Got a very important question.

[richardlesterhailsatan11]

Hello brothers and sisters, I been going through quite a bit of psychic attack lately... so if this message doesn't make sense or if my grammar is very bad, I apologize in advance. But I keep hearing people tell me (and they would even post memes on facebook) that say "let go", and I'm not sure what they mean by that. "Let go and love" it's like some new age crap... I've tried doing it once before (one day when I was so low and depressed) and the enemy took advantage of this, and long story short, I almost thought I was going to die. It feels like I'm going through massive psychic attack right now, because they don't want me to post this message and ask this question. Not for anyone else's sake, but for mine. They tell me to "surrender to the universe, and just let go" but wouldn't that make you vulnerable to psychic attack? I remember a good quote by Anton lavey, even though I'm not a fan of his because he WASN'T a spiritual Satanist. He said "Why should I love thy enemy? If I loved thy enemies, wouldn't that place me at their mercy?" This question might be stupid and I'm sincerely sorry if I'm getting on anyone's nerves posting this, but I want to know. Maybe it's just my autistic mind fucking with me... I don't know...

Hail Satan.

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

Just ignore them. Common attack for newer members the enemy uses. They try and lead you away, by making you think you're going crazy, or being suggestive. Easily ignored, and nothing will happen. Keep Meditating. This goes with your other question about the 'we are one' crap, just ignore it all and empower yourself. That is what your focus should be.

As for Anton Lavey, he was a rare case of a Gentile soul in a Kike body. He is the one who braught Satanism to the mainstream and build the foundations of where it is able to be today, much more open. He was an important stepping stone to get Satanism more widely accepted in society. Not only this, but a lot of what he wrote is in light with Spiritual Satanism. It was later corrupted and changed into a 'personal archetype' 'I am god' thing by his successors, and jewish corruption. Anton often talked about communicating with 'your demons' and other such things, how is it he could mean something internal when he was describing something that was external.

The Church of Satan as it is today, is in no way what it was origionally.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "richardlesterhailsatan11" <richardlesterhailsatan11@... wrote:

Hello brothers and sisters, I been going through quite a bit of psychic attack lately... so if this message doesn't make sense or if my grammar is very bad, I apologize in advance. But I keep hearing people tell me (and they would even post memes on facebook) that say "let go", and I'm not sure what they mean by that. "Let go and love" it's like some new age crap... I've tried doing it once before (one day when I was so low and depressed) and the enemy took advantage of this, and long story short, I almost thought I was going to die. It feels like I'm going through massive psychic attack right now, because they don't want me to post this message and ask this question. Not for anyone else's sake, but for mine. They tell me to "surrender to the universe, and just let go" but wouldn't that make you vulnerable to psychic attack? I remember a good quote by Anton lavey, even though I'm not a fan of his because he WASN'T a spiritual Satanist. He said "Why should I love thy enemy? If I loved thy enemies, wouldn't that place me at their mercy?" This question might be stupid and I'm sincerely sorry if I'm getting on anyone's nerves posting this, but I want to know. Maybe it's just my autistic mind fucking with me... I don't know...

Hail Satan.

 

[richardlesterhailsatan11]

Thanks brother, I needed that advice right now... but I don't mean to sound picky or anything like that, but can someone explain to me how they're wrong? Because I got this strong feeling that they are, but I can't know for sure unless I completely understand how they are wrong with the "all is one" or the "let go of the things you weren't mean to have" garbage. They're basically telling me to let go of my desires, so I can be a slave my whole life. Without desires, what do I have? Nothing... life isn't worth living when you don't have desires, and I think we can all agree upon that. But I need help understanding their lies to the full extent... because then it will have no effect over me. I mean no disrespect at all brother, and your words made me feel a bit better, but just ignoring them won't solve my problem, I have to know how they're wrong, once I got that knowledge their lies won't have no effect on me. If that makes sense? Sorry, I don't mean to bug, that's the LAST thing I want is to bug my fellow Satanic brothers and sisters with questions, but I got to ask questions, you have to question everything... because if you don't, how will you ever get close to the truth?

Hail Satan and the Gods of Hell, forever.

 

[richardlesterhailsatan11]

And don't get me wrong, Father Satan brought me this far, I'm not giving up, and if I do, that's on me, it goes to show I wasn't strong enough. Because that's all it boils down to, is yourself. The Gods of Hell can only help me so much, but it's mainly up to me.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

You're right. It is always up to us what we want to do, and have the power to do.You are strong enough. Just believe more in yourself. The Gods do.
Hail Satan!
From: richardlesterhailsatan11 <richardlesterhailsatan11@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Saturday, August 3, 2013 12:38:35 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Got a very important question.

  And don't get me wrong, Father Satan brought me this far, I'm not giving up, and if I do, that's on me, it goes to show I wasn't strong enough. Because that's all it boils down to, is yourself. The Gods of Hell can only help me so much, but it's mainly up to me.