How did you discover the joyofsatan page?

[HailMotherLilith]

I grew up in a Christian conservative household, and we went to church fairly often when I was young, but when my little brother was born, we stopped going pretty much altogether as he's moderately Autistic and my parents found it too difficult to try and bring him to places like that.

I never particularly cared for it. I believed in it, certainly, and would get offended at people talking shit about Christianity and the smug superiority that atheists would exude, but I was essentially one of those Christians who believed but didn't really make an effort to really learn about the Bible and the shit contained therein. In addition, there were things that just didn't jive with me or make sense - contradictions with what I was reading about how the Earth came to be, the concept of Hell in and of itself and sending people there just for not being Christian, the idea that we're all dirty sinners and need to fix ourselves and be right with the lawd, it made me uncomfortable and I would just feel shitty.

It came to a head when I started coming to terms with the fact that I'm a definite homosexual and have been attracted to men for some time. Trying to reconcile that with my upbringing and knowing that both of my parents would be crushed (Which they were.) filled me with such anguish and fear. I remember actively wishing for Christianity not to be true because the world view it presented was just depressing. I believe this to be what really pushed me in the direction of finding JoS, as it was in my reading about sexuality and trying to accept this about myself that I stumbled upon a Wikipedia article in which it talked about the LaVeyan view on asexuality; that it was their business and people should conduct their lives freely within reason. I was so pleasantly drawn in by that; a Satanic belief system, saying things that made sense, that jived with me in a way that Christianity never, ever has.

Ironically enough, around this time I was also reading articles by a gay Christian who was trying to convince readers that homosexuals can be accepted in Christianity, and while this may have placated my psychic tension a tad, I was also put off by the way he described Christianity as a "spiritual journey." I realized in that moment that I actually never even considered Christianity to be spiritual. When I thought "spiritual practices," Christianity did not come to mind, and it inherently felt strange to me that someone would describe it as spiritual. All of this while I was still a Christian.

I had googled Satanism not too long before this and read a few things on the Church of Satan's website; around this time, I had the thought to give it another Google, as I was still intrigued by the sensibleness of what I had read. Went to their website, read a bit again, then backed up to read another website: Joy of Satan. I read what was said, saw what they pointed out in the Bible that I conveniently was never taught in church or by that gay Christian, and every little story and/or bit of evidence my dad had to "prove" Christianity's validity, Joy of Satan had a Satanic explanation for. The pieces fell together so naturally; it felt spiritual. It felt right. I may not have had the knowledge to argue and prove this to others, but in my being I felt comforted and like I had finally found a path that wouldn't leave me feeling alone and like complete shit.

I didn't dedicate that night, I had a lot of deprogramming to do and so much to read. But it wasn't very long after. I'm not entirely certain that I was a Satanist in past lives, if I even have that many, but the draw I have to this path is real in ways no other path has felt to me. And a massive "HAIL SATAN!" for that.

This was so interesting to read!!

I feel like I would sit down and listen to you telling stories xDD

Glad to have you here!!!!! ❤

 

[Dahaarkan]

When I was about 15ish years old I was in a voice chat with some kids from school and thought it would be really edgy to look up satanism and found the JoS page. I was mightily disappointed. No edgy shit? Law abiding? Little edgy emo me was turned away instantly :lol:

I never cared about it, and never even read it, but I never forgot it even though I looked at it for like 5 minutes and closed the window. It was several years later when I started having serious problems with nowhere to turn to that I simply got pulled into looking for JoS again, like a moth to a flame I guess.

 

[Reckoned666]

My mother had a strong influence on me, compared to my father, and it's clearly noticeable in my astral chart.

She is a devoted Christian, however she belongs to quite a different confession - they abided Sabbath, same as Poos and had some other niche traits.

So I went to church until I was age of 7, then due to her heavy influence I gave in and started going to church again at age 15, for the sake of peace with her. After I started going to church she was much more mentally stable and out relationship was great. However, even though I believed in Christ-lie, there was something holding me from fully committing there. Something really deep in my soul, on a spiritual level. And I couldn't get rid of it - the act of being „born again“ was impossible for me. I had the appearances of kindness, love and other values, but deep down I felt like I wasn't a christian, for some reason.

I was quite an active member of the church, even had the chance to preach sermons, both in local congregation and nation wide. But I still felt lacking. Some teachings made sense, theologically, like the concept of hell was different from the traditional - it was rather just the act of destroying all evil, after the 2nd coming and final judgment etc. But at one point I started to think, what if God is evil and Satan is actually good? Yes, that makes more sense. Satan was blasphemed to oblivion and there are a lot of lies made about him.
It came to me, that in reality roles are reversed. That jeeboo god is a filthy disgusting liar who doesn't give jack shit about humanity. When the realization hit, I just typed how to sell your soul or some other stuff related to Satan. I wanted to contact him, and find out what's going on. Due to x-tian programming, I felt immense fear. But I continued to go forward ignoring that. And I found JoS. Skimmed through it, and decided to try getting into void state, summoning Baal Zebul and asking Him some questions. Since I thought going to Satan would be too hardcore.

So I sat down, meditated for an hour (it was void meditation with controlled breathing for 6 inhale, 6 hold and 6 exhale). But here was already a nifty coincidence. I started to meditate at 2 am sharp. And told myself I'll stop at 3 am, but without counting or looking at the clock. So I meditated, turned phone screen on - and guess what time it's? 3 am. Then I visualised sigil, said the prayer and waited. I felt immense fear at that moment. And then an immense presence. I relaxed for a bit, and heard a hissing sound. Inside my room. But it wasn't threatening, but I still got a bit shocked cause I didn't expect that. After that, I went to sleep.

Three days after that were out of this world. I had the most amazing energy. I had insomnia for 3 nights straight. In that time mostly I studied JoS at night. Animals were coming out of nowhere to say hi to me. A lot of people gave me intense but friendly eye contact. Later I read that those are signs of contacting a Demon. Also I had a lot of telepathic communication - like what to do, what no to do, what to expect of all this, etc. It was incredible. And so my journey began. Alas, I could only dedicate in my Astral temple. Since my grandpa is always at home (he has a severe dementia, so he never leaves home, etc), but I heard my parents planning to give him a ride to his friends grave to visit, so I'll be left home alone for 3 hours or so and then I'll do dedication by blood.

Also when I dedicated in my Astral temple I had a vision that Satan appeared and then there were two lines of Gods next to him vertically as an approval, so that felt nice and ever since then I feel like this is it, my soul is connected to the Creator at last.

 

[Powstanie Pogańskie]

I grew up in a Christian conservative household, and we went to church fairly often when I was young, but when my little brother was born, we stopped going pretty much altogether as he's moderately Autistic and my parents found it too difficult to try and bring him to places like that.

I never particularly cared for it. I believed in it, certainly, and would get offended at people talking shit about Christianity and the smug superiority that atheists would exude, but I was essentially one of those Christians who believed but didn't really make an effort to really learn about the Bible and the shit contained therein. In addition, there were things that just didn't jive with me or make sense - contradictions with what I was reading about how the Earth came to be, the concept of Hell in and of itself and sending people there just for not being Christian, the idea that we're all dirty sinners and need to fix ourselves and be right with the lawd, it made me uncomfortable and I would just feel shitty.

It came to a head when I started coming to terms with the fact that I'm a definite homosexual and have been attracted to men for some time. Trying to reconcile that with my upbringing and knowing that both of my parents would be crushed (Which they were.) filled me with such anguish and fear. I remember actively wishing for Christianity not to be true because the world view it presented was just depressing. I believe this to be what really pushed me in the direction of finding JoS, as it was in my reading about sexuality and trying to accept this about myself that I stumbled upon a Wikipedia article in which it talked about the LaVeyan view on asexuality; that it was their business and people should conduct their lives freely within reason. I was so pleasantly drawn in by that; a Satanic belief system, saying things that made sense, that jived with me in a way that Christianity never, ever has.

Ironically enough, around this time I was also reading articles by a gay Christian who was trying to convince readers that homosexuals can be accepted in Christianity, and while this may have placated my psychic tension a tad, I was also put off by the way he described Christianity as a "spiritual journey." I realized in that moment that I actually never even considered Christianity to be spiritual. When I thought "spiritual practices," Christianity did not come to mind, and it inherently felt strange to me that someone would describe it as spiritual. All of this while I was still a Christian.

I had googled Satanism not too long before this and read a few things on the Church of Satan's website; around this time, I had the thought to give it another Google, as I was still intrigued by the sensibleness of what I had read. Went to their website, read a bit again, then backed up to read another website: Joy of Satan. I read what was said, saw what they pointed out in the Bible that I conveniently was never taught in church or by that gay Christian, and every little story and/or bit of evidence my dad had to "prove" Christianity's validity, Joy of Satan had a Satanic explanation for. The pieces fell together so naturally; it felt spiritual. It felt right. I may not have had the knowledge to argue and prove this to others, but in my being I felt comforted and like I had finally found a path that wouldn't leave me feeling alone and like complete shit.

I didn't dedicate that night, I had a lot of deprogramming to do and so much to read. But it wasn't very long after. I'm not entirely certain that I was a Satanist in past lives, if I even have that many, but the draw I have to this path is real in ways no other path has felt to me. And a massive "HAIL SATAN!" for that.

This was so interesting to read!!

I feel like I would sit down and listen to you telling stories xDD

Glad to have you here!!!!! ❤

Many, many thanks, sister. <3 That genuinely means a great deal to me. I value the thoughts and words of my Satanic rodzina (family) above most things.

It feels good and therapeutic to relate these experiences here with everyone. I hope to continue to do so as I advance and more relevant stories come to mind. You never know who might read your post and feel comforted by the similarities to their own trials. Such has certainly been the case for me the more I read through posts and interact with our fellows.

 

[HailMotherLilith]

I grew up in a Christian conservative household, and we went to church fairly often when I was young, but when my little brother was born, we stopped going pretty much altogether as he's moderately Autistic and my parents found it too difficult to try and bring him to places like that.

I never particularly cared for it. I believed in it, certainly, and would get offended at people talking shit about Christianity and the smug superiority that atheists would exude, but I was essentially one of those Christians who believed but didn't really make an effort to really learn about the Bible and the shit contained therein. In addition, there were things that just didn't jive with me or make sense - contradictions with what I was reading about how the Earth came to be, the concept of Hell in and of itself and sending people there just for not being Christian, the idea that we're all dirty sinners and need to fix ourselves and be right with the lawd, it made me uncomfortable and I would just feel shitty.

It came to a head when I started coming to terms with the fact that I'm a definite homosexual and have been attracted to men for some time. Trying to reconcile that with my upbringing and knowing that both of my parents would be crushed (Which they were.) filled me with such anguish and fear. I remember actively wishing for Christianity not to be true because the world view it presented was just depressing. I believe this to be what really pushed me in the direction of finding JoS, as it was in my reading about sexuality and trying to accept this about myself that I stumbled upon a Wikipedia article in which it talked about the LaVeyan view on asexuality; that it was their business and people should conduct their lives freely within reason. I was so pleasantly drawn in by that; a Satanic belief system, saying things that made sense, that jived with me in a way that Christianity never, ever has.

Ironically enough, around this time I was also reading articles by a gay Christian who was trying to convince readers that homosexuals can be accepted in Christianity, and while this may have placated my psychic tension a tad, I was also put off by the way he described Christianity as a "spiritual journey." I realized in that moment that I actually never even considered Christianity to be spiritual. When I thought "spiritual practices," Christianity did not come to mind, and it inherently felt strange to me that someone would describe it as spiritual. All of this while I was still a Christian.

I had googled Satanism not too long before this and read a few things on the Church of Satan's website; around this time, I had the thought to give it another Google, as I was still intrigued by the sensibleness of what I had read. Went to their website, read a bit again, then backed up to read another website: Joy of Satan. I read what was said, saw what they pointed out in the Bible that I conveniently was never taught in church or by that gay Christian, and every little story and/or bit of evidence my dad had to "prove" Christianity's validity, Joy of Satan had a Satanic explanation for. The pieces fell together so naturally; it felt spiritual. It felt right. I may not have had the knowledge to argue and prove this to others, but in my being I felt comforted and like I had finally found a path that wouldn't leave me feeling alone and like complete shit.

I didn't dedicate that night, I had a lot of deprogramming to do and so much to read. But it wasn't very long after. I'm not entirely certain that I was a Satanist in past lives, if I even have that many, but the draw I have to this path is real in ways no other path has felt to me. And a massive "HAIL SATAN!" for that.

This was so interesting to read!!

I feel like I would sit down and listen to you telling stories xDD

Glad to have you here!!!!! ❤

Many, many thanks, sister. <3 That genuinely means a great deal to me. I value the thoughts and words of my Satanic rodzina (family) above most things.

It feels good and therapeutic to relate these experiences here with everyone. I hope to continue to do so as I advance and more relevant stories come to mind. You never know who might read your post and feel comforted by the similarities to their own trials. Such has certainly been the case for me the more I read through posts and interact with our fellows.

That's awesome. I can relate at some parts. :mrgreen:

 

[luis]

I actualy found Jos many years ago (2011) at the time i was pretty young, i was 14 and my life was a mess thanks to my father. I always likes occult and magick, i had a lot of immagination when i was kid (now not as much but thanks to meditations is coming back ) and i was interested in egypt a lot, the only magick that was around was Harry Potter and illusionims and i was interested in all of that even if i felt incomplete. I was never interested in xtianity and actualy hated it a lot, my parents accepted this and actualy did not to sacraments just only the communion because i was more little and i didn't speack up for myself a lot. Even if other people that i knew did them for money i hated It so much that i didn't do it.

When i got my first computer i started to search for occult stuff and i found Wicca and things like this, i never tried their 'spells' and they seem fake as fuck lol
Before i found Jos in 2011 i was doing Faulun Gong! but i didn't like a lot of what they said and sometimes it reminded me of xianity (of course now i know that the exercise's are what is good). So i dedicated in 2011 and started to meditate but only when my family wasn't home and because of this i didn't meditate a lot and i think thanks to the enemy i just only did Falung Gonf for a while and i did "leave" Satanism for a while.

It was always in the back of my mind and there were times that i did go back to meditations but i still didn't want to tell my parent so i didn't do it everyday. After i finished school my life was still bad...thanks to my father. I did want to go to university but then i remembered Jos and i started to meditate everyday and now here i am! I risolved many problems in my life in less than two years and my father is not a problem anymore, he still lives with me but it's not an alchoholic anymore and it's a lot better than before, the only problems now that i need to solve is money and love life, money is close to being resolved and love life after money because for now i don't to have distractions for what i'm doing.

 

[Stormblood]

Yes, new degrees of advancement and insights, for sure.

I have read on some other posts of your interests in Druidry or things that are Celtic. I don't really find a lot of references to such or maybe practices in using the Ogham the so-called celtic tree alphabet.

And I hope you find the link to the druids being a part of the Skaldic society. I am kind of looking at what Skald is and I did notice a lot of similarities between Norse and Celtic.

Example.
Fehu is also represented of wild bovine, money, wealth, honor, possessions right? There was a tale of Morrighan travelling all in red, and a red heifer, which was promised to a King and came across Cuhulain who challenged her. Which reminds me even the Celtic Goddess Morrighan was claiming to have won that cattle from poetry (skaldic?). I see a LOT of runic activities.

The celtic god, or father god Dagda, mated with Morrighan on Halloween at the river. And the dagaz rune would be very much in align with this god in that particular moment.

Celtic god Lugh as Loki for an example. Loki's rune was Kenaz, and Kenaz from Edred Thorosson also had to do with harnessing the fire creatively, skills. Just as the celtic god Lugh was talented in many things as so said in Celtic lore.

There is a lot of other examples I could provide. But since I have an interest in runes and norse cosmology(mostly it's a map to the soul) as well as Celtic lore and Druidry. So the challenge is to actually dig into the texts like the Tain, Mabinogan, and others. II am aware that the Druids also used runes and probabaly the Ogham alphabet as well.

That the Druids were part of the Skaldic Society is a thought of mine, not an official statement from the clergy. Here it explains about the Gaelic Kings still following the Druid ways in 1610: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=22841

Here's a statement that connects Druids and Norway: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=13277&p=50800&#p50742

Loki: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=12541

Have you read these two books, which are among the suggested ones for druidry, under one of the original Mageson sermons on the topic? Irish Origins of Civilisation, Vol. 1 and 2 by Michael Tsarion (password: satanicireland)

There's one book on the suggested lists that talks about the tree alphabet but it doesn't say much about it, unfortunately. Here's a link: Western Mysteries by David Allen Hulse (same password)

As for Kenaz, you can also associate it with the goddess Ceridwen in the Tale of Taliesin. The potion she made to make her son wise (to give him Awen) can be compared to the mead of poetry in Norse lore. The cauldron where she made it could very well be the upper dantian in Taoism and one of the wells in Norse mythology, maybe the well of Mimir. Ceridwen is also referred to as a threefold goddess, in the same way as Morrigan and Hecate are. In Greek mythology Hecate is seen sometimes as part of a triad of goddesses (Kore, Persephone and Hecate) and some think of this triad as all names of Demeter. Demeter is a goddess of the harvest and we have three harvest festivals in our tradition: Lughnasadh, Mabon and Samhain. You see Lugh here, which you mentioned earlier, in the first harvest festival of the year. 3 and 9 are prominent numbers throughout all regional variants of Satanism. There are many triple goddesses. Artemis is another, Hera is another in Greek tradition. The ultimate female trinity is the Tridevi in Vedic tradition: Saraswati, Lakshmi and Parvati, the consorts of the Trimurti (Brahma, Shiva and Vishnu). There are three cauldrons, three wells and three dantians, just like we consider the pineal gland for the feminine part of the elixir, the solar plexus where both parts are collected and merged, and the sacral chakra where the masculine part is made.

Norse people have the concept of chakras too and they call them "hvel", which has the same meaning as chakra. The first sermon I shared talks about the Loki/Lugh you mentioned, making more connections and bridges between the two traditions. It also talks about the Crann Bethadh, the Irish Tree of Life and how it has worlds, just like the Norse tree of life. I don't know how many are shown, because all depictions of the Irish one I've found don't show the worlds. Someone in a recent topic of mine pointed out how the 3D version of the Norse Tree of Life looks like our Merkaba, an octahedron.

If you want to talk about this privately, you can email me. I'm sure it won't take long for you to find my address in this forum. Otherwise, maybe we can open a topic about this kind of research or discuss under one of my topics where nobody or almost nobody has ever replied. I mention these options to avoid keeping up with the off-topic in this thread.

 

[beareroflightandtrth83]

Yes, new degrees of advancement and insights, for sure.

I have read on some other posts of your interests in Druidry or things that are Celtic. I don't really find a lot of references to such or maybe practices in using the Ogham the so-called celtic tree alphabet.

And I hope you find the link to the druids being a part of the Skaldic society. I am kind of looking at what Skald is and I did notice a lot of similarities between Norse and Celtic.

Example.
Fehu is also represented of wild bovine, money, wealth, honor, possessions right? There was a tale of Morrighan travelling all in red, and a red heifer, which was promised to a King and came across Cuhulain who challenged her. Which reminds me even the Celtic Goddess Morrighan was claiming to have won that cattle from poetry (skaldic?). I see a LOT of runic activities.

The celtic god, or father god Dagda, mated with Morrighan on Halloween at the river. And the dagaz rune would be very much in align with this god in that particular moment.

Celtic god Lugh as Loki for an example. Loki's rune was Kenaz, and Kenaz from Edred Thorosson also had to do with harnessing the fire creatively, skills. Just as the celtic god Lugh was talented in many things as so said in Celtic lore.

There is a lot of other examples I could provide. But since I have an interest in runes and norse cosmology(mostly it's a map to the soul) as well as Celtic lore and Druidry. So the challenge is to actually dig into the texts like the Tain, Mabinogan, and others. II am aware that the Druids also used runes and probabaly the Ogham alphabet as well.

That the Druids were part of the Skaldic Society is a thought of mine, not an official statement from the clergy. Here it explains about the Gaelic Kings still following the Druid ways in 1610: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=22841

Here's a statement that connects Druids and Norway: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=13277&p=50800&#p50742

Loki: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=12541

Have you read these two books, which are among the suggested ones for druidry, under one of the original Mageson sermons on the topic? Irish Origins of Civilisation, Vol. 1 and 2 by Michael Tsarion (password: satanicireland)

There's one book on the suggested lists that talks about the tree alphabet but it doesn't say much about it, unfortunately. Here's a link: Western Mysteries by David Allen Hulse (same password)

As for Kenaz, you can also associate it with the goddess Ceridwen in the Tale of Taliesin. The potion she made to make her son wise (to give him Awen) can be compared to the mead of poetry in Norse lore. The cauldron where she made it could very well be the upper dantian in Taoism and one of the wells in Norse mythology, maybe the well of Mimir. Ceridwen is also referred to as a threefold goddess, in the same way as Morrigan and Hecate are. In Greek mythology Hecate is seen sometimes as part of a triad of goddesses (Kore, Persephone and Hecate) and some think of this triad as all names of Demeter. Demeter is a goddess of the harvest and we have three harvest festivals in our tradition: Lughnasadh, Mabon and Samhain. You see Lugh here, which you mentioned earlier, in the first harvest festival of the year. 3 and 9 are prominent numbers throughout all regional variants of Satanism. There are many triple goddesses. Artemis is another, Hera is another in Greek tradition. The ultimate female trinity is the Tridevi in Vedic tradition: Saraswati, Lakshmi and Parvati, the consorts of the Trimurti (Brahma, Shiva and Vishnu). There are three cauldrons, three wells and three dantians, just like we consider the pineal gland for the feminine part of the elixir, the solar plexus where both parts are collected and merged, and the sacral chakra where the masculine part is made.

Norse people have the concept of chakras too and they call them "hvel", which has the same meaning as chakra. The first sermon I shared talks about the Loki/Lugh you mentioned, making more connections and bridges between the two traditions. It also talks about the Crann Bethadh, the Irish Tree of Life and how it has worlds, just like the Norse tree of life. I don't know how many are shown, because all depictions of the Irish one I've found don't show the worlds. Someone in a recent topic of mine pointed out how the 3D version of the Norse Tree of Life looks like our Merkaba, an octahedron.

If you want to talk about this privately, you can email me. I'm sure it won't take long for you to find my address in this forum. Otherwise, maybe we can open a topic about this kind of research or discuss under one of my topics where nobody or almost nobody has ever replied. I mention these options to avoid keeping up with the off-topic in this thread.

Yes I want to know more about this as you can see I’m deeply drawn to the druids and things that are considered Celtic and mainly it’s because I have a lot of family from. Wales.

 

[beareroflightandtrth83]

Yes, new degrees of advancement and insights, for sure.

I have read on some other posts of your interests in Druidry or things that are Celtic. I don't really find a lot of references to such or maybe practices in using the Ogham the so-called celtic tree alphabet.

And I hope you find the link to the druids being a part of the Skaldic society. I am kind of looking at what Skald is and I did notice a lot of similarities between Norse and Celtic.

Example.
Fehu is also represented of wild bovine, money, wealth, honor, possessions right? There was a tale of Morrighan travelling all in red, and a red heifer, which was promised to a King and came across Cuhulain who challenged her. Which reminds me even the Celtic Goddess Morrighan was claiming to have won that cattle from poetry (skaldic?). I see a LOT of runic activities.

The celtic god, or father god Dagda, mated with Morrighan on Halloween at the river. And the dagaz rune would be very much in align with this god in that particular moment.

Celtic god Lugh as Loki for an example. Loki's rune was Kenaz, and Kenaz from Edred Thorosson also had to do with harnessing the fire creatively, skills. Just as the celtic god Lugh was talented in many things as so said in Celtic lore.

There is a lot of other examples I could provide. But since I have an interest in runes and norse cosmology(mostly it's a map to the soul) as well as Celtic lore and Druidry. So the challenge is to actually dig into the texts like the Tain, Mabinogan, and others. II am aware that the Druids also used runes and probabaly the Ogham alphabet as well.

That the Druids were part of the Skaldic Society is a thought of mine, not an official statement from the clergy. Here it explains about the Gaelic Kings still following the Druid ways in 1610: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=22841

Here's a statement that connects Druids and Norway: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=13277&p=50800&#p50742

Loki: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=12541

Have you read these two books, which are among the suggested ones for druidry, under one of the original Mageson sermons on the topic? Irish Origins of Civilisation, Vol. 1 and 2 by Michael Tsarion (password: satanicireland)

There's one book on the suggested lists that talks about the tree alphabet but it doesn't say much about it, unfortunately. Here's a link: Western Mysteries by David Allen Hulse (same password)

As for Kenaz, you can also associate it with the goddess Ceridwen in the Tale of Taliesin. The potion she made to make her son wise (to give him Awen) can be compared to the mead of poetry in Norse lore. The cauldron where she made it could very well be the upper dantian in Taoism and one of the wells in Norse mythology, maybe the well of Mimir. Ceridwen is also referred to as a threefold goddess, in the same way as Morrigan and Hecate are. In Greek mythology Hecate is seen sometimes as part of a triad of goddesses (Kore, Persephone and Hecate) and some think of this triad as all names of Demeter. Demeter is a goddess of the harvest and we have three harvest festivals in our tradition: Lughnasadh, Mabon and Samhain. You see Lugh here, which you mentioned earlier, in the first harvest festival of the year. 3 and 9 are prominent numbers throughout all regional variants of Satanism. There are many triple goddesses. Artemis is another, Hera is another in Greek tradition. The ultimate female trinity is the Tridevi in Vedic tradition: Saraswati, Lakshmi and Parvati, the consorts of the Trimurti (Brahma, Shiva and Vishnu). There are three cauldrons, three wells and three dantians, just like we consider the pineal gland for the feminine part of the elixir, the solar plexus where both parts are collected and merged, and the sacral chakra where the masculine part is made.

Norse people have the concept of chakras too and they call them "hvel", which has the same meaning as chakra. The first sermon I shared talks about the Loki/Lugh you mentioned, making more connections and bridges between the two traditions. It also talks about the Crann Bethadh, the Irish Tree of Life and how it has worlds, just like the Norse tree of life. I don't know how many are shown, because all depictions of the Irish one I've found don't show the worlds. Someone in a recent topic of mine pointed out how the 3D version of the Norse Tree of Life looks like our Merkaba, an octahedron.

If you want to talk about this privately, you can email me. I'm sure it won't take long for you to find my address in this forum. Otherwise, maybe we can open a topic about this kind of research or discuss under one of my topics where nobody or almost nobody has ever replied. I mention these options to avoid keeping up with the off-topic in this thread.

My personal email is [email protected] I would like to continue this conversation

 

[scorpiorising]

I stumbled upon JoS and this forum via the many searches and researches I was doing, last year during the summer time.

I was searching human origin and the occult. Specifically, my searches lead to the Anunnaki. From there, it lead me to JoS site. And from all I've read (more to read still!), everything I've ever wondered or was confused about regarding human origin, the true beginning, the true religion/belief system, etc...all of that was cleared up while I was going through the JoS website and its sister sites.

I felt within me that there is no doubt, I have found the truth. Or the truth found me. Maybe it was time.

Or maybe it was Satan and the Gods were always with me. I was always a curious child, and I had always been deeply curious about the occult and metaphysical side of life.

It was meant. That I found this truth. I never gave up the search, the seeking for truth. Never ever. I have no doubt whatsoever. Everything seems to make sense. I've been trying to connect the dots over the course of my life and now, the dots are connected. No confusion.

I am ever so glad, so grateful, so appreciative, so thankful.

 

[ahana666]

Completely random, I was super attacked by Christian entities until I found JoS and I dedicated for the first time,everything bad stopped instantly

 

[Seby]

Also it took me time to understand magic, for some reason all the stuff in the JoS about magic until recently was not something didn't attach to me. Probably because I have a lot going on in my life and I get distracted easily.

 

[Arin]

Share with us your stories.
Me, It was back in june or july 2013, and I dedicated in August. I had already made a pact earlier that year before I found out about the Jos, my first pact was just for money and I found the instructions in some random website, I didnt even care for the occult I was just knowladgeable in Lavey, and had my brain wired to see Satan as a beautiful winged being. I also didnt believe in Hell but I believed in Satan. The first pact also made me feel good regardless.
I took my dedication seriously, when I read the info on JOS i knew I was dealing with a serious cause.

Got involved with a few groups of crazies, starting off with subliminal users then some guy who was trying to start his own cult and failing miserably (wasnt a part of it dont worry lOl. Just a spectator). The guy introduced me to the idea of witchcraft being actually real. Joined a bunch of communities based on wicca and witchcraft online later on as a result, including a few more crazy groups. Tried to learn as much as I could from the people who actually seemed to be sane but it didn't exactly seem truthful to me. Concept maybe, execution, no. Ended up getting way too involved in them out of desperation for a bit of truth. I at the time didn't have any real reason to believe it was false, it certainly seemed more real then what I had been raised in.

Stayed around in the crazy groups for entertainment / people to talk to, ended up talking with some guy on there and ended up ranting about Christianity. If I remember correctly, we moved to dms because the mod wasn't happy with it, something about how "we have christian members here and you should reSpecT all religions". Talked about how I don't get people believe in the shit as well as some concepts I saw as completely idiotic which they inputted on by explaining it, like the symbology of Adam and Eve. Got my interest but I thought the guy was probably crazy since it was a shapeshifter community but I didn't say anything about it because I wanted to learn more about it regardless ( similar to the wanna be cult leader ). I fully expected it to be another cult, next day I decided to click on the link they had sent me and read into it a bit. Few days after we still talked but they then deleted their entire online presence that I could trace back and that was the end of that.

Continued reading and decided to do the dedication a few days later. Pretty much everything that could go wrong did despite me trying to plan out how to do it in a way that had a relatively low chance of things going wrong. Tried to draw blood like... 4, 5 times but didn't work. Only got a drop but oH WEll.

Looking back, the guy was probably on an alt looking for people who seemed interested in the topic in witchcraft related communities ( it did have a witch community on it, just the minority ). He didn't go around spamming JoS links everywhere but brought up related topics in an attempt to start conversation and it seems like I was the only person to express interest. The owner didn't seem fond of him because he was quote on quote "trying to push his beliefs" and "is sketchy". Everyone seemed to hate him lol. I'm still not sure if he believed the shapeshifting thing for real or was just looking for people.

Sorry for the life story lmao. This took course over a year or so. I became a "wiccan" a few days after beltane of last year.

 

[Purified666]

One day I woke up pissed at "god" and since I was doing meditations during that time, I googled "Satanic meditation" and found JoS

 

[Cro666]

Since i was a kid i was always the black sheep, Mainly because i have stutterd for all of my life and i was really shy. Since a young age i've tuned out everything, Even my own toughts and feelings, Up to a point where i nearly forgot how to speak. I was litteraly an empty shell for nearly my whole life.

Almost 2 years ago i had this voice in my head, It was constantly telling me to look op Satan, After a few weeks of this i finaly looked it up. The first site i came across was JOS and i was instantly hooked. I tried to read everything but i was in such a poor shape that i couldn't even remember the last sentence i read, Dispite this i dedicated 1 or 2 days after finding the site.

It took about a year and a half to get to a point where i could freely do meditations and the Ritual, I have changed a lot since i have come to Satan, In a positive way i must add. I am extreemly thankfull for everything that have been given to me.

 

[sahasrarabliss]

At first, I searched how to become a bad boy. Alot of BS pages came up. I closed the browser.

Then I had this picture did devil jin kazama as desktop wallpaper.

I was staring at it and was mesmerized.

Then immediately I searched for "How to become a demon"

Then you what happened next. :mrgreen:

Took me 1 month to dedicate and two or three months later , my GD visited me while I was asleep.

I know it wasn't a dream. It was real.

His white aura was preventing me to see him, then I put the blanket on my face and the moment I wokeup I found myself having blanket on my face in the same way I put it while I was asleep.

And years later I discovered he was RAUM.

The amount of attention I felt upon waking up right after waking up was IMMENSE and the GOOD feeling was just intensive. It was PLEASURABLE.

This energy actually made me physically hug myself upon waking up. My eyes were closed.

It lasted for moments.

 

[beareroflightandtrth83]

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Rune and Ogham can be connected. Ogham alphabet looks to be based on rune Is(ᛁ). Oír(ᚖ) is similar to rune Jera(ᛄ). Eabhadh(ᚕ) is related to Hagal(ᚼ). Muin(ᚋ) looks like Nauthiz(ᚾ)!

I think my biggest issue with all these alphabets is that they have different pronunciations and suited for certain bloodlines. For an example, the Ogham is suited for people in Celtic culture or having ties to Celtic lands. It is very hard for me to use the runes in context with my bloodlines because as far as I know that as mythology goes the runes directly come from Odin and I don't like mixing all these different deities and alphabets but I study it anyway to get an overall perceptive on Satan and who he may be in the Celtic Pantheon. (I think He has been equated with Cernunnos or Lugh?) I hope that makes sense. I stick strictly to what I am comfortable and familiar with. For an example I am mostly Welsh, and secondary I do have Irish and some Scottish so I stick with mostly Welsh and Irish. (Primarily Welsh).

So you can only imagine why I am deeply involved in Celtic mythology and culture. So much information been obscured and there is plenty of books and sermons mentioning hinduism and deities like Shiva or Enki or egyptian gods and goddesses but I havent ran across much of Celtic ones.

 

[idiocy smasher]

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Rune and Ogham can be connected. Ogham alphabet looks to be based on rune Is(ᛁ). Oír(ᚖ) is similar to rune Jera(ᛄ). Eabhadh(ᚕ) is related to Hagal(ᚼ). Muin(ᚋ) looks like Nauthiz(ᚾ)!

I think my biggest issue with all these alphabets is that they have different pronunciations and suited for certain bloodlines. For an example, the Ogham is suited for people in Celtic culture or having ties to Celtic lands. It is very hard for me to use the runes in context with my bloodlines because as far as I know that as mythology goes the runes directly come from Odin and I don't like mixing all these different deities and alphabets but I study it anyway to get an overall perceptive on Satan and who he may be in the Celtic Pantheon. (I think He has been equated with Cernunnos or Lugh?) I hope that makes sense. I stick strictly to what I am comfortable and familiar with. For an example I am mostly Welsh, and secondary I do have Irish and some Scottish so I stick with mostly Welsh and Irish. (Primarily Welsh).

So you can only imagine why I am deeply involved in Celtic mythology and culture. So much information been obscured and there is plenty of books and sermons mentioning hinduism and deities like Shiva or Enki or egyptian gods and goddesses but I havent ran across much of Celtic ones.

What percentage of modern day welsh has Germanic DNA

 

[Arno Dorian]

I left Islam when I was 11, but after a while I returned to Islam because of a terrible dream I had. Then I started to investigate things like telekinesis, but the magick was very fascinating for me. I was attracted to people like aleister crowley, eliphas corrupted priests and I was very interested in the temples in assasins creed. Later, I started to research organizations such as illuminati, masonry, and temples and I was deeply interested in satanism. then I started doing research in a theistic school of satanism other than jos and their ideas seemed incomplete and incomplete to me. I left after a few months between them and for a while I was interested in things like Kabbalah, Christianity, but satanism was still on my mind. and i'm not 100% sure but i started researching jos again at the twenty-three december (i wondered because jos meditations were praised on another site) i started researching jos and meditations and dedicated to 4 february 2021 (imbolc). And I realized that the religion and system I had been looking for years, was spiritual satanism :twisted:

 

[Bluecollarbutch666]

I discovered JOS on someone's deviant art page back in December 2018. New years eve in fact. I was intrigued right away. I decided to do my own research and cross reference. It took me 8 months to decide to dedicate after that after piecing what I found with my own life experience together. I ended up dedicating at the end of August 2019. Best decision of my life.

In hindsight I think the Gods where trying to lead me here years earlier and I did not see then although I wish I did.