help me, PLEASE.?

[bwc4lyf2012]

So, Right now my Spirtual life is like, Gone.
I don't want to be .
I joined, Well Began on the left hand path months ago..
It was ligit. The best time ever.
Indescribable.
However I Slipped back into Xanity. Like a few times.. Ronounced Satan and whatnot.
The Day after the First time i did thatm
Was TERRIBLE.
Like oh my. I wasn't happy. I wasn't focused. I wasn't succedeing in anything like whatsooooever.....
And Then i of course, I had to break that little ShitFest in my mind and re-commited myself to Father satan.
But i went to a christian church a few days later..
And did it was a preist. 'Renounced satan.'.
I was speaking to some lady about it at the church and i Honestly couldn't talk BAD about satan, She was. But i continued..
Im like, Well.. Thats not true, Father Satan This&that.
By the time the mass upstairs was done i was leaving. I never 'Accepted' Christ into my life ;. And i wouldn't.
I was scared tho. She had given me a bible and some Contacts of people in the church, I went home and burnt them all. No need for it.
However when i was walking home i seen the weirdest thing.
4 Big Black dogs, Walking. Well , 3 dogs & 1 cat. My First thought is..
The 4 crowned princes.?
I don't know. I went to bed scared that night.
I had a little spark f happiness watching the bible burn tho.
This was months ago,
Everyday i Appoligize. And Try And Try And i feel as if all spirtual anything is like, Absent from my life. Forever.
I don't like it.
My Guardian demon aswell.
Theres been a few nights where my Life as become almost unbearable and i can feel my Guardian demon there.
But that's it.
Help me?



HAIL SATAN.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

This maybe a little late but here goes bwc4lyf2012.First of all Father Satan is nothing like that fucking jewsus image,we have been deceived by.Satan does not need to forgive you,you only need to forgive yourself,and do some rituals to get closer to Him.He is the only God that exists,and the only one who has ever cared about you.You can start you Satanic life anytime you choose,and you don't have to ask forgiveness,or confess shit to anyone.That is all lies of the enemy.So just realize that Father Satan loves you,and go from there. Hail Satan Brian  "I will crush Christianity under my boot like a poisonous toad." - Adolf Hitler

From: bwc4lyf2012 <bwc4lyf2012@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thursday, February 2, 2012 10:44 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] help me, PLEASE.?

  So, Right now my Spirtual life is like, Gone.
I don't want to be .
I joined, Well Began on the left hand path months ago..
It was ligit. The best time ever.
Indescribable.
However I Slipped back into Xanity. Like a few times.. Ronounced Satan and whatnot.
The Day after the First time i did thatm
Was TERRIBLE.
Like oh my. I wasn't happy. I wasn't focused. I wasn't succedeing in anything like whatsooooever.....
And Then i of course, I had to break that little ShitFest in my mind and re-commited myself to Father satan.
But i went to a christian church a few days later..
And did it was a preist. 'Renounced satan.'.
I was speaking to some lady about it at the church and i Honestly couldn't talk BAD about satan, She was. But i continued..
Im like, Well.. Thats not true, Father Satan This&that.
By the time the mass upstairs was done i was leaving. I never 'Accepted' Christ into my life ;. And i wouldn't.
I was scared tho. She had given me a bible and some Contacts of people in the church, I went home and burnt them all. No need for it.
However when i was walking home i seen the weirdest thing.
4 Big Black dogs, Walking. Well , 3 dogs & 1 cat. My First thought is..
The 4 crowned princes.?
I don't know. I went to bed scared that night.
I had a little spark f happiness watching the bible burn tho.
This was months ago,
Everyday i Appoligize. And Try And Try And i feel as if all spirtual anything is like, Absent from my life. Forever.
I don't like it.
My Guardian demon aswell.
Theres been a few nights where my Life as become almost unbearable and i can feel my Guardian demon there.
But that's it.
Help me?

HAIL SATAN.