hugodevilliers
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Hi everyone as the heading stated i am very new to spiritual Satanism, in fact i can't call myself a spiritual Satanist yet as i have not performed the dedication ritual yet, but i have a good reason for that. i have quite a lot to tell so i hope that none of you will get agitated with my story. i am a 23 year old man who is still studying whilst i still live in my parents home. in the past year i had began having doubts the christian faith and everything it entails. i dont believe in god anymore because it feels wrong to me i am not able to speak to him like the rest of my family claims they do. my family is aware that i dont believe in god anymore and they have been continually been telling me to"repent" which i wont do. I wish to dedicate myself to Father Satan but i am unable to do so for fearing what my family will do knowing that they are all christians. i dont feel safe and the only solace i have is to read on what is on the JoS site and i have read as much as i can and i try to remember as much as i can. i believe that Father Satan is the one True God and i wish to become part of His flock. Is there anyone who could give me advice as to what i can do because i am unsure as to what i can and should do. Anything will be appreciated.