Help before I make a huge mistake

[quine darling]

Brothers and sisters I need your serious attention and assistance. I'm on a cross road about to make a life changing decision and sacrifice. There's no way I can explain this that will make you fully understand it but I want you all to take your time and think about this and give me your wisest answers under the umbrella of all we believe in. Lately I have gradually been set up to this moment. First I discovered I can't marry a non ss if I must marry,  and everyone alive I know and love are xtians. second i choose in my heart to stay single unless a magic connects me with a proper ss (probably not seriously since I've been in love with an xtain over 7yrs now, he hasn't proposed yet). Now, something or someone is trying to make me hit a deal in a standard ritual with Satan about choosing between Satanism and love. Making it official in exchange for speed. Speed in everything, there's no convincing thing I've not heard. Pls what do you think?

 

[eclypse666]

Don't trust "either Satan or love". Choose Satan all the time and he will give you a lover anyway. Don't worry! I got the woman of my wildest dreams just days after the dedication ritual and I didn't even ask.
HS

 

[magnum.arcanum]

I can tell that you're seriously freaking out about this.

1.  Read the section on Exposing Christianity.  Then study it so you know everything about it and would get a 100% correct if you were tested on it. 

2.  Make sure he does the same thing.  Give him a test on the material.

3.  Never ever tell a Christian about your beliefs. 

If he fails the test, in my opinion, he's going to fail you.  I have the feeling he already has.

 

[Taol]

hey quine, nice name.

What I wanted to add here is that due to connections with people you might feel a certain way to them but that might not be your own feeling.. secondly.. if the person you are linked to is a xiatan this person could hold you back since those xiatan energies are channeled to you through the connection. Same for certain high apparent hang ups in this person, this can cause you problems too.

I think what magnum says is a good point to start, just think of me adding a little bit of info

Good luck with whatever the outcome may be.