Hello my fellow, Zevist. It’s been a while about a year since I even thought about making a post. Though I usually post elsewhere in online. Online as before I became dedicated I was lost in the mess. But. From day 1 of my dedication which was way back in 2017. My life has change drastically. Changed in ways that’s not fairly take happily ever after. Has changed in ways of me becoming stronger mentally and emotionally and even psychically, psychologically and spiritually. I have nothing but total unchanging deep appreciation for the change that occurred since coming across JOS.(JoyOfSatan) Okay now, after I said that, wrote that. I want to go into a few segments of my life. I had a social media account of twitter that I held for 14-15 years. Recently deleted it. Are no longer using social media platform except one called the vampire rave. But the thing here is. I was posting this social media nonstop daily for years. Writing about my life. Pouring my life out post after post.! All to never get a response aside from a simple few likes when others was getting hundreds
and plenty including views. So at a while I wanting views because i knew I wasn’t going to get feedback. So that made me post and post and post. And it was destroying me. Almost every little thing i post I would have wrote about it. Not to say it wasn’t a lesson in that. Like became better writer. Became better at knowing myself. Ok. Dismissed as tough lesson. Though even as a dedicated satanist I still found myself going thru it. The social media addiction: as I did improve as I said. But I just want to say really social media. Since deleting social media my life has been more rewarding. Financially mainly! Went from always writing about struggles in stuff daily to just living. Social media mayhem:
and plenty including views. So at a while I wanting views because i knew I wasn’t going to get feedback. So that made me post and post and post. And it was destroying me. Almost every little thing i post I would have wrote about it. Not to say it wasn’t a lesson in that. Like became better writer. Became better at knowing myself. Ok. Dismissed as tough lesson. Though even as a dedicated satanist I still found myself going thru it. The social media addiction: as I did improve as I said. But I just want to say really social media. Since deleting social media my life has been more rewarding. Financially mainly! Went from always writing about struggles in stuff daily to just living. Social media mayhem:
