rapha.sato
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Hi
First of all I need to apologize because I dont speak english very well. I'll try to do my best.
This week I met the website http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/HOME.html and got really surprised by the things written there.I did the ritual of renouncing the christian god and to accept Satan as my true god, with the black candle, a rose incense and the letter signed by blood.I had a little faith, but deep inside I was doubting. Nothing happend in that moment, neither I was successfull in meditate.But then, I lay down in bed and closed my eyes, with no intention at all, just for relax. And for the first time in my life I felt something different.I have prayed for the christian god, for Jesus, for Mary, for my guardian angel, so many times, and nothing ever happened.But in that moment, I felt some kind of energy, I cant describe it, but was something that I never felt before. Is really hard to say, I dont know how it was look like, all I can say is that I felt something like nothing before.For a moment, I opened my eyes and I saw a shape of a white muscle man behind the curtain that I have in my bedroom. I closed my eyes immediatly, I feel scared, because in the website they say is really hard for the gods of hell to show themselves to someone, but after closing my eyes I felt the energy and I felt peace and confident enough to make some questions.The energy that I was feeling was changing of intensity, I tried to comunicate, to ask things, but I didnt get any answers, after a question, the energy increased and then lowered again, like it was an answer, until it ended.I want to perform the ritual of summoning to talk to him, but I'm really scared of see him, I dont know how he looks like, I dont know what he can do to me.Someone was successful in talking to him, someone has seen him before?
First of all I need to apologize because I dont speak english very well. I'll try to do my best.
This week I met the website http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/HOME.html and got really surprised by the things written there.I did the ritual of renouncing the christian god and to accept Satan as my true god, with the black candle, a rose incense and the letter signed by blood.I had a little faith, but deep inside I was doubting. Nothing happend in that moment, neither I was successfull in meditate.But then, I lay down in bed and closed my eyes, with no intention at all, just for relax. And for the first time in my life I felt something different.I have prayed for the christian god, for Jesus, for Mary, for my guardian angel, so many times, and nothing ever happened.But in that moment, I felt some kind of energy, I cant describe it, but was something that I never felt before. Is really hard to say, I dont know how it was look like, all I can say is that I felt something like nothing before.For a moment, I opened my eyes and I saw a shape of a white muscle man behind the curtain that I have in my bedroom. I closed my eyes immediatly, I feel scared, because in the website they say is really hard for the gods of hell to show themselves to someone, but after closing my eyes I felt the energy and I felt peace and confident enough to make some questions.The energy that I was feeling was changing of intensity, I tried to comunicate, to ask things, but I didnt get any answers, after a question, the energy increased and then lowered again, like it was an answer, until it ended.I want to perform the ritual of summoning to talk to him, but I'm really scared of see him, I dont know how he looks like, I dont know what he can do to me.Someone was successful in talking to him, someone has seen him before?