How do I deal with shit?!

[Two Thousand]

Hi friends,
I'm really struggling with life and shit. I don't know where to start. I totally hate my job right now, it's fucking retail and it pays almost below minimum wage (thanks to the enemy). I hate it because I deal with a lot of people and I absolutely hate all people (there are a few exceptions) and my bosses are total cunts and don't give a shit. I'm trying to find a better paying job but it's very difficult and the jobs that do pay more, you need experience... which I have none. 
I'm struggling with paying for everything because the pay I get fucking sucks. I've had to go to food banks just to get food and I've almost got evicted twice for not paying my rent on time. I'm late on my bills because an entire paycheck doesn't cover it all when the bills are due. I can't get help from those so-called "help" places because "too many people need help and not everyone can be helped due to limited funds, food, etc," is what they tell me.
I have no other help. Family does not care, does not help. My friends can't help because they're struggling too and everything is just a fucking mess. I had a friend who almost committed suicide because she couldn't take this hardship too much longer. I stopped her from doing it but after struggling like I never knew could actually happen, I felt tempted to do it myself. I understood why she attempted to do it.
My life is a total mess. I've dedicated and called out to the gods but have received no answer. I'm becoming desperate. 
How do I deal with this?
Is there anyone that has been in a similar situation but gotten out of it??

 

[alpha one]

Perform a jupiter square and also a sun square....keep performing them till ur problems are solved

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On Thu, 12 Oct 2017 at 10:32, Two Thousand 2thousandtwo2000@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   Hi friends,
I'm really struggling with life and shit. I don't know where to start. I totally hate my job right now, it's fucking retail and it pays almost below minimum wage (thanks to the enemy). I hate it because I deal with a lot of people and I absolutely hate all people (there are a few exceptions) and my bosses are total cunts and don't give a shit. I'm trying to find a better paying job but it's very difficult and the jobs that do pay more, you need experience... which I have none. 
I'm struggling with paying for everything because the pay I get fucking sucks. I've had to go to food banks just to get food and I've almost got evicted twice for not paying my rent on time. I'm late on my bills because an entire paycheck doesn't cover it all when the bills are due. I can't get help from those so-called "help" places because "too many people need help and not everyone can be helped due to limited funds, food, etc," is what they tell me.
I have no other help. Family does not care, does not help. My friends can't help because they're struggling too and everything is just a fucking mess. I had a friend who almost committed suicide because she couldn't take this hardship too much longer. I stopped her from doing it but after struggling like I never knew could actually happen, I felt tempted to do it myself. I understood why she attempted to do it.
My life is a total mess. I've dedicated and called out to the gods but have received no answer. I'm becoming desperate. 
How do I deal with this?
Is there anyone that has been in a similar situation but gotten out of it??

 

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You could create your own business and do magick to make it suceed.

 

[shade00013]

Know how you feel bro! Can't suggest much… but I can suggest starting a meditation with FEHU I.e.

Vibrate FEHU 9 times breath in green chi with gold glitter affirm something like "I am attracting large amounts of money to me which I can spend how I choose in a safe and healthy way for me" then do the same set above 4 times a day starting at a waxing moon(new moon to full moon) in a appropriate zodiac moon and sun sign.

 

[shade00013]

Using this site as a guide
https://www.lunarium.co.uk/calendar/universal.jsp

 

[bringiton79]

Have you checked into going back to school  to attend the skills necessary to get a better job they have student loans  and grants that you could get that will help you to pay your bills you can even take classes online. Odds are you might not be open enough to hear the replies either that or you're overlooking Clues they might be sending you. Power meditation really helps. Clearing out your chakras and doing a banishing ritual will also help. Doing some money affirmations can help you as well as an example you could a firm "money is coming to me now in a beneficial way" 108 times.

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-------- Original message --------From: "Two Thousand 2thousandtwo2000@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] Date: 10/11/17 8:52 PM (GMT-08:00) To: [email protected] Subject: [JoyofSatan666] How do I deal with shit?!
  Hi friends,
I'm really struggling with life and shit. I don't know where to start. I totally hate my job right now, it's fucking retail and it pays almost below minimum wage (thanks to the enemy). I hate it because I deal with a lot of people and I absolutely hate all people (there are a few exceptions) and my bosses are total cunts and don't give a shit. I'm trying to find a better paying job but it's very difficult and the jobs that do pay more, you need experience... which I have none. 
I'm struggling with paying for everything because the pay I get fucking sucks. I've had to go to food banks just to get food and I've almost got evicted twice for not paying my rent on time. I'm late on my bills because an entire paycheck doesn't cover it all when the bills are due. I can't get help from those so-called "help" places because "too many people need help and not everyone can be helped due to limited funds, food, etc," is what they tell me.
I have no other help. Family does not care, does not help. My friends can't help because they're struggling too and everything is just a fucking mess. I had a friend who almost committed suicide because she couldn't take this hardship too much longer. I stopped her from doing it but after struggling like I never knew could actually happen, I felt tempted to do it myself. I understood why she attempted to do it.
My life is a total mess. I've dedicated and called out to the gods but have received no answer. I'm becoming desperate. 
How do I deal with this?
Is there anyone that has been in a similar situation but gotten out of it??

 

[ANDREW GRAY]

Try harder to get a better job, maybe try the car business. Start out in auto sales. 

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On Oct 11, 2017, at 10:10 PM, alpha one alphaone6666@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Perform a jupiter square and also a sun square....keep performing them till ur problems are solved

Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

On Thu, 12 Oct 2017 at 10:32, Two Thousand 2thousandtwo2000@... [JoyofSatan666]<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:   Hi friends,
I'm really struggling with life and shit. I don't know where to start. I totally hate my job right now, it's fucking retail and it pays almost below minimum wage (thanks to the enemy). I hate it because I deal with a lot of people and I absolutely hate all people (there are a few exceptions) and my bosses are total cunts and don't give a shit. I'm trying to find a better paying job but it's very difficult and the jobs that do pay more, you need experience... which I have none. 
I'm struggling with paying for everything because the pay I get fucking sucks. I've had to go to food banks just to get food and I've almost got evicted twice for not paying my rent on time. I'm late on my bills because an entire paycheck doesn't cover it all when the bills are due. I can't get help from those so-called "help" places because "too many people need help and not everyone can be helped due to limited funds, food, etc," is what they tell me.
I have no other help. Family does not care, does not help. My friends can't help because they're struggling too and everything is just a fucking mess. I had a friend who almost committed suicide because she couldn't take this hardship too much longer. I stopped her from doing it but after struggling like I never knew could actually happen, I felt tempted to do it myself. I understood why she attempted to do it.
My life is a total mess. I've dedicated and called out to the gods but have received no answer. I'm becoming desperate. 
How do I deal with this?
Is there anyone that has been in a similar situation but gotten out of it??

 

[hailodin6661]

I believe the strongest Satanists can be measured by the tears they have shed. You have everything you need to rise. And I promise I will never in my life stop fighting for people like you.

Our Last Night  "Sunrise"

 https://youtu.be/l1o-qg_ikzs

Full of despair inside a darkness
Self conscious and scared, held prisoner of war
Running out of air, buried in a sadness
Want a way out of this paralyzing world
And the sound of the cries when a family's loved one dies
It echoes through a vacant room where a young soul still resides

When the night is cold and you feel like no-one knows
what it's like to be the only one buried in this hole
You can make it to the sunrise.
(Woah. Woah. Woah)
You can make it to the sunrise.
(Woah. Woah. Woah.)

Searching for a way to escape the madness
A dire need for change as we fight for better days
The hurt and the pain cut deep like a razor blade
Holding in a cry for love, abandoned and afraid

When the night is cold and you feel like no-one knows
what it's like to be the only one buried in this hole
You can make it to the sunrise
(Woah. Woah. Woah)
You can make it to the sunrise
(Woah. Woah. Woah.)

I won't go to my grave until a difference is made
I won't go to my grave until a difference is made
(Until a difference is made)

When the night is cold and you feel like no-one knows
what it's like to be the only one buried in this hole
You can make it to the sunrise
(Woah. Woah. Woah)
You can make it to the sunrise
(Woah. Woah. Woah.)

I won't go to my grave until a difference is made
(Until a difference is made)
Until a difference is made

(From time to time, there arise among human beings,
people, who seem to exude love, as naturally as the sun gives out heat.)

 

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One way to deal with shit is to use the best brand of toilet tissue - RTR Toilet Tissue. Another way is to use A&E brand - Advancement and Empowerment Toilet Tissue...

 

[Two Thousand]

Thank you all for your help.
Despite the fact life has sunk to the lowest, I still have hope :'-|

On Oct 14, 2017 3:17 PM, "hailodin666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  I believe the strongest Satanists can be measured by the tears they have shed. You have everything you need to rise. And I promise I will never in my life stop fighting for people like you.

Our Last Night  "Sunrise"

 https://youtu.be/l1o-qg_ikzs

Full of despair inside a darkness
Self conscious and scared, held prisoner of war
Running out of air, buried in a sadness
Want a way out of this paralyzing world
And the sound of the cries when a family's loved one dies
It echoes through a vacant room where a young soul still resides

When the night is cold and you feel like no-one knows
what it's like to be the only one buried in this hole
You can make it to the sunrise.
(Woah. Woah. Woah)
You can make it to the sunrise.
(Woah. Woah. Woah.)

Searching for a way to escape the madness
A dire need for change as we fight for better days
The hurt and the pain cut deep like a razor blade
Holding in a cry for love, abandoned and afraid

When the night is cold and you feel like no-one knows
what it's like to be the only one buried in this hole
You can make it to the sunrise
(Woah. Woah. Woah)
You can make it to the sunrise
(Woah. Woah. Woah.)

I won't go to my grave until a difference is made
I won't go to my grave until a difference is made
(Until a difference is made)

When the night is cold and you feel like no-one knows
what it's like to be the only one buried in this hole
You can make it to the sunrise
(Woah. Woah. Woah)
You can make it to the sunrise
(Woah. Woah. Woah.)

I won't go to my grave until a difference is made
(Until a difference is made)
Until a difference is made

(From time to time, there arise among human beings,
people, who seem to exude love, as naturally as the sun gives out heat.)

 

[zolaluckystar1]

Fancymancy! LOL!! Oh, and don't forget the 72 names of G_d TP
Two Thousand: Been there. I've gone to food banks, volunteered to earn meal tickets, and worse. Just keep doing your best. Something will open up for you.