Other #79285 Looking for advice (maybe even validation) to go back to country of origin. I am an illegal alien.

[Ask Satya Operator]

I have been here all my life but always as a second class citizen. I don't want to work under the table as all those jobs are undignified to a large degree. I state with decades of life experience.

I have been surviving on odd jobs and favors from people but mostly low level manual labor.

My chart has helped me a lot in regards to people doing favors for me when it is needed. I have a placement where it makes it easy for people to do favors for me. This isnt a dignified way to live off as well.

Country of origin is Mexico and I have family in by a big city over there who I believe would be considered working-class so they're not living in the worst condition so I do have a bit of a landing pad if worst comes to worst.

This is a huge change and will be a shock since I have lived in the same place under "sanctuary laws" for decades.

As said, a "force" has always brought me back to the same exact place when I have moved out to a different part of other states. Multiple times, only lasting from a few months to just one year at most. I am convinced the Gods have a hand on this but it would take up more space to write every single detail. So please bear with me on this and let's act like I have given the extensive version of this personal topic.

I have many signs to always come back to this exact place I am at but perhaps that could be where I was the safest and the Gods rather have me where I am as I was basically slowly dying from very bad body and mental health.

My health has improved tremendously over the past several years especially the more recent ones. I have done a lot of spiritual workings for health over the years along with the physical part.

I am starting to feel like I can go back now after rectifying many things within my mind and body.

I plan on doing a money working this weekend and perhaps leave soon after the working is done. Perhaps AFTER the coming winter at best.

What else should I do to prepare for the massive change I'm most likely about to experience?

I do believe Trump will do something about those in my exact scenario but when will that be? Especially with a possible war or at least some sort of civil strife in the horizon(all one has to do is pay attention to current events past the point of basic awareness), when will there be time for illegals to be made a program for to stay. So in my opinion its either keep my head down and live off favors and scrap by, continue with lowly jobs where everyone takes advantage of my labor, and even the DACA/Dreamers Act is flimsy and still fits objectively in the second class citizen category.

It is selfish for anyone in my scenario to want Trump or any administration to focus on people like me. The citizens must come first . Plus the retarded violent illegals have NOT done a good job at convincing the president nor any level headed citizen as to why they should be focused on and because of those apes, I am an outlier.

I do not care for any person's opinion if its about how much they dislike Trump or if you do not like him at least focus on the objective part of this topic.

I only brought president Trump up as a way to give better context of my mindset on this. To show I am trying my best to only stay objective on this topic and taking in logical points that might seem harsh to some.

I live for what it reality is. Not to win in a tribal manner on this topic.

That being said if there is a good counter argument as to why me, a serious and dedicated Zevist and thus a model citizen to any of what should be an ideal nation (in this case I can only be legally a Mexican citizen), should wait it out. As I am not forced to leave yet but it is becoming a theme in my mind more and more over the recent years, especially these days.

I understand this topic is tricky as it might require legal advice and the last thing I want is for retards to use this a way to attack our forums. The last part has been eating me up fpr years and the reason why I havent even gone to the clergy about this topic as even if private its mostly best to not give me legal advice... I just needed to finally write this at least.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

Go back to Mexico. If you try not to, you will only be arrested and sent back anyway. At least by self-deporting, you would be traveling in a much more comfortable and dignified way. I heard there is even money being given to the people who self-deport, as a reward for doing the right thing and saving the American tax payers so much money of having to pay for transporting you back. You could possibly get a few thousand dollars.

Do you want to live in hiding and in fear forever as an invader? You could live a good and normal life in your country. It sounds like you have family who can help you get a better job than what you have now. And plus the cost of living is so much lower in Mexico, everything like homes and food and clothing are less expensive. There are many Americans who actually go live in Mexico when they retire for this same reason. Some areas in Mexico are very nice. The food is the best in the world, with so many local specialties in different areas that are all amazing. Of course some areas have very bad problems with Cartels, but America also has the exact same problem thanks to them all coming here.

It is important for you to live as a full and free citizen in your own home. You will have a much better life. And besides, Mexico needs Zevists also. There need to be people there working spiritually towards improvements to make it a greater, safer, and more prosperous country.

 

[Yurei]

Just turn yourself in.

 

[Alexandros Iowno [SG]]

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