Shael said:
Ol argedco luciftias said:
I think it's funny to see
you of all people trying to play the moral apostle now. A biased party should never try to play the equal ground.
First, I would say that I am not anymore biased than you are in any way, so what does that mean? And what do you mean about me not having any morals? My morals are the thing which created my actions of helping and guiding thousands of people, answering thousands of questions, helping everybody here be stronger and more effective in whatever they do, every single day for years. That's a lot more moral and helpful than almost 8 billion other worthless people in this world are. Just wondering, have you seen anybody else directly helping more people than I have been doing? Through my actions, you have seen what my energies and morals are, and that speaks for itself more than any words.
You think I have no morals because sometimes I have to be strict to try to get someone to listen to reason. Think of it like this, some big thing is about to fall onto someone and crush them and they don't see it, so you run over and push them out of the way, and this pushing them hurts them a little bit. This is something that you call having no morals. "How could you hurt them like that?" Well how much more hurt would they be if I didn't push them out of the way, if I let them be crushed? If I see someone about to make a horrible mistake and hurt themself or someone else, I'm going to try to change their mind and prevent that. If I see someone trying to spread dangerous ideas through society that would hurt people, I'm going to try to change their mind and stop that from happening. Sometimes they don't want to listen, and I gotta be a little more harsh to try to get them to listen. You see this as me being cruel and having no morals, but I see this as me being loving and protective and trying to prevent future damage and pain from happening. If I see someone's trajectory, and I see someone is about to get hurt from it, I'm going to try to prevent it, and I'm going to be as strict as I have to be to try to get them to listen. Do you think I want to be strict like that? I wish I never had to be and people would just listen easily.
Or if I see people trying to spread dangerous and destructive ideas through society, like the idea that it is okay and morally acceptable to be beating your partner within an inch of their life during a sexual encounter, or shitting on their face, or some other horrible thing, as long as they say that they consent to it, I'm going to try to stop that cancer of a destructive idea from spreading. Because I'm trying to protect all the future victims that would be hurt by those actions if those actions were more common, and considered as acceptable. I see the people trying to promote violence as protecting and promoting the violent criminals, and I see people trying to stop it as protecting and preventing the victims from being hurt by this violence. If you make an act considered more acceptable, that increases the amount that that act is done. So of course I try to prevent all those horrible violent destructive actions from being thought of as acceptable, because nobody should be a victim of those crimes and they shouldn't be happening. And I don't want this acceptance of violent actions to spread in society and become common or acceptable. Would you blame the cancer surgeon for making an incision to cut out the cancer, or would you thank him for trying to save the rest of the body?
If somebody wants to do some disgusting damaging action which harms themself or harms someone else, as a symptom of their sick soul, I'm going to explain exactly why and how that action is damaging, and I'm going to explain the condition of their soul that makes them want to do that action to begin with, and I'm going to suggest them to fix themself and remove the problem. If you think this is cruel or not moral, then I think you are being absolutely ridiculous. Isn't the entire point of being a Satanist to fix all of your problems and make yourself more healthy? But I have no morals because I tell people what their problem is and suggest them how to fix it...
You think that me suggesting someone to fix themself and clean out their soul so they would stop trying to do actions which harm themself or someone else, you seem to think that this is the same thing as me personally putting blockages and harm onto that person's 2nd chakra. That's what you said before. And you think that I am personally putting blockages into their soul and making them be less creative. How? If I'm directly telling them what the cause of their problem is, and telling them to fix that problem, if anything it's helping them to remove that garbage out of their soul and helping them to make their 2nd chakra cleaner. Or would you prefer for that person to retain that garbage inside of themself? I identify the cause of their problem and tell them how to fix it, and if you think I'm making them become less creative by me doing this, then you are ridiculous. I'd rather have them be a little bit less creative and stop harming themself, than for them to be very creative at thinking up even more ways to hurt themself or others. Who has better morals, the person who explains to someone their problem and tells them how to fix it, or the nihilist who ignores the problem and would prefer for them to keep all that garbage inside themself?
Shael, I have a lot of respect for you. You're one of my favorite people here.

Remember that time I told you you're the best? I don't know if I ever said that to anyone else here. But I think you have changed in the last couple months, and you've been acting very different from how you were before. You do seem like you're more clouded and mixed up, something seems off. From what I've seen, it looks like others could be right about you having some situation where there is some kind of influence on your soul clouding and manipulating you, and I really hope you can fix it. And I hope you would tell me if it looked like I changed and if there was something dragging me down.