exarkuun1991
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- Nov 20, 2010
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I am curious what meditation are okay to do before going to sleep. I do chakra point, light body, and aura cleaning roughly three times a day: waking up, lunch time, and going to bed. I do alignment twice daily, waking up and going to bed as as well (chakras seem to stay aligned for me, but I do it anyways). I know a lot of meditations cause alertness and energy flow, making them interfere with sleeping, but aside from aligning and cleaning, what are some that do not? I sleep at random times at night, and locking a schedule is hard for me. Its amazing I even do this number of meditations! Furthermore, when is a smart time to start dealing with elemental energy and balancing? I feel it is important that I balance it soon, but I feel a lot of things are important but unreachable now. Finally, if my other topic DOES get through (moderators, I don't blame you if you block it, I overreacted), disregard it. But my questions remain. My past terrifies me. That Father accepts me is insane. Now, void meditation and pendulum-swinging-over-Satan's-sigil source of info has told me, something important is locked in my past. BUT, my past is horrifying. How should I go about it...wait until I am stronger? Seek help? Tried using the Eihwaz rune. Helped a lot, but brought out the terrors. I MUST find that secret. What the pendulum answered hints that it is exactly the reason I researched Satanism.. Please let this message go through..