Has Satan forsaken me?

[satansvamp]

I have been a satanist for nearly 5 years and I have never asked for much but I find that i am in desparate need of his help. My bf and I need to get out of the place that were currently living at and into the place that is waiting for us. The only prob with this is that were not making enough money to get a loan and my mans father who were living with is near draining us of the money that we DO get for things that he can buy but for whatever reason won't. So were barely surviving money-wise. I have both asked AND pray for something to come along that would help us get this house for months. I do not have the time nor the energy ( since the negative energy here is so bad that is draining me more and more everyday) to do either an astral ritual nor a actual ritual, but me and my guy need to get out of where we are.

Any thoughts and ideas are more than welcome.

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

well if you have been a satanists for five years then i would think that you would have developed yourself already. During those five years have you meditated at all?? have you made any effort to empower your soul? if so you would already hav the mental strength to have changed your situation im not being mean its just that it seems you hav not made an effort to try to meditate or service father. It seems you havent had time to do anything but i dont think he has left you sister. any satanist should not have to go throught what your going through. Im sry.
-----Original Message-----
Date: Wednesday, April 20, 2011 2:47:10 am
To:
From: "satansvamp" <satansvamp@...
Subject: Has Satan forsaken me?

I have been a satanist for nearly 5 years and I have never asked for much but I find that i am in desparate need of his help. My bf and I need to get out of the place that were currently living at and into the place that is waiting for us. The only prob with this is that were not making enough money to get a loan and my mans father who were living with is near draining us of the money that we DO get for things that he can buy but for whatever reason won't. So were barely surviving money-wise. I have both asked AND pray for something to come along that would help us get this house for months. I do not have the time nor the energy ( since the negative energy here is so bad that is draining me more and more everyday) to do either an astral ritual nor a actual ritual, but me and my guy need to get out of where we are.

Any thoughts and ideas are more than welcome.

 

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Sorry to hear what you're going through. But I agree with Shannon...have you done any spiritual work...yoga, worked on your aura, empowered your chakras, followed through on the power meditations etc?? Satan wants us to be strong and to the work on our path to become god-like, if we sit around and do nothing then nothing will come to us. Father has helped me out so many times and my G.D is being so good to me, then again, I do my daily power meditations, kundalini yoga and more. You need to get started, show Father that you have the strength, he wants you to be strong, but you have to take the first step yourself.

--- In , "Shannon Outlaw" <soutlaw92@... wrote:

well if you have been a satanists for five years then i would think that you would have developed yourself already. During those five years have you meditated at all?? have you made any effort to empower your soul? if so you would already hav the mental strength to have changed your situation im not being mean its just that it seems you hav not made an effort to try to meditate or service father. It seems you havent had time to do anything but i dont think he has left you sister. any satanist should not have to go throught what your going through. Im sry.
-----Original Message-----
Date: Wednesday, April 20, 2011 2:47:10 am
To:
From: "satansvamp" <satansvamp@...
Subject: Has Satan forsaken me?

I have been a satanist for nearly 5 years and I have never asked for much but I find that i am in desparate need of his help. My bf and I need to get out of the place that were currently living at and into the place that is waiting for us. The only prob with this is that were not making enough money to get a loan and my mans father who were living with is near draining us of the money that we DO get for things that he can buy but for whatever reason won't. So were barely surviving money-wise. I have both asked AND pray for something to come along that would help us get this house for months. I do not have the time nor the energy ( since the negative energy here is so bad that is draining me more and more everyday) to do either an astral ritual nor a actual ritual, but me and my guy need to get out of where we are.

Any thoughts and ideas are more than welcome.

 

[Catlovers Foreva]

how bout using the squares,the sun n venus great for money.u didnt have to do any ritual,just follow the instructions.

From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To:
Sent: Wed, April 20, 2011 3:14:04 PM
Subject: RE: Has Satan forsaken me?

  well if you have been a satanists for five years then i would think that you would have developed yourself already. During those five years have you meditated at all?? have you made any effort to empower your soul? if so you would already hav the mental strength to have changed your situation im not being mean its just that it seems you hav not made an effort to try to meditate or service father. It seems you havent had time to do anything but i dont think he has left you sister. any satanist should not have to go throught what your going through. Im sry.
-----Original Message-----
To:
From: "satansvamp" <satansvamp@...
Subject: Has Satan forsaken me?

I have been a satanist for nearly 5 years and I have never asked for much but I find that i am in desparate need of his help. My bf and I need to get out of the place that were currently living at and into the place that is waiting for us. The only prob with this is that were not making enough money to get a loan and my mans father who were living with is near draining us of the money that we DO get for things that he can buy but for whatever reason won't. So were barely surviving money-wise. I have both asked AND pray for something to come along that would help us get this house for months. I do not have the time nor the energy ( since the negative energy here is so bad that is draining me more and more everyday) to do either an astral ritual nor a actual ritual, but me and my guy need to get out of where we are.

Any thoughts and ideas are more than welcome.

 

[Allison P]

I'm sure he has not abandoned you. Father enver abandons his own. But
what Shannon ando thers have said is true. You must work on yourself.
Okay, so you're tired ans what not, but do it anyway. I have no clue
where you're at spiritually of course, but do not give up working on
your powers simply because it is hard. Work on your aura of
protection! If you are really being drained because of the negativity
or whatever, the protective aura should help y ou. Also, try using the
Algiz rune, which is good for protection. YOu will get what you
desire, but you msut work for it too. Hell helps those who helps
themselves, in other words. Even if you only do it for five
minutes,it's better than nothing. Maybe you can get away from your
house for a half anhour or so each day? That might help withthe
negative energy problem. I wish you the best of success in your
situation; I ope it improves. Hail Father Satan!

On 4/20/11, Catlovers Foreva <catloversforeva@... wrote:
how bout using the squares,the sun n venus great for money.u didnt have to
do
any ritual,just follow the instructions.




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From: Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@...
To:
Sent: Wed, April 20, 2011 3:14:04 PM
Subject: RE: Has Satan forsaken me?


well if you have been a satanists for five years then i would think that you
would have developed yourself already. During those five years have you
meditated at all?? have you made any effort to empower your soul? if so you
would already hav the mental strength to have changed your situation im
not
being mean its just that it seems you hav not made an effort to try to
meditate
or service father. It seems you havent had time to do anything but i dont
think he has left you sister. any satanist should not have to go throught
what
your going through. Im sry.
-----Original Message-----
Date: Wednesday, April 20, 2011 2:47:10 am
To:
From: "satansvamp" <satansvamp@...
Subject: Has Satan forsaken me?

I have been a satanist for nearly 5 years and I have never asked for much
but I
find that i am in desparate need of his help. My bf and I need to get out of
the
place that were currently living at and into the place that is waiting for
us.
The only prob with this is that were not making enough money to get a loan
and
my mans father who were living with is near draining us of the money that we
DO
get for things that he can buy but for whatever reason won't. So were barely
surviving money-wise. I have both asked AND pray for something to come along
that would help us get this house for months. I do not have the time nor the
energy ( since the negative energy here is so bad that is draining me more
and
more everyday) to do either an astral ritual nor a actual ritual, but me and
my
guy need to get out of where we are.

Any thoughts and ideas are more than welcome.