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How to destroy my Soul

If you keep having thoughts such as this and seeking things to that end you are guaranteed to be on your way to that end. You will suffer a lot and in the end you will sorely regret it.

We are not a death cult so we cannot help you with this. We are about life and maintaining life, that is what Spiritual Satanism is about.

The only way out of suffering is not your extinction it's empowerment and healing your mind.
 
I tried this when I was younger (through willpower), a god showed up and "talked" me out of it. I was dealing with some really intense psychological issues.

I'm happy he did.


That aside, I'm sure it can be with enough of the right energy. It's something I'd like to know how to do effectively and efficiently for spiritual warfare.
 
Suffering is a result of a lack of power and control. Get powerful and elevate your suffering .

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Well as long as you're here, might as well be useful. Help us with doing final Ritual and other rituals like race awakening, wealth and prosperity, and JOS protection. Since you're here anyway and basically stuck here, at least make it worth something by helping yourself and helping everyone else at the same time. Give some meaning and self worth. Make you feel like you have a more important purpose.

The Ritual and rituals would also help you clean out your soul, and make you feel better. Also will make you stronger. The enemy will try to curse you sometimes and make you more depressed, but they're already doing that now, so it will never get any worse than it already is. And you will get stronger, so most of the time you will feel much better than you do now.
 
You don't want to do this. Things will get better soon I think look foreward to it. Instead of seeking to die. I know no one wants to be stuck here and if things were going to stay the same as they are now I myself wouldn't want to go on with it either. I have had those thoughts. However the point of existence is to fight to make it better. However what is on Earth is not what real life is about anyways. I made it through age of Pisces I am actually proud of it not thinking woe is me cause no one understands me or anything and wanting to die. Actually you know what there is more hope in this incarnation than let's say the middle ages. It is only cause of this pointless modern materialist world people would think this. We can make it better though. Use that energy to fight and do Rituals and advance not to die.

I know it feels oppressive heavy and hopeless especially if you realize how much still has to be done and how much bad energy still is here but we can keep doing this. Think ahead to five years from now and how much better it probably will be don't get lost in the moment think of the bigger picture..
 
Thank you all very much for your input. After almost two decades of fighting psychological issues, my soul is tired. And (if this is considered bad by forum standards, forgive me) the worst aspect for quite some time has been scrupulosity (religious based OCD). Even though I am agnostic, I was raised Catholic. I can fight the normal OCD thoughts off well enough, there is no logic to them. But when you start having morality based OCD, it gets tedious. I truly dont know why a God would create a world where things of this nature occur, and for so long.
 
TheAbyssmalStare said:
Thank you all very much for your input. After almost two decades of fighting psychological issues, my soul is tired. And (if this is considered bad by forum standards, forgive me) the worst aspect for quite some time has been scrupulosity (religious based OCD). Even though I am agnostic, I was raised Catholic. I can fight the normal OCD thoughts off well enough, there is no logic to them. But when you start having morality based OCD, it gets tedious. I truly dont know why a God would create a world where things of this nature occur, and for so long.

I manage my OCD by prioritizing. I ask myself what is more important doing this or that. Survival being more important than other things. So I could waste time constantly checking something or refocus on doing security workings.

In terms of morality. My preference is not to initiate force or fraud against people, but we live in a pretty hostile environment, so it just relates back again to survival: what's in my rational self-interest to do.
 
TheAbyssmalStare said:
Thank you all very much for your input. After almost two decades of fighting psychological issues, my soul is tired. And (if this is considered bad by forum standards, forgive me) the worst aspect for quite some time has been scrupulosity (religious based OCD). Even though I am agnostic, I was raised Catholic. I can fight the normal OCD thoughts off well enough, there is no logic to them. But when you start having morality based OCD, it gets tedious. I truly dont know why a God would create a world where things of this nature occur, and for so long.

Start a munka/Ansuz working to free yourself from all links and programming of the enemy it should help you a lot. You can start it right away as it seems you really need it now. Then when moon goes to waning take a days or two break and restart it. Do it as long as you need. "I am completly and eternally free of all connections and influiences of the enemies of Satan now" Do the final Ritual when you feel hopeless you can do this. I don't know how far you are along but Sun Square gives confidence Nauthiz rune helps you get through difficult situations. These are all suggestions. Also do cleansing more and protection. No need to destroy yourself. You can do a Wunjo working with an affirmation like "I am completely healed and whole in a psychological way I am healed of all mental traumas and afflictions" something like this. You can Taylor your affirmations to what you like but these are good examples of where to start. 111 is a great number for both or 88 or some Satanic number. It's not like you can't fix this.

I sense you my be also an older soul like me who's just tired of this all. I feel for you but don't give up. Remember this we are all rewarded in the end for our effort this doesnt mean some far away afterlife we slave away to get to but earth in our current body. This is what keeps me strong. Try to contact one of the Gods you like or your Gaurdian or Astaroth she very much helps in this stuff like this and will listen to you. Her energy is comforting. Next time she visits I'll tell her you need help she visited a friend when I did that last time for me who i was worried about (she told me) I can't fully hear our God's fully yet but I can feel them. I hope you know you are not alone.

I think you will be fine don't give up. I get the sense you are not bad at all but you went through a lot stay strong brother.
 
Start a munka/Ansuz working to free yourself from all links and programming of the enemy it should help you a lot. You can start it right away as it seems you really need it now. Then when moon goes to waning take a days or two break and restart it. Do it as long as you need. "I am completly and eternally free of all connections and influiences of the enemies of Satan now" Do the final Ritual when you feel hopeless you can do this. I don't know how far you are along but Sun Square gives confidence Nauthiz rune helps you get through difficult situations. These are all suggestions. Also do cleansing more and protection. No need to destroy yourself. You can do a Wunjo working with an affirmation like "I am completely healed and whole in a psychological way I am healed of all mental traumas and afflictions" something like this. You can Taylor your affirmations to what you like but these are good examples of where to start. 111 is a great number for both or 88 or some Satanic number. It's not like you can't fix this.

I sense you my be also an older soul like me who's just tired of this all. I feel for you but don't give up. Remember this we are all rewarded in the end for our effort this doesnt mean some far away afterlife we slave away to get to but earth in our current body. This is what keeps me strong. Try to contact one of the Gods you like or your Gaurdian or Astaroth she very much helps in this stuff like this and will listen to you. Her energy is comforting. Next time she visits I'll tell her you need help she visited a friend when I did that last time for me who i was worried about (she told me) I can't fully hear our God's fully yet but I can feel them. I hope you know you are not alone.

I think you will be fine don't give up. I get the sense you are not bad at all but you went through a lot stay strong brother.

I have wondered that exact thing, if I am an old soul and through multiple incarnations my soul may think of life as simply a game, with rules made by something more powerful than I, and I don't know if I want to play the game anymore. I don't think how I treat others or morality itself is a game ( I take that seriously), but the universe and everything in it as a whole. I have tried to contact higher beings in the past, but have been unsuccessful. Even spirits, to no avail. And I have had multiple people tell me they can sense/see spirits at my house (especially the old house just 30 feet away, built in 1890). Perhaps I'll have to try again. Thank you for the kind words.
 
TheAbyssmalStare said:
Simple pray to jesus.

Can you elaborate as to how that would be an effective method?

You become a borg and have no freedom or self and will slowly completely lose who you are until you are a slave with no personality and you will lose any and all potential for joy and fun and will never experience love again or ever until your soul slowly dissipates into nothing and you will never come into being... ever.. again....

But I mean if that's what you want instead of the potential to crush planets with your mind in like a billion years, then yeah.... I have no empathy for you. Trust me when I say though, you devote to that and suddenly half way in too deep and you severely regret it... nobody's coming to save you, you'll have made your stupid choice.
 
Harry said:
TheAbyssmalStare said:
Simple pray to jesus.

Can you elaborate as to how that would be an effective method?

Destroying your soul is not a possible thing because the soul is a form of energy and energy doesn’t die.
you can either improve it or leave it on how it is.
The soul will dissipate in the astral after lifetimes of neglecting it.
 
Ghost in the Machine said:
TheAbyssmalStare said:
Simple pray to jesus.

Can you elaborate as to how that would be an effective method?

You become a borg and have no freedom or self and will slowly completely lose who you are until you are a slave with no personality and you will lose any and all potential for joy and fun and will never experience love again or ever until your soul slowly dissipates into nothing and you will never come into being... ever.. again....

But I mean if that's what you want instead of the potential to crush planets with your mind in like a billion years, then yeah.... I have no empathy for you. Trust me when I say though, you devote to that and suddenly half way in too deep and you severely regret it... nobody's coming to save you, you'll have made your stupid choice.
That actually makes sense, if you are a diehard Christian you would lose your freedom and self, and eventually it would hinder your personality severely. My mind is stuck in a rut to a certain extent. Can't follow God, he allows child rape and genocide, makes the psyche of certain people crave things of that nature, then sends his "free will" creations to eternal torment because he made them that way. Can't follow Satan, may go to hell forever. Unless Satan is moral, feel free to convince me. And I don't even believe in Christianity, but if I'm wrong, that'd be a major error. If both God and Satan exist, I just hope I can evade them both (yeah right) and fight for good in the spiritual realm. Earth is so many degrees of fucked up with little to no hope of saving it with the tools available, maybe there's additional tools and energy sources out there (in the astral, universe, wherever) I can use to make the world a better place. I'm so pissed at God for allowing evil to occur and the prevalence, severity, and predisposition to it. Unless he has a hell of an answer, I wouldn't want to be around him anyway.
 
Aquarius said:
Harry said:
TheAbyssmalStare said:
Can you elaborate as to how that would be an effective method?

Destroying your soul is not a possible thing because the soul is a form of energy and energy doesn’t die.
you can either improve it or leave it on how it is.
The soul will dissipate in the astral after lifetimes of neglecting it.

Will it actually dissipate if you neglect it, or will another soul simply take control of you and then you do their bidding? I've tried going to the astral plane, but I wasn't successful. It felt as though something may have been beginning to occur, but nothing of substance took place.
 
Aquarius said:
TheAbyssmalStare said:
Aquarius said:
The soul will dissipate in the astral after lifetimes of neglecting it.

Will it actually dissipate if you neglect it, or will another soul simply take control of you and then you do their bidding? I've tried going to the astral plane, but I wasn't successful. It felt as though something may have been beginning to occur, but nothing of substance took place.
it will dissipate, but don’t worry about such thing if you’re an Zevism, it happens to those without.
If you have dedicated but you are a lazy bastard not doing fuck all, then you shouldn't be saved/protected. That's called leeching. Of course, there may be exceptions - I think it's also about attitude. One may also be giving energy to Satan and/or any of the Gods and Goddesses, which means that they are not leeching, but they should also be getting on with their Spiritual work properly, as well.

TheAbyssmalStare said:
feel free to convince me.
It's not our job to convince you. You may enjoy being lazy, but no-one will do your homework for you.

Ghost in the Machine said:
TheAbyssmalStare said:
That actually makes sense, if you are a diehard Christian you would lose your freedom and self, and eventually it would hinder your personality severely. My mind is stuck in a rut to a certain extent. Can't follow God, he allows child rape and genocide, makes the psyche of certain people crave things of that nature, then sends his "free will" creations to eternal torment because he made them that way. Can't follow Satan, may go to hell forever. Unless Satan is moral, feel free to convince me. And I don't even believe in Christianity, but if I'm wrong, that'd be a major error. If both God and Satan exist, I just hope I can evade them both (yeah right) and fight for good in the spiritual realm. Earth is so many degrees of fucked up with little to no hope of saving it with the tools available, maybe there's additional tools and energy sources out there (in the astral, universe, wherever) I can use to make the world a better place. I'm so pissed at God for allowing evil to occur and the prevalence, severity, and predisposition to it. Unless he has a hell of an answer, I wouldn't want to be around him anyway.
human race
Of course, you have given a very detailed reply, but I think it is important to share a quick correction, or more-accurate improvement -

Human Races*
Human Species*

I'm quite anal about that!
 
Harry said:
TheAbyssmalStare said:
Simple pray to jesus.

Can you elaborate as to how that would be an effective method?

Destroying your soul is not a possible thing because the soul is a form of energy and energy doesn’t die.
you can either improve it or leave it on how it is.
Your soul is more than just energy it is made of up it yes but in a certain way, a certain pattern and that can be destroyed then you should be nothingness. It's not so simple to just call your soul just energy. It's made up of 5 elements
 
SATchives said:
Harry said:
TheAbyssmalStare said:
Can you elaborate as to how that would be an effective method?

Destroying your soul is not a possible thing because the soul is a form of energy and energy doesn’t die.
you can either improve it or leave it on how it is.
Your soul is more than just energy it is made of up it yes but in a certain way, a certain pattern and that can be destroyed then you should be nothingness. It's not so simple to just call your soul just energy. It's made up of 5 elements
How do you destroy the pattern?
 
TheAbyssmalStare said:
SATchives said:
Harry said:
Destroying your soul is not a possible thing because the soul is a form of energy and energy doesn’t die.
you can either improve it or leave it on how it is.
Your soul is more than just energy it is made of up it yes but in a certain way, a certain pattern and that can be destroyed then you should be nothingness. It's not so simple to just call your soul just energy. It's made up of 5 elements
How do you destroy the pattern?

Wtf is wrong with you the HP already said that that’s not a death cult and I don’t know why he is approving your posts
 
TheAbyssmalStare said:
Maybe that's why I've had thoughts of suicide for most of my life, interesting. Probably not, though. Thanks for the information.

One of the psychic attacks that greys use on me is trying to induce suicidal tendencies, so they do this for sure. This went on for a whole month once but I endured and kept righting through. Occasionally when they psychically attack me like that I just cleaned out my soul thoroughly and do the Ritual as many times as needed, or my guardian demon will come and get rid of the attack and I'll feel perfectly fine again.

I'm not a suicidal person and never have been by nature. I loathe suicide by all means.
 
TheAbyssmalStare said:
SATchives said:
Harry said:
Destroying your soul is not a possible thing because the soul is a form of energy and energy doesn’t die.
you can either improve it or leave it on how it is.
Your soul is more than just energy it is made of up it yes but in a certain way, a certain pattern and that can be destroyed then you should be nothingness. It's not so simple to just call your soul just energy. It's made up of 5 elements
How do you destroy the pattern?
What about advancing and bettering yourself ? You have the gift of life and you just want to die, pretty pathetic if you ask me. The beauty of having found Spiritual Satanism is that you have the knowledge to change your life in the best way possible, but you’re here asking how to permanently die, that’s disgusting dude.
 
TheAbyssmalStare said:
SATchives said:
Harry said:
Destroying your soul is not a possible thing because the soul is a form of energy and energy doesn’t die.
you can either improve it or leave it on how it is.
Your soul is more than just energy it is made of up it yes but in a certain way, a certain pattern and that can be destroyed then you should be nothingness. It's not so simple to just call your soul just energy. It's made up of 5 elements
How do you destroy the pattern?
If you want to. just kill yourself over and over. Without meditating. I dont know why anyone would want to earn they are givin the means to advance and fix anything that is wrong with them
 
TheAbyssmalStare said:
SATchives said:
Harry said:
Destroying your soul is not a possible thing because the soul is a form of energy and energy doesn’t die.
you can either improve it or leave it on how it is.
Your soul is more than just energy it is made of up it yes but in a certain way, a certain pattern and that can be destroyed then you should be nothingness. It's not so simple to just call your soul just energy. It's made up of 5 elements
How do you destroy the pattern?
Get a life. You can't destroy your Soul. No, I don't mean that generally; I mean it personally to you - you cannot destroy your Soul. Look at those on drugs, or others with extreme mental health problems. They're still alive and have been for numerous lifetimes. Stop trying to play the loser trying to curry pity. Grow up and better yourself.

Destroying someone's Soul is not as easy as you think. Even trying to destroy your own Soul, with will and intent, is still not easy. By the time you personally were powerful enough to destroy your Soul, you would be powerful enough to hurt those who caused you pain and make amends to those who you have wronged, and you'd also be strong enough to fix yourself more and better. You'd also realise how blind and ignorant you are currently, and I hope you would be embarrassed and ashamed of yourself at that time, once you realise it properly, then get over that embarrassment and shame and then continue improving things.

Stop crying, and instead fix yourself and get revenge upon anyone else as necessary. You're not going to win by losing. You still exist, so you have abilities.
 
Harry said:
TheAbyssmalStare said:
SATchives said:
Your soul is more than just energy it is made of up it yes but in a certain way, a certain pattern and that can be destroyed then you should be nothingness. It's not so simple to just call your soul just energy. It's made up of 5 elements
How do you destroy the pattern?

Wtf is wrong with you the HP already said that that’s not a death cult and I don’t know why he is approving your posts
The HP's are approving it because this guy here needs help.
 
Abysmal you have received sufficient help and very good advice on this thread by other members.

Stop exploiting this and raise yourself. If you do not want this then might as well stop this attention seeking loop. What helps you now is the application of the advice you received.
 
Why does anyone open a help line of people who want to harm their own soul to get them out of this?

How dare they are they a death cult? This is life and providing help to someone. This is life cult.

He explains to him that the soul may actually die which is a reality, that this person screws around not accepting. So he needs to apply and stop fucking around being an idiot.

Like Use Brain Harry.

Harry said:
TheAbyssmalStare said:
SATchives said:
Your soul is more than just energy it is made of up it yes but in a certain way, a certain pattern and that can be destroyed then you should be nothingness. It's not so simple to just call your soul just energy. It's made up of 5 elements
How do you destroy the pattern?

Wtf is wrong with you the HP already said that that’s not a death cult and I don’t know why he is approving your posts
 
HP. Zevios Metathronos said:
Why does anyone open a help line of people who want to harm their own soul to get them out of this?

How dare they are they a death cult? This is life and providing help to someone.

He explains to him that the soul may actually die which is a reality, that this person screws around not accepting.

Like Use Brain Harry.

Harry said:
TheAbyssmalStare said:
How do you destroy the pattern?

Wtf is wrong with you the HP already said that that’s not a death cult and I don’t know why he is approving your posts

i mean that we already explained to him/her everything and he/she is still asking about how to destroy the soul. That's why i though that he/she is trolling. Sorry if I'm was rude to him/her.
 
FancyMancy said:
TheAbyssmalStare said:
SATchives said:
Your soul is more than just energy it is made of up it yes but in a certain way, a certain pattern and that can be destroyed then you should be nothingness. It's not so simple to just call your soul just energy. It's made up of 5 elements
How do you destroy the pattern?
Get a life. You can't destroy your Soul. No, I don't mean that generally; I mean it personally to you - you cannot destroy your Soul. Look at those on drugs, or others with extreme mental health problems. They're still alive and have been for numerous lifetimes. Stop trying to play the loser trying to curry pity. Grow up and better yourself.

Destroying someone's Soul is not as easy as you think. Even trying to destroy your own Soul, with will and intent, is still not easy. By the time you personally were powerful enough to destroy your Soul, you would be powerful enough to hurt those who caused you pain and make amends to those who you have wronged, and you'd also be strong enough to fix yourself more and better. You'd also realise how blind and ignorant you are currently, and I hope you would be embarrassed and ashamed of yourself at that time, once you realise it properly, then get over that embarrassment and shame and then continue improving things.

Stop crying, and instead fix yourself and get revenge upon anyone else as necessary. You're not going to win by losing. You still exist, so you have abilities.
I don't want anyones pity, that's worthless. I simply wanted opinions pertaining to this if I were to attempt to do so, and tried to give relevant information as to why I was interested in such things. I don't know what the truth is, there are so many theories on religion it would be by sheer luck you pick the right one. I wish I knew, I studied some of the links provided, a lot of it seems logical, but what if I'm wrong? There's no crystal ball to see what the true path is, we're given a weak torch in a maze going all over the place, and if we pick the wrong path, we're fucked. I can't fuck up if I don't exist. But if it's not possible, I'll just try and be a moral being. And if that's not good enough to whatever the higher power is, I can at least say I tried. I try every day to be better, and I actually have high self-esteem. It just gets old fighting the same mind battles with yourself over and over, finding a way to overcome it, and then your mind finds another way to mess with you. I get so stressed I puke, I've ground my teeth to nothing, and I constantly worry if I've done the right things in my life and if I'm going to suffer in the afterlife. A normal person would've gone batshit insane after a few years of this. I think my soul is incredibly strong for staying alive and relatively sane through all of this, but at times I think it's futile to keep fighting it. In regards to getting revenge, who would I even aim it at? The only one ultimately responsible is the higher power that allows beings to be the way they are, and you can't seek revenge against god, what's the point? Evil didn't come out of nowhere, it came from the source of everything. I suppose if there is no god and this all just somehow happened, I can logically see getting powerful enough to destroy everything that is evil to rid the universe of it, that would be of value.
 

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