Social Media mayhem and a having a positive affirmation

[Tahuti]

Hello my fellow, Zevist. It’s been a while about a year since I even thought about making a post. Though I usually post elsewhere in online. Online as before I became dedicated I was lost in the mess. But. From day 1 of my dedication which was way back in 2017. My life has change drastically. Changed in ways that’s not fairly take happily ever after. Has changed in ways of me becoming stronger mentally and emotionally and even psychically, psychologically and spiritually. I have nothing but total unchanging deep appreciation for the change that occurred since coming across JOS.(JoyOfSatan) Okay now, after I said that, wrote that. I want to go into a few segments of my life. I had a social media account of twitter that I held for 14-15 years. Recently deleted it. Are no longer using social media platform except one called the vampire rave. But the thing here is. I was posting this social media nonstop daily for years. Writing about my life. Pouring my life out post after post.! All to never get a response aside from a simple few likes when others was getting hundreds

and plenty including views. So at a while I wanting views because i knew I wasn’t going to get feedback. So that made me post and post and post. And it was destroying me. Almost every little thing i post I would have wrote about it. Not to say it wasn’t a lesson in that. Like became better writer. Became better at knowing myself. Ok. Dismissed as tough lesson. Though even as a dedicated satanist I still found myself going thru it. The social media addiction: as I did improve as I said. But I just want to say really social media. Since deleting social media my life has been more rewarding. Financially mainly! Went from always writing about struggles in stuff daily to just living. Social media mayhem:

 

[Tahuti]

Was getting drugged into a crisis feel of an apocalypse of some sort of… everybody zombies or may be turned into zombies. Everything is unfair, type. Because sometimes and so. Of that it start linking to it more like so. When kindly need to just let thoughts and ideology of such simply go. Drown self in own thoughts because nobody else didn’t give a care.

 

[Astrid]

Social media can be a big time sink. I'm glad you got something from your experience anyways, writing is so important for self-expression, I love to read books to make myself a better writer!

I once heard someone say "if you give someone the power to make you feel good you also give them the power to make you feel bad by taking it away". Seeking validation is normal and human but the creators of these social media platforms have expressly admitted to manipulating this aspect of human nature to make unbelievable amounts of money from our addiction to validation, tracking/selling our data and information. It's really sickening and lots of people are wasting away on these platforms "doomscrolling" and the like.

I'm glad you recognised that it was unhelpful for you and you developed the control you needed to escape

 

[Tahuti]

What was the danger of this you may ask? Writing every little detail about your life to people who don’t even care. Writing every bit of your life to an enough void that gives little to nothing in return. Writing every detail about your life as if your life depends on it. = Stalls progress. More than likely a get to into it where becomes over sensitive about things is, a have to defend every writing from your own analysis. While others simply enjoy that of your own battle with yourself. They get to sit back in take whatever from it while your into the mind of it being you want maybe it to go viral or your wanting to get even. All while every little emotions transpire a trigger to keep going and going. Therefore a true ending was nearly impossible.

I don’t know how may people can relate to this. But here it is.
( wanted to explain it better but this is what it is … ) hopefully someone can make sense of it!

 

[Tahuti]

Roughly I find it better not to solely make it personal when it comes to social media. Maybe that’s the point where went wrong at. When the life post start coming. This and this about your life. That and that about your life. Constantly posting)
I think that’s where the wrong has came. It’s hard to over come that.
Because ain’t nobody gonna truly invoke themselves in making your life better. You’ll have to do it internally.
Otherwise your struggles a be enjoyed as entertainment. Be careful.

Sorry for the typos as I tried to edit it there was no edit button for me to add all the comments to the original post text, therefore additional text which is synonymous with the main text.)

Hopefully this can cast a help!

 

[Tahuti]

For example I now made a vampire rave account over on an other site that doesn’t have anything to due with here of the ancient gods. There I will not mention the ancient gods directly. There I have been …. Leaning about cultural differences of opinionated masses, yet. Guess what. Find myself into the same predicament I was in on social media's twitter x, getting personal, writing personal stories and such. All to an empty void, but,,, I guess it have benefit for me to become a better person yet….

Weight in if possible on your own terms tell what you think,’!

 

[Tahuti]

Know why scared of the zombie? Not because movie mystics. Not because they’re dead still living humanly beings. Because real life ethics. It a literally kill people to live correctly. Not capable of living in an alive manner. Zombie people live by the dead ways the totally negative antics. I say get a job in start to live life civilized, they say I’m just gonna beg wine and complain and take whatever could. Believe it or not got some people out here that’s….. messed up internally but they a still think they RIGHT. As a human we all want to be RIGHT. Nobody wants to be wrong. So with this ….. this is the gods platform. I know somehow someway can try to flip this in says that the gods are undead in this is zombie. It is not. I clearly laid it out. Laid out the thoughts of truth. Some live life where they can be totally away in feel other ways some live life where they’re in the ways some live life MIXE. Where some of this and done of that. And simply all Ok it. But. I’m just trying to clarify this ‘Zombie’ thing before it turns flipped on people say it’s childish make believe or point to this as of everyone or even worse fault the gods with this very ‘Pronowfoucation’ people that say I want to do better than him by any means I’ll kill um. Beat um. Eat um. Hate um. Hate this hate that. Hates the correct analytics and live by the way of the faulty analytics. Can’t change for anything. Lives among us.

 

[Tahuti]

Your problem becomes they problems, They problems becomes your problems. Then can say. “ Oh we feel the same way” … - do this and do this because that’s what I done / doing. And it works for me …

 

[Motivated by Rumsfeld]

Was getting drugged into a crisis feel of an apocalypse of some sort of… everybody zombies or may be turned into zombies. Everything is unfair, type. Because sometimes and so. Of that it start linking to it more like so. When kindly need to just let thoughts and ideology of such simply go. Drown self in own thoughts because nobody else didn’t give a care.

The best we can hope is that they are zombies. I wouldn't sell a fourth of july firecracker to a muslim, knowing that the second that I did they would light it up and then throw it back at me.
Funny how all religions know what power is, especially the Abrahamic ones. And that is where they become violent.
I am pointing my fists at all of this social media mayhem. And hoping that Father Juan Manuel Villar doesn't come bless me. Like he does to his dogs.

And yes, there is literally a belief for Fathers in the Catholic church to use scepters or papal ferula or crosiers whatever to bless dogs.

 

[Tahuti]

Get a Covid vaccine shot, Get a Flu Vaccine shot, … Are going to ignore that even happened? A worldwide outbreak where… millions of people perish because a virus… They perish because the outbreak… The virus killed millions of people… And it’s still prevalent in the world’s civilizations today.

Now I’m going to go on with a little short story relevant to the above. Recently got a Flu vaccine for the first time in life 2026.. had the worst headache ever after receiving the flu vaccine. Throbbing pounding headaches. That I tried to be abstain from taking medical pain killers. Had to take pain killers by the 5-7 at one time for a few days in a row about 5 to 7 days after getting the flu vaccine. After taking the pain pills for days in a row the headaches stopped eventually. As I am a day one covid vaccine have got covid vaccine soon as it came available and been getting updates 2 times every year since th outbreak in 2020. Totaling me a the about 10+ COVID vaccines have gotten since the outbreak….

Yet there people who haven’t got 1 covid vaccine there people only got 1 shot of the vaccine yet here we are that there’s been nearly 9 other rounds that they haven’t gotten.

So when I was on social media it was alike I was screaming into a void of pure blackness and nobody listened… yet look at someone else in everybody’s there…. He has 100s followers likes and comments my page had bots no comments no likes.

Now. I due know I can be hurt with my very own words I’m aware of that. Hell. So hell. It is what it is!

 

[Tahuti]

Get a Covid vaccine shot, Get a Flu Vaccine shot, … Are going to ignore that even happened? A worldwide outbreak where… millions of people perish because a virus… They perish because the outbreak… The virus killed millions of people… And it’s still prevalent in the world’s civilizations today.
Now I’m going to go on with a little short story relevant to the above. Recently got a Flu vaccine for the first time in life 2026.. had the worst headache ever after receiving the flu vaccine. Throbbing pounding headaches. That I tried to be abstain from taking medical pain killers. Had to take pain killers by the 5-7 at one time for a few days in a row about 5 to 7 days after getting the flu vaccine. After taking the pain pills for days in a row the headaches stopped eventually. As I am a day one covid vaccine have got covid vaccine soon as it came available and been getting updates 2 times every year since th outbreak in 2020. Totaling me a the about 10+ COVID vaccines have gotten since the outbreak….
Yet there people who haven’t got 1 covid vaccine there people only got 1 shot of the vaccine yet here we are that there’s been nearly 9 other rounds that they haven’t gotten.
So when I was on social media it was alike I was screaming into a void of pure blackness and nobody listened… yet look at someone else in everybody’s there…. He has 100s followers likes and comments my page had bots no comments no likes.
Now. I due know I can be hurt with my very own words I’m aware of that. Hell. So hell. It is what it is!

 

[Tahuti]

Now I can smell when someone hasn’t gotten vaccinated/ can dang near taste when someone hasn’t got vaccinated. Chest hurts when near someone who’s hadn’t gotten vaccinated. Can’t stand to be around really much anyone personally for long periods of time. Been alone since the Covid vaccine 2020 which has been a good thing.

Could say isolated but not couldn’t lonely but not. As I are in the public daily every day has been in public everyday for decades.

Has been online for decades. Had used twitter social media for decades before deleting it in late 2025. Had ramp up using twitter in 2020. Where had posted over 150,000 post messages, pictures of myself and my as just writing about everything I did and was doing alike it was a mandatory diary…. I mean it had benefits for sure… help me become better,… though. Just feel a certain type of feel about the whole thing. I not a drama type person I don’t like drama. So luckily never really had anyone on there had to blast but i did blast as if they did it was wrote me bad things and drama… craving attention? Not really. Was looking for some super person to step in and make everything automatically okay? No not really. Addicted, yes. Addicted to the presence of knowing there’s millions of billions of people possible out there online that maybe somehow maybe…. Make friends… or. Though nope. No friends. No likes. No mentions. Nothing. Exempt it made it harder for me to I guess live in my own reality because it kinda made me live a reality of posting constantly and that would cause I guess over exertion. ‘Over Exertion’ with that was failing at achieving goals such of earning finance.