you feel love you can be "opening the doors" for him.

 

[Wotanwarrior]

If the love and passion that you feel towards the demon is authentic and not an illusion of the enemy this could come from some past life, there are relationships that can last many lifetimes.

 

[Ana Zurick]

I have discovered that the enemy entities take advantage of the situation to hurt me and make me think certain things and be sad. When I think of the Demon I feel such deep pain in the Heart Chakra that I can not breath it well because I know He is married and I do not want confusion, on the other hand this overwhelming love has hurt me because I do not feel worthy of feeling what I feel And despite having signs of the Demon I still do not believe it.
Being a joke tasteless or not maybe I should learn to balance love for this Demon who can often be a weakness.I decided to love the Demonio in question, take a whiskey, smoke a cigarette, and sleep.To work the pain of seeing Him in the arms of another but in spite of accepting the situation, I will take the war as a priority and I will take care of works for JoS and thus in time all this will happen as I am gaining a more advanced vision.
I would give everything to forget again but in this life I will have to suffer everything again.
Thank you all for the answers, you have helped me a lot.
Satanic Blessings ♠ Hail Satan! Hail Azazel! Hail Gods of Hell! HH! H4! ♠
Returning Curses
Returning Curses Part 2: Building a Powerful Aura of Protection
40 daySelf Empowerment Programm
Joy of Satan

On Saturday, July 29, 2017 1:50 AM, "darkheavy66669@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  If the love and passion that you feel towards the demon is authentic and not an illusion of the enemy this could come from some past life, there are relationships that can last many lifetimes.

 

[Raptor RokN Roll]

Im not sure what you mean by an intense sexual desire that makes you sick.  How does sexuallity make one sick?  Is it because it is a stronger sexual energy?  or is it because getting sick is something else that happens on the side? I would hold off and perhaps ask your guardians for advice on this.  A thought that came to mind is "the antidote is found within the poison... the Blessing hidden within the curse (perceived).." then I got an image of a Scorpion in my mind.  Another thing that came to mind on the sorrow is perhaps some sort of Empathic connection through spiritual senses that you sensed something.  It is just an emotion and I would think that real living demonic beings have the ability to express a wide range of emotions.  Maybe it was a past life issue or something.

On Jul 28, 2017, at 3:06 PM, "Ana Zurick anazurick@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  When I'm loving one Demon the bad things go away and I get doped, it's scary and it confuses me after I feel a great deep sorrow, accompanied by an intense sexual desire that makes me sick.
Things calm down is not always so, but when I decide to summon another Demon to do my worship I return to "fall in love" with him.
Should I ask for help from another Demon who works with love to get me out of this or do I accept it and take life like that?


 ♠ Hail Satan! Hail Azazel! Hail Gods of Hell! HH! H4! ♠
Returning Curses
Returning Curses Part 2: Building a Powerful Aura of Protection
40 daySelf Empowerment Programm
Joy of Satan



On Thursday, July 27, 2017 10:15 PM, "juliavanti@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I forgot to mention something: Being in love with a demon isn't a problem, but if this love comes from nowhere it can be the enemy trying to make you "accept" him. When you feel love you can be "opening the doors" for him.

 

[David Bo]

If you feel Love for a said demon, perhaps you could show your affection and love in a different way.  There are different types of Love.  I find that some Gods very much appreciate Acts of Celebration, especially specific Gods.  You could try Singing/Dancing as a form of Ritual, and if it is a demon who has a sexual/sensual nature then you could perhaps do it naked as a form of ritual?
Anyway, this made me think of you a little as well as life in general.  I'm not sure if it is your taste of music, but I felt a certain beauty behind the music video as well as the instruments, singing, music and lyrics and it made me feel how beautiful life can be.  It would seem that alot of Satanists are into "Metal" or some sort of Goth or grunge, and yet I find it refreshing when The Arts can express Satanism in other lights and so this music video and lyrics follow:

Julio Iglesias - Agua dulce agua sala ( Original Version )

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Sweet water, salty water
Versions: #1#2Ay, ay, ay, ay... With the passing of the yearsI have learned in lifethat it is lived intenselybecause if not, it ends With the passing of the yearsthe affection is betteryou appreciate what you haveand you respect others Sweet water, salty waterby water it comes, by water it goesSweet water, salty waterblessed is life, it takes and it gives Water that falls from the skyupon the waves of the oceanI want to drink you sweetand you get salty,I want to drink you sweet,and you get salty Sweet water, salty waterSweet water, salty water Ay, ay, ay, ay... With the passing of the yearsyou need to take your steps wellTake the better roadeven if it seems longer to you With the passing of the yearsyou learn from your sorrows,the heart becomes hardenedand the emotion much stronger Sweet water, salty waterby water it comes, by water it goesSweet water, salty waterblessed is life, it takes and it gives Water that falls from the skyupon the waves of the oceanI want to drink you sweetand you get salty,I want to drink you sweet,and you get salty Sweet water, salty waterSweet water, salty water



On Saturday, July 29, 2017 11:16 AM, "Ana Zurick anazurick@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I have discovered that the enemy entities take advantage of the situation to hurt me and make me think certain things and be sad. When I think of the Demon I feel such deep pain in the Heart Chakra that I can not breath it well because I know He is married and I do not want confusion, on the other hand this overwhelming love has hurt me because I do not feel worthy of feeling what I feel And despite having signs of the Demon I still do not believe it.
Being a joke tasteless or not maybe I should learn to balance love for this Demon who can often be a weakness.I decided to love the Demonio in question, take a whiskey, smoke a cigarette, and sleep.To work the pain of seeing Him in the arms of another but in spite of accepting the situation, I will take the war as a priority and I will take care of works for JoS and thus in time all this will happen as I am gaining a more advanced vision.
I would give everything to forget again but in this life I will have to suffer everything again.
Thank you all for the answers, you have helped me a lot.
Satanic Blessings ♠ Hail Satan! Hail Azazel! Hail Gods of Hell! HH! H4! ♠
Returning Curses
Returning Curses Part 2: Building a Powerful Aura of Protection
40 daySelf Empowerment Programm
Joy of Satan

On Saturday, July 29, 2017 1:50 AM, "darkheavy66669@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  If the love and passion that you feel towards the demon is authentic and not an illusion of the enemy this could come from some past life, there are relationships that can last many lifetimes.

 

[Ana Zurick]

I'm shaking with emotion! Oh my Father Lord Satan! I really appreciate these songs and art. Thank you!
Satanic Blessings
 ♠ Hail Satan! Hail Azazel! Hail Gods of Hell! HH! H4! ♠
Returning Curses
Returning Curses Part 2: Building a Powerful Aura of Protection
40 daySelf Empowerment Programm
Joy of Satan

On Saturday, August 5, 2017 1:27 PM, "David Bo roknraptor@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  If you feel Love for a said demon, perhaps you could show your affection and love in a different way.  There are different types of Love.  I find that some Gods very much appreciate Acts of Celebration, especially specific Gods.  You could try Singing/Dancing as a form of Ritual, and if it is a demon who has a sexual/sensual nature then you could perhaps do it naked as a form of ritual?
Anyway, this made me think of you a little as well as life in general.  I'm not sure if it is your taste of music, but I felt a certain beauty behind the music video as well as the instruments, singing, music and lyrics and it made me feel how beautiful life can be.  It would seem that alot of Satanists are into "Metal" or some sort of Goth or grunge, and yet I find it refreshing when The Arts can express Satanism in other lights and so this music video and lyrics follow:

Julio Iglesias - Agua dulce agua sala ( Original Version )

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Sweet water, salty water
Versions: #1#2Ay, ay, ay, ay... With the passing of the yearsI have learned in lifethat it is lived intenselybecause if not, it ends With the passing of the yearsthe affection is betteryou appreciate what you haveand you respect others Sweet water, salty waterby water it comes, by water it goesSweet water, salty waterblessed is life, it takes and it gives Water that falls from the skyupon the waves of the oceanI want to drink you sweetand you get salty,I want to drink you sweet,and you get salty Sweet water, salty waterSweet water, salty water Ay, ay, ay, ay... With the passing of the yearsyou need to take your steps wellTake the better roadeven if it seems longer to you With the passing of the yearsyou learn from your sorrows,the heart becomes hardenedand the emotion much stronger Sweet water, salty waterby water it comes, by water it goesSweet water, salty waterblessed is life, it takes and it gives Water that falls from the skyupon the waves of the oceanI want to drink you sweetand you get salty,I want to drink you sweet,and you get salty Sweet water, salty waterSweet water, salty water



On Saturday, July 29, 2017 11:16 AM, "Ana Zurick anazurick@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I have discovered that the enemy entities take advantage of the situation to hurt me and make me think certain things and be sad. When I think of the Demon I feel such deep pain in the Heart Chakra that I can not breath it well because I know He is married and I do not want confusion, on the other hand this overwhelming love has hurt me because I do not feel worthy of feeling what I feel And despite having signs of the Demon I still do not believe it.
Being a joke tasteless or not maybe I should learn to balance love for this Demon who can often be a weakness.I decided to love the Demonio in question, take a whiskey, smoke a cigarette, and sleep.To work the pain of seeing Him in the arms of another but in spite of accepting the situation, I will take the war as a priority and I will take care of works for JoS and thus in time all this will happen as I am gaining a more advanced vision.
I would give everything to forget again but in this life I will have to suffer everything again.
Thank you all for the answers, you have helped me a lot.
Satanic Blessings ♠ Hail Satan! Hail Azazel! Hail Gods of Hell! HH! H4! ♠
Returning Curses
Returning Curses Part 2: Building a Powerful Aura of Protection
40 daySelf Empowerment Programm
Joy of Satan

On Saturday, July 29, 2017 1:50 AM, "darkheavy66669@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  If the love and passion that you feel towards the demon is authentic and not an illusion of the enemy this could come from some past life, there are relationships that can last many lifetimes.

 

[Ana Zurick]

Ay, ay, ay, ay...! ♠ Hail Satan! Hail Azazel! Hail Gods of Hell! HH! H4! ♠
Returning Curses
Returning Curses Part 2: Building a Powerful Aura of Protection
40 daySelf Empowerment Programm
Joy of Satan

On Wednesday, August 9, 2017 10:42 PM, Ana Zurick <anazurick@... wrote:


I'm shaking with emotion! Oh my Father Lord Satan! I really appreciate these songs and art. Thank you!
Satanic Blessings
 ♠ Hail Satan! Hail Azazel! Hail Gods of Hell! HH! H4! ♠
Returning Curses
Returning Curses Part 2: Building a Powerful Aura of Protection
40 daySelf Empowerment Programm
Joy of Satan

On Saturday, August 5, 2017 1:27 PM, "David Bo roknraptor@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  If you feel Love for a said demon, perhaps you could show your affection and love in a different way.  There are different types of Love.  I find that some Gods very much appreciate Acts of Celebration, especially specific Gods.  You could try Singing/Dancing as a form of Ritual, and if it is a demon who has a sexual/sensual nature then you could perhaps do it naked as a form of ritual?
Anyway, this made me think of you a little as well as life in general.  I'm not sure if it is your taste of music, but I felt a certain beauty behind the music video as well as the instruments, singing, music and lyrics and it made me feel how beautiful life can be.  It would seem that alot of Satanists are into "Metal" or some sort of Goth or grunge, and yet I find it refreshing when The Arts can express Satanism in other lights and so this music video and lyrics follow:

Julio Iglesias - Agua dulce agua sala ( Original Version )

[/TD][/TR][/TABLE] [/TD][/TR][/TABLE]


Sweet water, salty water
Versions: #1#2Ay, ay, ay, ay... With the passing of the yearsI have learned in lifethat it is lived intenselybecause if not, it ends With the passing of the yearsthe affection is betteryou appreciate what you haveand you respect others Sweet water, salty waterby water it comes, by water it goesSweet water, salty waterblessed is life, it takes and it gives Water that falls from the skyupon the waves of the oceanI want to drink you sweetand you get salty,I want to drink you sweet,and you get salty Sweet water, salty waterSweet water, salty water Ay, ay, ay, ay... With the passing of the yearsyou need to take your steps wellTake the better roadeven if it seems longer to you With the passing of the yearsyou learn from your sorrows,the heart becomes hardenedand the emotion much stronger Sweet water, salty waterby water it comes, by water it goesSweet water, salty waterblessed is life, it takes and it gives Water that falls from the skyupon the waves of the oceanI want to drink you sweetand you get salty,I want to drink you sweet,and you get salty Sweet water, salty waterSweet water, salty water



On Saturday, July 29, 2017 11:16 AM, "Ana Zurick anazurick@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I have discovered that the enemy entities take advantage of the situation to hurt me and make me think certain things and be sad. When I think of the Demon I feel such deep pain in the Heart Chakra that I can not breath it well because I know He is married and I do not want confusion, on the other hand this overwhelming love has hurt me because I do not feel worthy of feeling what I feel And despite having signs of the Demon I still do not believe it.
Being a joke tasteless or not maybe I should learn to balance love for this Demon who can often be a weakness.I decided to love the Demonio in question, take a whiskey, smoke a cigarette, and sleep.To work the pain of seeing Him in the arms of another but in spite of accepting the situation, I will take the war as a priority and I will take care of works for JoS and thus in time all this will happen as I am gaining a more advanced vision.
I would give everything to forget again but in this life I will have to suffer everything again.
Thank you all for the answers, you have helped me a lot.
Satanic Blessings ♠ Hail Satan! Hail Azazel! Hail Gods of Hell! HH! H4! ♠
Returning Curses
Returning Curses Part 2: Building a Powerful Aura of Protection
40 daySelf Empowerment Programm
Joy of Satan

On Saturday, July 29, 2017 1:50 AM, "darkheavy66669@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  If the love and passion that you feel towards the demon is authentic and not an illusion of the enemy this could come from some past life, there are relationships that can last many lifetimes.