Raven Lythrum
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Well well, we have had a very interesting night, me and my brian. This is the second time I've caught the enemy trying to cause dissension within my household.
The first time was several nights ago, when the enemy attacked me by impersonating my spirit wife. They tried to make me think she was angry at me for slacking off just a little in my meditations because I was sick, when she had never been angry about it before. Eventually, I decided that it was an attack because first off, the enemy spoke in a way that the gods and my wife didn't and don't speak and that sent off an alarm in my head. Than my "spirit wife" started changing her mind constantly about why she was angry and she doesn't do that either. Another alarm. When I realized it was an attack and rationalized through it and kept my head and wits about me, the enemy fucked off.
Tonight, the enemy impersonated the second patron of Satan's coven (I hate to claim it as mine when it's really all his anyway) AND my spirit wife. When Brian came in, he said we are not inducting anyone else into the coven because my wife and patron were jealous. And that made me go "What? He's joking right?" Than he told me to forget that they were jealous and that we had a coven with them and the gods and that anyone else inducted into that coven would disrupt the pure energy that we had created and I was immediately pissed off.
"What about my son?!!!!!" I was practically screaming by this point because I wanted our son to have a chance to be in the coven and Brian said "No. Just us. Anyone else would make it less pure."
"And what does Astaroth have to say about all this?"
But he pivoted that question and wouldn't say anything about Astaroth. This was the first warning bell that went up in my head.
I was so confused and I said "Whoah ok time out. I'm going to have to call up a HUGE red flag here because somethings not right. I've never heard of gods forming a coven with humans. That's crazy. I mean, they will work with us just like they worked with HP Maxine Dietrich, but as for an actual coven consisting of humans and gods? I've NEVER heard of that."
I suggested we do a ritual to satan to find out the truth but instead me and Brian just kept on fight-talking. He refused to believe that I even could be right and instead was only interested in challenging me so I stood my ground because I knew this confusing alley way had to be explored. I'd never heard of it and it didn't seem right. I was so fucking confused.
So I did the same thing I always do when I'm truly confused with no answers. I called on satan right than and there and begged him for something, anything concrete, that would give me an answer. And as usual, he gave me the one thing that would lead me on the path to formulating my own answer with one simple thing. Our son.
My spirit wife, Haagenti, AND Belial said our son would be an EXCELLENT part of our coven and they always were overjoyed at the thought of him joining if he wanted to. And yet, now they were going back on their word? That wasn't like them. The gods are always honest. And I'd just caught the "gods" in a lie. So I did the only logical thing I could. I threw my head back and laughed and it felt like I was laughing in the enemies fucking face! It felt AMAZING!!!
I said "Belial always said our son could be a part of the coven. So did our Spirit wife and Haagenti but now they are going back on their word and saying that he can't be a part of the coven simply because they are jealous? That doesn't sound like our gods. Our gods will do ANYTHING to further satan's goals and satan wants us all to bind in a bond of unity. He said so in the Al-Jilwah. They wouldn't keep anyone out simply because of jealousy."
And than the enemy made a valid point. "Maybe we aren't ready to add more people to the coven."
And I said "Ah, now you make a valid point. But why in the world would the gods be totally ok with me adding two of our trusted friends (practically family) one second and than turn around and say no? That also DOESN'T sound like them."
"Well did you ever maybe think your not supposed to be HP of this coven?"
"If Satan doesn't want me to be HP of this coven than I will step down or disband it myself. Whatever Satan wants me to do."
Than Brian said "We're only two people! Two people isn't a coven! We're a family! We're a married couple!"
"Yes but it wasn't always that way and it didn't start out that way. It was you me and *John Doe*. *John Doe* was kicked out because of the coven because of drugs and the fact that his drug use was ruining the coven. Than it was you and me. And we were not married at that time. We were not related at that time. We were not family. We were only two people! But we were STILL a coven! Also, why wouldn't the gods want more people in the coven? More like minded people working towards a common goal means MORE POWER. Satan wants us to stand together in a bond of unity. So why would the "gods" suddenly not want us all to work together? I honestly think this is an attack. Satan says in the Al-Jilwah that he wants his followers to unite in a bond of unity. Also, as far as me being HP of this coven goes, if the gods didn't want me to be HP, they would have told me at the astral conference table on Halloween night. Belial would have told me when he was talking to me. Our patron would have told me to stop recruiting today. Someone would have given me a sign to step down. And when they do, I will. Because some HP's are only there for a season to serve a certain purpose. To serve Satan's ultimate purpose. But until I have served Satan's purpose, I will not stop fighting with my last breath. So I'm not going to fight with you. I refuse to fight with you."
I left the room but felt really bad about leaving. Like there was more that had to be said and that I wasn't finished. So I went back in to let the gods speak and crush the enemies last resistance. "This isn't the way our gods talk to us. First off, when I was weak and you were translating the will of the gods for me, you would get maybe one thing wrong. But it wasn't constant. You didn't have to constantly change your mind and it wasn't confusing and it wasn't chaotic. That wasn't the way it was tonight. The gods didn't follow their normal pattern, (which they ALWAYS follow their normal pattern with us). First you said we had formed a coven with the gods than you told me to forget it. Than you told me my spirit wife and patron were jealous than you told me to forget it. It was designed to confuse me and to get me to fight with you. But I'm not going to fight with you. You have to see this is an attack of the enemy."
Things were quiet for a while then he bent over, looking thoroughly exhausted and tired. I was worried that maybe I'd been too much on fire for satan and that maybe I'd been way to harsh at some point and I didn't want to hurt my husband. So I sat by him.
"Maybe this is an attack of the enemy. You and me never fight and we are always on the same page about everything. Plus, I know the way a coven works. What was I thinking?"
Things were quiet again for some time until my husband started talking about microcosm and macrocosms and I was like "What in the name of Beans and Jelly are you talking about boy?"
"This infighting between us is the microcosm. But what's happening in the groups is the macrocosm. This truly is the enemies last gasp."***This is my experience with the enemy. This is a perfect example of how they work.
They will use anyone close to you and manipulate them. Even other members. Always keep your head and wits about you and ALWAYS be aware. Always be ready to fight.
I also urge you to also read the JOS. That's what really helped me fight against the enemy was experience, but the JOS. I knew how a coven worked because I read about it. I was able to fight back with words that satan said because I'd read them. I used the JOS and experience to fight the enemy and you all can too! You just have to read!
Also, some of you people think you are "above" the attacks of the enemy. But you are ALWAYS susceptible. Don't get cocky or overconfident in yourself. It's good to be confident but always use your head and use your brain.
In the same way that the enemy tried to mess with our marriage, they are messing with our groups. Me and Brian are just a small example that the gods and me did not allow to come to full fruition. But infighting is happening all over the groups and the gods are upset. I can name three separate cases off the top of my head that I know of where there are satanists attacking other satanists. It needs to STOP. Satan wants us to all unite in a band of unity. So cast off those fucking shackles of the enemy! Cast off your blinders! Stand up and fight for what you believe in! Let us ALL unite and fight for satan!
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Knowledge is power.
"I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need."~Father Satan; The Al-jilwah
In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi Excelsi!* Let the name of Satan be exaulted!*
Hail Belial!* Heil Hitler!* Sieg Heil!* Ave Satanas!* Rege Satanas!* Heil, mein fuhrer!* Hail Satan!*
www.joyofsatan.org
www.exposingchristianity.com
The first time was several nights ago, when the enemy attacked me by impersonating my spirit wife. They tried to make me think she was angry at me for slacking off just a little in my meditations because I was sick, when she had never been angry about it before. Eventually, I decided that it was an attack because first off, the enemy spoke in a way that the gods and my wife didn't and don't speak and that sent off an alarm in my head. Than my "spirit wife" started changing her mind constantly about why she was angry and she doesn't do that either. Another alarm. When I realized it was an attack and rationalized through it and kept my head and wits about me, the enemy fucked off.
Tonight, the enemy impersonated the second patron of Satan's coven (I hate to claim it as mine when it's really all his anyway) AND my spirit wife. When Brian came in, he said we are not inducting anyone else into the coven because my wife and patron were jealous. And that made me go "What? He's joking right?" Than he told me to forget that they were jealous and that we had a coven with them and the gods and that anyone else inducted into that coven would disrupt the pure energy that we had created and I was immediately pissed off.
"What about my son?!!!!!" I was practically screaming by this point because I wanted our son to have a chance to be in the coven and Brian said "No. Just us. Anyone else would make it less pure."
"And what does Astaroth have to say about all this?"
But he pivoted that question and wouldn't say anything about Astaroth. This was the first warning bell that went up in my head.
I was so confused and I said "Whoah ok time out. I'm going to have to call up a HUGE red flag here because somethings not right. I've never heard of gods forming a coven with humans. That's crazy. I mean, they will work with us just like they worked with HP Maxine Dietrich, but as for an actual coven consisting of humans and gods? I've NEVER heard of that."
I suggested we do a ritual to satan to find out the truth but instead me and Brian just kept on fight-talking. He refused to believe that I even could be right and instead was only interested in challenging me so I stood my ground because I knew this confusing alley way had to be explored. I'd never heard of it and it didn't seem right. I was so fucking confused.
So I did the same thing I always do when I'm truly confused with no answers. I called on satan right than and there and begged him for something, anything concrete, that would give me an answer. And as usual, he gave me the one thing that would lead me on the path to formulating my own answer with one simple thing. Our son.
My spirit wife, Haagenti, AND Belial said our son would be an EXCELLENT part of our coven and they always were overjoyed at the thought of him joining if he wanted to. And yet, now they were going back on their word? That wasn't like them. The gods are always honest. And I'd just caught the "gods" in a lie. So I did the only logical thing I could. I threw my head back and laughed and it felt like I was laughing in the enemies fucking face! It felt AMAZING!!!
I said "Belial always said our son could be a part of the coven. So did our Spirit wife and Haagenti but now they are going back on their word and saying that he can't be a part of the coven simply because they are jealous? That doesn't sound like our gods. Our gods will do ANYTHING to further satan's goals and satan wants us all to bind in a bond of unity. He said so in the Al-Jilwah. They wouldn't keep anyone out simply because of jealousy."
And than the enemy made a valid point. "Maybe we aren't ready to add more people to the coven."
And I said "Ah, now you make a valid point. But why in the world would the gods be totally ok with me adding two of our trusted friends (practically family) one second and than turn around and say no? That also DOESN'T sound like them."
"Well did you ever maybe think your not supposed to be HP of this coven?"
"If Satan doesn't want me to be HP of this coven than I will step down or disband it myself. Whatever Satan wants me to do."
Than Brian said "We're only two people! Two people isn't a coven! We're a family! We're a married couple!"
"Yes but it wasn't always that way and it didn't start out that way. It was you me and *John Doe*. *John Doe* was kicked out because of the coven because of drugs and the fact that his drug use was ruining the coven. Than it was you and me. And we were not married at that time. We were not related at that time. We were not family. We were only two people! But we were STILL a coven! Also, why wouldn't the gods want more people in the coven? More like minded people working towards a common goal means MORE POWER. Satan wants us to stand together in a bond of unity. So why would the "gods" suddenly not want us all to work together? I honestly think this is an attack. Satan says in the Al-Jilwah that he wants his followers to unite in a bond of unity. Also, as far as me being HP of this coven goes, if the gods didn't want me to be HP, they would have told me at the astral conference table on Halloween night. Belial would have told me when he was talking to me. Our patron would have told me to stop recruiting today. Someone would have given me a sign to step down. And when they do, I will. Because some HP's are only there for a season to serve a certain purpose. To serve Satan's ultimate purpose. But until I have served Satan's purpose, I will not stop fighting with my last breath. So I'm not going to fight with you. I refuse to fight with you."
I left the room but felt really bad about leaving. Like there was more that had to be said and that I wasn't finished. So I went back in to let the gods speak and crush the enemies last resistance. "This isn't the way our gods talk to us. First off, when I was weak and you were translating the will of the gods for me, you would get maybe one thing wrong. But it wasn't constant. You didn't have to constantly change your mind and it wasn't confusing and it wasn't chaotic. That wasn't the way it was tonight. The gods didn't follow their normal pattern, (which they ALWAYS follow their normal pattern with us). First you said we had formed a coven with the gods than you told me to forget it. Than you told me my spirit wife and patron were jealous than you told me to forget it. It was designed to confuse me and to get me to fight with you. But I'm not going to fight with you. You have to see this is an attack of the enemy."
Things were quiet for a while then he bent over, looking thoroughly exhausted and tired. I was worried that maybe I'd been too much on fire for satan and that maybe I'd been way to harsh at some point and I didn't want to hurt my husband. So I sat by him.
"Maybe this is an attack of the enemy. You and me never fight and we are always on the same page about everything. Plus, I know the way a coven works. What was I thinking?"
Things were quiet again for some time until my husband started talking about microcosm and macrocosms and I was like "What in the name of Beans and Jelly are you talking about boy?"
"This infighting between us is the microcosm. But what's happening in the groups is the macrocosm. This truly is the enemies last gasp."***This is my experience with the enemy. This is a perfect example of how they work.
They will use anyone close to you and manipulate them. Even other members. Always keep your head and wits about you and ALWAYS be aware. Always be ready to fight.
I also urge you to also read the JOS. That's what really helped me fight against the enemy was experience, but the JOS. I knew how a coven worked because I read about it. I was able to fight back with words that satan said because I'd read them. I used the JOS and experience to fight the enemy and you all can too! You just have to read!
Also, some of you people think you are "above" the attacks of the enemy. But you are ALWAYS susceptible. Don't get cocky or overconfident in yourself. It's good to be confident but always use your head and use your brain.
In the same way that the enemy tried to mess with our marriage, they are messing with our groups. Me and Brian are just a small example that the gods and me did not allow to come to full fruition. But infighting is happening all over the groups and the gods are upset. I can name three separate cases off the top of my head that I know of where there are satanists attacking other satanists. It needs to STOP. Satan wants us to all unite in a band of unity. So cast off those fucking shackles of the enemy! Cast off your blinders! Stand up and fight for what you believe in! Let us ALL unite and fight for satan!
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Knowledge is power.
"I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need."~Father Satan; The Al-jilwah
In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi Excelsi!* Let the name of Satan be exaulted!*
Hail Belial!* Heil Hitler!* Sieg Heil!* Ave Satanas!* Rege Satanas!* Heil, mein fuhrer!* Hail Satan!*
www.joyofsatan.org
www.exposingchristianity.com