Got a very important question.

[richardlesterhailsatan11]

Hello brothers and sisters, I been going through quite a bit of psychic attack lately... so if this message doesn't make sense or if my grammar is very bad, I apologize in advance. But I keep hearing people tell me (and they would even post memes on facebook) that say "let go", and I'm not sure what they mean by that. "Let go and love" it's like some new age crap... I've tried doing it once before (one day when I was so low and depressed) and the enemy took advantage of this, and long story short, I almost thought I was going to die. It feels like I'm going through massive psychic attack right now, because they don't want me to post this message and ask this question. Not for anyone else's sake, but for mine. They tell me to "surrender to the universe, and just let go" but wouldn't that make you vulnerable to psychic attack? I remember a good quote by Anton lavey, even though I'm not a fan of his because he WASN'T a Zevist. He said "Why should I love thy enemy? If I loved thy enemies, wouldn't that place me at their mercy?" This question might be stupid and I'm sincerely sorry if I'm getting on anyone's nerves posting this, but I want to know. Maybe it's just my autistic mind fucking with me... I don't know...

Ave Zeus.

 

[richardlesterhailsatan11]

Thanks brother, I needed that advice right now... but I don't mean to sound picky or anything like that, but can someone explain to me how they're wrong? Because I got this strong feeling that they are, but I can't know for sure unless I completely understand how they are wrong with the "all is one" or the "let go of the things you weren't mean to have" garbage. They're basically telling me to let go of my desires, so I can be a slave my whole life. Without desires, what do I have? Nothing... life isn't worth living when you don't have desires, and I think we can all agree upon that. But I need help understanding their lies to the full extent... because then it will have no effect over me. I mean no disrespect at all brother, and your words made me feel a bit better, but just ignoring them won't solve my problem, I have to know how they're wrong, once I got that knowledge their lies won't have no effect on me. If that makes sense? Sorry, I don't mean to bug, that's the LAST thing I want is to bug my fellow Zevist brothers and sisters with questions, but I got to ask questions, you have to question everything... because if you don't, how will you ever get close to the truth?

Ave Zeus and the Gods of Elysium, forever.

 

[richardlesterhailsatan11]

And don't get me wrong, Father Satan brought me this far, I'm not giving up, and if I do, that's on me, it goes to show I wasn't strong enough. Because that's all it boils down to, is yourself. The Gods of Elysium can only help me so much, but it's mainly up to me.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

You're right. It is always up to us what we want to do, and have the power to do.You are strong enough. Just believe more in yourself. The Gods do.
Ave Zeus!
From: richardlesterhailsatan11 <richardlesterhailsatan11@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Saturday, August 3, 2013 12:38:35 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Got a very important question.

  And don't get me wrong, Father Satan brought me this far, I'm not giving up, and if I do, that's on me, it goes to show I wasn't strong enough. Because that's all it boils down to, is yourself. The Gods of Elysium can only help me so much, but it's mainly up to me.