Help Requested

[bluecrimsondestiny]

First off, let me just say that I dedicated over a year and a half ago. So, that's out of the way because I know people will ask. I've been a lurker in the group for a while, never quite knowing what to say as I'm under-educated on the complexities of Satanism. But I need help and this is the only place I could think would take me seriously for the questions I have and the shackles I feel are weighing me down.I feel like I have a soulmate, or someone deeply connected to me that I must find. I've struggled with this for many years, even before being shown the light of Satan. I dream of myself as a child in a house that's being broken into and burned. I die in the fire, and then I wake up. While I'm dying, I'm calling out to someone, but I can't make out the name. The name Aaz has stuck with me for years, but I don't know if I just have a personal fancy with the name, or if there's something deeper. It's not like a passing thought such as "Oh, it'd be cool if I had a soulmate." It's "I must find him to complete my soul" and it's a constant empty weight on my chest like the air is heavy and crushing my ribs and heart without being actual physical pain. So I guess my questions regarding this are: are soulmates real, is there a way to find out if I have one? I've struggled with being able to meditate for long periods of time as I live with three other girls in student housing in college and it's extremely difficult to find alone time and to relax and lose myself. I tried to summon a demon to talk to shortly after I dedicated, failed both times. I have, however, found some connect to my tarot cards, but I'm not sure how much information I can glean from them. The magick just seems to hit me and I know I must ask them and they show me an answer and it helps, but it is vague like smoke. It's enough to get a fair heading, though.My other question is: what's the best way to ward myself against negative forces (grays, psychic attack, misguided family members who like 'praying for me' on a weekly basis) because I am deeply struggling with depression and what seems like ill-timed clumsiness and accidents. Also I've been passenger to three accidents in the past year. The last one put me in the hospital for minor injuries. It's been getting worse and I'm not sure what to do. I cleanse my aura daily. I don't find that difficult. I'm particularly good at visualizing things and if I set my mind to it, I can easily picture my own aura and with a little more pushing I can see those I'm close to as well and have tried to clean my sick father's aura.I know nothing is going to be easy. Anything that's going to work and give me results is going to be hard. But I need answers, and I'm hoping I can glean something from your aid so that I can better help myself.Hail Satan.

 

[descipleofthegods13]

Yes soulmates are very real. I can attest to that as I have been with my Demoness lover for a very long time and Satan made us for one another.

As for the things you have been going through I suggest you start these meditations as soon as possible which I am going to type out for you.

The SURYAYE meditation which will help you to repel what the enemy is throwing your way including curses.

I am also going to state that it is a bad idea to start any meditation/working during a void of course moon because that will cancel the entire working out and you will have wasted your time. But after the first day of avoiding a void of course moon then you will be fine if there is another void of course moon on another day.

This website help you to track what the moon is doing in your area if you give it your accurate location. www.lunarium.co.uk

Vibrate SURYAYE either 54 108 or 216 times whichever is comfortable with you energy wise and work you way up to the higher vibrations as you go along.

After you are doing vibrating SURYAYE for however many times then state this affirmation

"My aura is constantly deflecting and repelling any and all negative energy, spite, ill will, and curses, death attempt and death curses directed at me, and is always returning it right back to those who send it."

Here is an instructional video to help you do the SURYAYE meditation properly.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dqo-Levk7Zw

The enemy is obviously haunting you with these incidents. This meditation will help to ward these things off.

I also suggest you start an aura of protection daily twice a day. You can look up the aura of protection on the Joy of Satan website.

I also suggest you start vibrating the Algiz rune in on the exhale of your aura of protection five times.

If you have any further issues then let us know.

 

[Brooke Molina]

The longinbfor a soul mate could be that someone for a past life or maybe that you had a Demon lover. I have a birth mark that is a demon with wings- xians call it an angel I hate them- and a friend of mine said birthmarks connect to past life deaths. So I have no clue what my past life would be. I've done the meditation for it but idk if that was my imagination because it was like I was in a whole new world. A peaceful paradise.
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On Thu, 4/20/17, bluecrimsondestiny@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Help Requested
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thursday, April 20, 2017, 7:59 PM


 









First off, let me just say that
I dedicated over a year and a half ago. So, that's out
of the way because I know people will ask. I've
been a lurker in the group for a while, never quite knowing
what to say as I'm under-educated on the complexities of
Satanism. But I need help and this is the only place I could
think would take me seriously for the questions I have and
the shackles I feel are weighing me down.I
feel like I have a soulmate, or someone deeply connected to
me that I must find. I've struggled with this for many
years, even before being shown the light of Satan. I dream
of myself as a child in a house that's being broken into
and burned. I die in the fire, and then I wake up. While
I'm dying, I'm calling out to someone, but I
can't make out the name. The name Aaz has stuck with me
for years, but I don't know if I just have a personal
fancy with the name, or if there's something deeper.
It's not like a passing thought such as "Oh,
it'd be cool if I had a soulmate." It's "I
must find him to complete my soul" and it's a
constant empty weight on my chest like the air is heavy and
crushing my ribs and heart without being actual physical
pain. So I guess my questions regarding this are: are
soulmates real, is there a way to find out if I have one?
I've struggled with being able to meditate for long
periods of time as I live with three other girls in student
housing in college and it's extremely difficult to find
alone time and to relax and lose myself. I tried to summon a
demon to talk to shortly after I dedicated, failed both
times. I have, however, found some connect to my tarot
cards, but I'm not sure how much information I can glean
from them. The magick just seems to hit me and I know I must
ask them and they show me an answer and it helps, but it is
vague like smoke. It's enough to get a fair heading,
though.My other question is: what's the best way
to ward myself against negative forces (grays, psychic
attack, misguided family members who like 'praying for
me' on a weekly basis) because I am deeply struggling
with depression and what seems like ill-timed clumsiness and
accidents. Also I've been passenger to three accidents
in the past year. The last one put me in the hospital for
minor injuries. It's been getting worse and I'm not
sure what to do. I cleanse my aura daily. I don't find
that difficult. I'm particularly good at visualizing
things and if I set my mind to it, I can easily picture my
own aura and with a little more pushing I can see those
I'm close to as well and have tried to clean my sick
father's aura.I know nothing is going to be easy.
Anything that's going to work and give me results is
going to be hard. But I need answers, and I'm hoping I

can glean something from your aid so that I can better help
myself.Hail Satan.









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[descipleofthegods13]

What I suggest you to do is ask your Guardian Demon/Demoness to guide you through the process of the past life regression meditation.

Don't do it on your own like I did even though I did see into my past lives. It is better to have a guide.

 

[bluecrimsondestiny]

Thank you, everyone for your help with this. I will start these practices immediately.